What am I doing?

Why am I kissing him?

But god, it feels so good…

"Hey Cub?" I heard someone growl and we quickly unlocked our lips and gasped as we turned and faced Chewie.

"What?" He asked, annoyed.

"Lunch is ready."

"Lunch?"

"Yeah. You slept really late."

"Oh." I said, and then got up and followed the two into the galley where I smelled the fresh aroma of pancakes. "Mmmm." I said, sniffing the air as I sat down and smiled as Chewie placed a huge plate of pancakes in front of me. "Thanks." I said, and he just nodded as Han sat down next to me. I could feel myself tensing up. Why am I tensing up? Why? Why am I asking so many questions???? I sighed and then started to dig into the pancakes that were sitting in front of me.

Han started to laugh and I stared at him. "What?" I asked, and he just laughed harder. "WHAT??"

"You're seriously going to eat THAT much?"

"Maybe…" I said, staring at the stack of pancakes.

"So you don't really know how fat you really are, do you?"

I'm fat?

I stared down at my stomach and then threw down my napkin and ran out of the room. I ran into Han's cabin and sat down on his bed and put my head in my hands. "I'm fat?" I asked, and then walked towards the mirror. I whipped away the dirt and gazed at my form in the mirror….oh my god.

That's….that's not me!!

That can't be me!!

No!

I…my hips aren't that big!

NO!!
I screamed and then crawled under the covers of Han's bed, pulling them up and over my head.

I'm never coming out again.

"Leia?" I heard a knock on the door.

"GO AWAY!"

"No. I'm not going away."

"Why not??" I moaned.

"Because I brought you food. And you're in my room."

"What? So that you could rub in how fat I am again?"

"Leia, I was joking!!"

"No you weren't!"

"LEIA!!!" He moaned and then barreled over the door, causing it to break and fall onto the floor.

"Way to go." I said, rolling my eyes as I poked my eyes out of the covers. I quickly pulled them back over my face and Han pulled at them.

"Come on…"

"No!"

"Leia…"

"You know…" I started, and then pulled the cover slowly off of my face. "You haven't called me a pet name in a long time."

"I know." He said, and then sighed, handing me a glass of blue milk and a slightly burnt sandwich.

"You can't cook." I commented.

He patted my leg and then walked out of the bedroom, putting the door back on it's hooks.

I still can't believe he called me fat…

That Night…

I had to resort in sleeping in the extra cot in the extra bedroom next to Chewie's room. I sighed and then fell asleep in the un-comfy cot.

Han and I were kissing and then he was pulled away from me and put on top of a chamber.

"I LOVE YOU!" I screamed and he smiled.

"I know." He said, and then the chamber was lowered and then smoke rose. I turned my face into Chewie's fur as I refused to watch the scene.

When I finally turned my head, there was Han, frozen in a block of carbonite.

"NO!" I screamed.

I woke up sweating, and heavily breathing. I sat up quickly in bed. I rubbed my head and moaned as I read the time on the small clock on the wall on the other side of the closet sized room. 300h.

Wait…HAN!

I ran quickly out of my bedroom and towards his cabin door. I was about to knock when I lowered my knuckles and shook my head no.

What am I doing?

It's just a dream.

I was about to turn around when the door opened to reveal a topless Han Solo.

Damn.

He's ripped.

"Leia?" He asked, stumbling forward and rubbing his eyes with his hand. Aw, He looks cute with bed head.

"Yes." I quietly said.

"What are you doing here?"

"Bad dream." I said.

"Bout what?"

"You." I meekly said, and his sleepy eyes opened wide.

"Come inside…" He said, moving away so that I could walk through the doorway. Han laid down on his bed and then patted the other side next to him. "Lay down." He said, and I laid down. "What was your dream about?"

"You…getting taken away."

"Taken away?"

"Yeah. From me and Chewie. And we…we…"

"We what?" He asked rather seductively.

"Kissed." I whispered.

"Then what happened?"

"Then you were put in this block of carbonite…and…" I started to cry.

"Aw, Come on now princess…" He said, wrapping his arms around me and then pulling the covers over my head.

The last thing I remembered before I fell asleep were Han's soft lips against my head.

Okay, so I need ideas for later chapters…I want it to be interesting, so please tell me…sorry if it's too mushy…I'm trying to make it NOT mushy, but I'm failing… oh, and the thing about the fat, yeah, well I think my friend is anorexic, so I sort of have been thinking about it all day…so sorry if you thought that that was a little too harsh for Han to say… SO IDEAS PLEASE!!!

-Alexandra