The Choices We Make.
Chapter Two.

I was almost to La Push. Just a few more miles. I was already past the border line, and hoping that Alice wasn't paying attention to me. I could see the little faded red house. I should have called. What if he Jacob wasn't there?

I didn't have to think about it for long. Jacob must have heard the roar of my truck, because he was standing on the porch, with a big smile plastered on his face. The smile of my Jacob. The smile I loved so much.

"Bella!" He was at the door, his big hands helping me out of the car. As so as my feet hit the ground he had his arms wrapped around me.

"Jacob...Jacob! I can't...breath"

"Oh, sorry." He let his arms fall back to his side. "What's wrong Bella..." I forgot how good he was at reading my face.

"Billy home?" I asked.

"Nope there's a game. I think he went to Sam's...why, what's up Bella?" This was going to be harder then I thought. I was in love with Jacob. And Edward. But I didn't want to think about him right now. I grabbed Jacob's hand and pulled him inside the house.

We sat on the tiny love seat in the TV room. Oh yes, this was going to be harder then I thought. "Listen, Jake..." He was staring at me with those amazing black eyes I had come to love.

"Whatever it is Bella..." He took my hand in his again and put it up to his chest. "I can take it." There was that smile again. How could I do this too him. My plan was to come here, and tell him that it was over. That I couldn't do this anymore. That Edward was the guy for me. And I had made my choice about the change.

"It's about him isn't it. The bloodsucker."

"Edward, Jacob, Edward." I really hated when he called him that. "And yes but no. It's about us." He leaned closer to he was right at my ear.

"I love the way you say 'us'" He purred in my ear. It didn't surprise me when he licked my ear lobe right after.

"No, not in the good way Jake." I was looking down at our hands. His big, rough, dark hands, with fingers intertwined around my small pale ones. "I love him. I love Edward."

"That doesn't mean you cant love me too." he added.

"No! Jacob that is exactly what it means." I took a deep breath, I knew what I was about to say was going to sting him. "In a few weeks, I'll be one of them. What about that."

He looked down as he spoke, "It doesn't have to happen. You could stay here with me. It would make me happy. And Billy and Charlie happy." He looked up. "And you happy." His eyes were big and hopeful.

I didn't want to talk about his anymore. At least not at the moment. I stared at him. Directly in his big, black, loving eyes. Not eyes black with thirst. "Jacob..." My voice came out as a whisper.

"Bella." He was whispering too. "I love you."

"I...I love you too" I said, and broke out in tears. Each were kissed away by my Jacob. He really did love me. His lips wander off my cheeks to my own lips. I kissed back, with all my might.

I wrapped my arms around him. And his fingers laced through my hair. I loved this feeling. I wanted to stay in it forever. I had my arms linked behind his neck, and my legs around his waist. Clinging to his as we kissed.

He got up, with me wrapped around him, and waked to his room. Never breaking the kiss. He turned and pushed the door open with his back. He dropped me down onto the two beds that he claimed. Still to small for his large body.

I was sitting at the edge with him in front of me. He leaned down to plant a kiss on my lips. I broke it and pulled my t-shirt over my head.

"Whoa Bella, wheres the fire?"

"Shut up, if you don't want it I'll go find Edward" Victory won. I had him. This is how I loved to have him. When he tried to take it slow, it never worked out. For either of us.

He was still standing in front of me. I looked at my werewolf. He never was fully clothed any more. He had the same cut off old jeans on as always. I looped my fingers through the loops and pulled them off. Leaving him completely bear in front of me.

He pushed me on my back and lay on top of me. Supporting all this weight on his hands. Kissing my forehead first, then my lips, the my neck, then my chest. He lingered there for a second placing one kiss on each boob. The down to my abdomen then my belly button. He unzipped my jeans and pulled them down with my underwear.

We laid there, completely naked, with out bodies pushed up against each other. Just kissing for the longest time. "Jacob," I said when I got my breath back. "You friend down there.." Our eyes wandered down to his full erection, "Yeah, he's poking my leg." I said it with the biggest smile on my face.

He laughed. "Well, what would Miss. Bella like me to do about it?" But it wasn't a question I had time to answer. He had pushed in me with some might. Not all of it, we had already been there, and agreed not to go back.

A split second later I was crying out in pure lust. He slammed in and out of me. And in and out. Shaking his beds as we went along. I thew my hands on the bed to stable my self. He linked his fingers through mine, and used it as leverage.

The whole wall was shaking now. He thrust his whole length in and pulled it all out the next second. And again, and again, and again. I used all my might and tried to flip him over. It wasn't going to happen. So he flipped onto his back, with me on top.

I was gone, and a few more thrusts in and he was too. He pulled out and on top of him placing my head on his chest. We were both breathing deeply. He kissed my forehead. " I love you Bella"

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Authors Note: Yay for the second chapter! Do you like it? Review it! I'm thinking about writing two more chapters to this story. I have a good plan in my head. :D Till next chapter! Much love.