"Jacob."
Her voice was uncertain, calling through a thick shroud of mist.
"Cate,"
He breathed.
She
walked forward, forehead wrinkled in concern.
Agony
ripped through him when he saw her face: beautiful, lovable, and
completely a dream.
"Why,"
He asked slowly, "Are you doing this to me?"
How
it hurt him. How it hurt to look at her. She hadn't ever done this
before- why come to him now? She must know. She must know the torture
it caused him. Just her face was slowly shredding apart his swollen,
frail scab over the wound of her absence.
"Who's
Sara?" She shot back, eyes flashing.
He
stared at her. "SARA?"
"Yes,
the girl you like so much," She hesitated, and he watched her
anxiously for her next words,"Who's replacing me." The
shattered, breakable look on her face was like the ragged edge of
glass plunging into the depths of his chest.
"Cate,
I don't-" His voice broke before his face hardened. "No one
will ever replace you."
Her
expression was hopelessly sad. "She's already started to."
His
jaw was set. "Never."
She
looked up at him. "Jacob," She began, a weak smile on her face as
tears welled in her large, afflicted eyes.
"NO."
She
shook her head. "It's going to hurt for awhile, but maybe," She
broke off, breathing jerkily, "After timeā¦" She couldn't
continue.
He
reached out for her, only to have his hands pass through her as if
she were steam.
His
hands dropped like they'd touched fire.
"No,"
He said firmly, "I'll wait."
"Till
you die?" She laughed bitterly, "They're trying to make you a
vampire- how long will it be before you grow bored of waiting for me
Jacob?"
"Forever."
He replied stubbornly.
She
laughed again, this time softer and more real. "I miss you," She
admitted, a few tears spilling over.
He
watched them trail down her cheek absently, wondering how long it
would take before they figured out he'd commited suicide.
"I
have to go," she said softly after a silence, her eyes tracing over
his face as if memorizing it.
"Do
you remember my promise?" Jacob demanded.
She
smiled sadly, blushing a little,"Remind me again."
"Forever.
My heart will always be yours alone." He said solemnly.
She
was starting to fade, but her laugh was still clear.
"I
love you." He whispered.
He
heard her hesitation, "Me too," She replied, her voice a slight
whisp of sound now, but he knew she meant it. Dream or not, Cate was
here. She had come to him.
I
love you. Jacob repeated in his thoughts, over and over.
He
didn't know if she would hear him anymore, she was gone in the mist
like she'd never been there.
"More
than you know," He whispered after her, turning his face away.
