Disclaimer: I don't own Hannah Montana
I thought I should start some of it in Miley's Pov because we have no cluse what she's thinking yet, or feeling about everything that has hapenned.
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I woke up in the middle of the night and watched Lilly sleep for a little bit. She's so beautiful and innocent. When you look at her you almost have to hold yourself back from saying Awwww. The moonlight cast shadows on her face and her facial expressions changed. She was dreaming, you could tell. I wonder what she's dreaming about. I hope it's me. I didn't think she'd stay there for me when I kissed her, but here we are, I guess. God I love her, I can't believe she really loves me too. I was going to tell her that I was in love with her the day I met Nick. I can remember it like it was yesterday.
Flashback
Hannah fidgeted nervously with her microphone. she paced back and force while she waited nervously backstage for Lola... oh Lola, her sidekick, her bestfriend, and her secret crush. She just gave her this feeling that she couldn't get rid of no matter what, and she had hated it at first, but Miley had started to like it, actually, tonight she was going to have Hannah sing Lola a song.
Her thoughts were interrupted when she felt two arms wrap around her waist. She turned around to see Lilly's piercing blue eyes, beneathe her desguise as Lola. "Lola, where were you? I missed you, I thought you were gonna be late and I was about ready to stop the show." She hugged her tightly and took in her scent as she pulled back slowly. "You should never stop the show just for me... why would you? " Lola asked."Because..." She started but paused to tuck a piece of Lilly's hair under her wig that had come out. She laughed and then put her hand on Lilly's cheeck. "You're my good luck charm... I couldn't go on without you, it'd be a disaster."
Lilly and Miley's goofy smiles showed throught their desguises, as they looked eachother in they eye dreamily. Miley gulped and inched forward a little bit, scared, and unsure if she should really kiss Lola or if she was making a mistake and would lose her best friend. She was about to close the distance when she was tapped on the back.
"Excuse me, um, you're Hannah Montana, right? I'm Nick, my brothers and I are supposed to close the show tonight, I just though I should introduce myself before they get to come over here and give you a bunch of sad excuses for a compliment." He said slyly and then held out his hand for her to shake.
End of flashback
I wonder what would have hapened if I had ignored him and just kissed her... would she have felt the same back then, or was she still unsure at that point? I've always loved her since the moment I met her, there's just something about so sweet, and innocent, she could never do anything wrong, and if she ever did... I would refuse to believe it.
"No, Nick... leave her alone." Lilly rolled over suddenly and mumbled. She looked as if she were being held in place and she couldn't move... she must be having a night mare... about Nick though?Why would she have one about him? I shook her by the shoulders to wake her up, but it only made her toss about more, as if I was hurting her. Then she shouted... I can't believe what she said... Lilly... no Lilly couldn't have meant what she said, it just can't be true, she wouldn't do something like that.
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Lilly's Pov
I woke up to see Nick standing at the end of the bed, looking at Miley. He walked over to her and moved his hand as if he were about to grab hers. I just stared at him. I couldn't believe it. "You're dead." I said simply, more to myself than to him."I know." He said, and then looked up at me. His eyes locked with mine. "Tell her." He demanded as he pointed at Miley, sleeping. "No, I can't... " I started, but it was useless.
He walked over to the side that I was on and looked at me angrily. "You can't even admit that you murdered me... You killed me to be with with her... If you love eachother so much you should be able to tell her anything." He said coldly. He walked closer to me. I was petrified... what happens if you argue with a dead person? Can they hurt you... or will they just threaten you to death? He answered me. He put his hands on my shoulders and yelled in my face. "Say it! Say that you killed me. You don't have the guts to admit. Just say it Lilly. You're a murderer!"
He shook me and yelled continuously. "No, I'm not I didn't mean to... I love her." I yelled back, trying to push him away from me. "You killed me, so that you could be with her... " He paused and glanced at Miley. "Maybe I should just kill her so that she can be with me." He stared into my eyes... so empty and cold... his grip on my neck loosened and he looked at Miley once again. "No, Nick... Leave her alone." I yelled and grabbed his arm.
His head snapped back to me and he gripped me so tight I could hardly breath. "Then say it! Say that you killed me... Nick Jonas. Yell it. Confess, Lilly!" He gritted his teeth and yelled in my face and I screamed at the top of my lungs. I had to, I couldn't live with myself if he hurt Miley. "I killed him! I killed Nick! There, are you happy?!" As soon as I yelled it everything went black.
I opened my eyes to see Miley sitting there, staring at me wide-eyed. It was a dream... it didn't happen. She swallowed hard and then looked deep into my eyes. "Lilly... " She started uneasily, she looked like she was contemplating with herself. "I love you... you know you can tell me anything right?" She said in a shaky voice and then kissed me gently on the lips and hugged me. It was one of the hardest hugs she had ever given me, like she never wanted to let go, and she was scared of losing me." I hugged her just as hard back, wondering what was going on.
"Miley? What's going on... you're shaking." I asked, terrified... what if I yelled it out in my sleep? "Nothing, it's fine... I just had a bad dream, that's all. " She breathed into my neck as she spoke. "Let's get back to sleep, Miley, You're safe with me, I won't let anyone touch you." I rubbed her back to reassure her and she layed down without letting go of me. "I know." She whispered and then burried her face in my neck and held onto me as tight as she could, before falling asleep once again.
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Confession number four
I think I'm going crazy
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Author's note: sorry I hope it wasn't too confusing with the flashbacks and the dreams, but i needed to put in more background information about some certain things and put in some foreshadowing Wink wink... oops I'm gonna give it away shame on me