A/N: Gokigenyo, minna-san. Thank you for being here for me for all these time, although after all these years, mi-chan has been very clumsy, very inefficient. Thank you for everything.
This short chapters were actually included in Chp 17. I actually deleted this part from the previous chapter coz I think it's not so competent. But right after re-reading this part again, I reconsidered and decided to repost this here again. Probably is because all of you has been encouraging me to write more FujiSaku moments. Therefore, to all FujiSaku fan's, this short chappie is make possible because of you. (Personally, I like this pairing too :P)
Ah, there's a hint of RyoSaku too. I know this would sounds ridiculous if you read on, but please bear with me.
Warning: Sakuno-centric fics, readers has been warned.
Plot: Tenipuri x Jubei-chan crossover (some sorts)
Pairing: RyoSaku, FujiSaku (maybe more pairings to come)
Inserted Songs: Feel Like A Girl by Lia (been listening to this while writing)
"…" Denotes speech
'…' Denotes thoughts
Italics denotes flashbacks
Italics/Bold denotes song lyrics
Standard Disclaimer: Zettai, zettai, akiramenai...Ops I'm singing with a wrong tune. Not mine, Tenipuri is not mine, not mine, not mine...la la la
Recaps of Chp 10 PIV:
She didn't know how to react upon such action, but; his kiss is so tender and sweet that she didn't feel like pushing it away. And since she had already made up her mind, about the relation between Ryoma, Fuji and herself, she decided to savor this kiss and imprint this wonderful moment into her heart.
Title: Sakuno-chan no monogatari
Chapter 10 PV: Youkoso Kyoto: Feels Of Love
Do you remember what you said to me?
It's been ringing in my heart...
You should know that
what your words can do to me
It rumbles so high...
It tumbles so light...
He felt it. The honesty of her acceptance of his affection; she didn't flinch nor she'd pushed away from him.
As soon as his lips left hers; the shy girl roamed her hands to trace her own lips; to feel the magical sensation she felt a while ago.
"That was amazing…" her face glowed as soon when she realized what she had said "Ah…ano…what was I babbling about…" her head dropped in order to avoid the prince gaze.
You're beautiful
Oh, I have to say, you're beautiful
It's hard to deny it
You smile, and I can easily cry...
At this moment; the tennis prodigy was as stunned as her. He thought that his ears had been playing tricks on him; for a diffident girl like Sakuno to say those words.
"I'm flattered" he managed to clear the hard lump in his throat as he speaks.
There was a moment of awkward silence between them.
"Why?" riddled with curiosity, Sakuno asked abruptly "Why do you have to punish me with a kiss?"
"Why?" he pretended to ponder upon his action so he could get to see her shy expression once again. In fact he had always wanted to kiss her since long ago. Since the last time he tried entrapping her, when their face were so close together, before Echizen Ryoma stepped in and interrupted their moments, he had always wanted to kiss her.
You know, you make me feel like a girl
Since I met you, I feel like a girl
It's amazing, so different way to be
And now, it's seems like I'm falling
Into love, into love...
"I guess, I don't think I'll be able to sleep peacefully tonight unless I get your kiss" with that he glanced at her and smiled warmly "I'm happy that you've accepted me"
"Accepted?" Sakuno stared speechlessly at her senior.
"Not so?" He asked, holding up her hand.
"I…I…don't know…" she turns away and hides her shyness as she muttered inaudibly "But…"
You can answer to what I said to you
I give you the sweet part of my heart
So don't hurt me, if you feel the same way
We can make today high...
We can make it so bright...
Fuji is getting a little anxious. He wanted to know; what his rank in Sakuno's heart is. What would she think of him? He really wants an answer now, however he controlled his eagerness, and he waited for her to finish what she has to say.
"I don't know how I should put this…" she paused radically for quite sometimes. She felt his hands pressed tighter against hers; that made her eyes divert back to his. Those expressive blue orbs were signaling her to open up to him for no matter what happened; he'll always be there to support her.
"I had a dream" she said quietly "I dreamt I met a fairy that turns out to be Tezuka-senpai…"
He studied her expression; there's no significance of mischief; she has been very earnest.
"I was taken to the depth of the lake and there; I saw you and Ryoma-kun, struggled for your lives. I was told by Tezuka-san…I mean the fairy told me to choose whom to save"
Right now; Fuji tried cogitating Sakuno's feelings. When she told him about her dream; he knew fully well what it emphasized. The first part of the dream showed the girl's uncertainties and perplexity.
And Tezuka was in her dream too. Fuji knew that the Seigaku captain had been giving her some advices to cope up with her perplexed feelings; that was why; he appeared in her dream as a fairy. Does it also mean that Sakuno sees him as saintly figure? He wondered how Tezuka would react if he finds out about this. But what makes him worry most is the ending. Who would she choose? He'd hope that he was the chosen one.
'If both Ryoma and me drowned in the lake; Sakuno-chan; who will you choose to save?' He wanted to ask her directly however he holds back his curiosity. The only thing he can do now is to wait for her to continue her words. No matter what the outcome would be; he would accept and respect her decision.
He noticed the deep crimson blush across her face when she speaks.
"I know this sounds ridiculous, I'd actually saved both of you..."
"Ah…" For all his life; he had never been speechless. In most cases, there wouldn't be anything that would surprise him as everything was under his expectation. He finally gets a taste of being tongue tied; not able to utter a single word but a mere 'Ah'
"I really like Fuji-senpai and Ryoma-kun. Eto, I know I may be sounding like I'm a double dealer…but, this is how I really feel…" There's no holding back of such sincere confession and that's for sure.
"I can't get myself to let go of anyone of you…I…" once again she drop her head to hide her teary eyes "It must have been hard on you. I'm sorry Fuji-senpai, but, I really like both of you…and I hate myself for this…" she assumed despondently at last. She felt his hand loosen its grip.
'It should be like this…' she thought sadly. There's no way for anyone to accept such ridiculous affection '…though; I've been honest with him…I've no regrets'
You're an angel
When I met you, it was miracle
Impossible not to
feel it, we share the moment...
"Naka nai de…" To her surprise, she felt her chin being lifted upward. His thumbs dried her tears. As moonlight cast over them; he kissed her softly for the second time before embracing her tightly.
"I'm so happy" he whispered tenderly "Even if I have to share your love with him; I don't mind…so, please don't cry. I'd feel the pain over your sadness too…"
You know how much I feel like a girl
Because of you, I feel like a girl
It's like new window opening to me
So now, it seems like I'm falling
For all this time, his eyes remains opened. The tension is too overwhelming that he couldn't get himself to put up his usual smiling face. But right after hearing what the girl said, all his tensions were finally put to an end and now he feel nothing else but joy. He feels joy even if he was to share her affection with another man; at least he's not expunging from the list.
"Aren't you mad at me?" She asked immediately upon seeing his smiling face, a warm and gentle smiling face with no signs of annoyance or depression.
"Why would I?"
"I feel bad about myself…I'm like a double dealer. Fuji-senpai; I'm shameful of how my feelings are now; I don't think I'm being fair, to you as well as to Ryoma-kun…"
"I did say what I wanted before and now I'm going to say this again…" he made her look at him before he continues "I truly believe that I'm blessed to have you in my life. To be honest, I wasn't very happy when it comes to sharing you with someone; but…if this is what you've decided; I'm willing to convert"
You know, you make me feel like a girl
Since I met you, I feel like a girl
It's amazing, so different way to be
And now, it's seems like I'm falling
Into love, into love...
"Ore mo…I'm also not used to share my love ones with another man…" Sakuno turned her head sharply at the sound of the familiar voice, and surprise widened her eyes.
"Ryoma-kun…" His sudden intervention made her heart almost jump out from her ribcage.
TBC…
Japanese Translation: Naka nai de - Don't cry
A/N: I hope I've done a cliff hanger here perfectly. I've always wanted to write something like this. Just kidding XP
In fact when I wrote this part, I've been musing alot about how the outcome would actually be, for a girl to fall in love with two men.
Please share with me your thoughts and your opinons.
Dedications:
Lily-chan: Thank you for being here for me. I know I may be incompetent, please show your guidance towards me; ne...
Let it B De Way It is: Thank you very much for your review. I'm glad that you really like FujiSaku as much as I do. And thank you for being here for me.
forever silverwing angel: Same here, thank you for your encouragement too. See you around soon, and an advance welcome for you, for joining us soon.
Macve: Thank you for being so compassionate. Life equips great knowledge in order to make us grow, ne. And thank for your assurance. I'll need to work harder.
Angel: Thank you. Ah, you remind me of Inui-senpai. Poor senpai, his invention had not been doing well lately, tabun. A few times he did not get his data written correctly. Just kidding. Thank you for supporting me with my fics and my personal problems too.
Tsubame-chan: Tsubame-chan, thank you for being here again. Ah, I would like to see your new apartment soon. Hee, hee, Tsubame-chan is getting her independent life, uraiyamashi...I'm so envious. I'll strive harder for it :D Ah, gomen, you'd asked what song was the last chapter: It's actually a song from the anime 'To Heart', titled - Feeling Heart. This time I used a song from School Rumble sang by Lia - Feel like A Girl.
White Alchemist Taya: You're right. It is weird, but I've already decides that this story would be like this and I hope that you can be here for me too. Thanks for your review. I'm so happy.
To all: Thanks everyone, for your compassions towards my health and problems. I'll work things out and get it solve soon. And thanks for being here all these times, supporting me and my fiction. I felt like I'm the luckiest person in this world.
Others dedication:
angel yuna X-2,Tenipuri, Triangel, Eri-chan, yepp, fan-fic fan, Valu, Niji-san, Doggythumper, LadyLight, Ginaorgasoline, StarFreak, Koori no tenshi, hannah-chan, zazabeans-chan, anime-obsession260, zhu-zhu, glitterfairy, Sourapplegreen, Kiralacus, the Eiji Cat, abc and Sakuya-chan
I sincerely apologize to anyone whom I've missed out here.
Dewa minna-san, gokigenyo
mi-chan yori