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A/N: yeah, I know. I made you wait again but you know the saying: Good thingscome to those who wait. You've waited long enough so here's the new chapter (very long chapter) of "Finding forever". The song is Like a star by Corinne Bailey Rae which is a beautiful song. I hope you'll like this chapter, please let me know.
Oh and before I forget, this one's all for Kate. Honey, you're adorable and I love you for all your support.
Chapter sixteen: Like a star.
Just like a star across my sky,
Just like an angel off the page,
You have appeared to my life,
Feel like I'll never be the same,
Just like a song in my heart,
Just like oil on my hands,
Honour to love you
"Damn it Kate! She's just a co-worker, not even a friend. I never spent time with her outside the hospital walls!" Jack said irritation now more than obvious in his voice. This was definitely not the way he thought the evening would turn out.
"But you do spend time with her inside the hospital." She snapped pointing an accusing finger toward her boyfriend. His eyes widened comically and he laughed. 'She doesn't understand.' He thought his heart racing. She narrowed her eyes at him and huffed in frustration. "You think this is funny?" her tone was disbelieving.
"No but I do believe you're being irrational." He said sobering up before clenching his jaw.
"Irrational?"
"Or ridiculous. Take your pick, both work for me." He added irritation now replaced by anger. Her mouth fell open and she thought she never felt such an urge to slap someone. So intense in fact that it hurt.
"So now I'm being ridiculous?" She asked crossing her arms over her chest as if to stop herself from doing something stupid that she might regret afterward.
"I believe you are. You're standing there all put out because you saw me and Juliet hug. Don't you think it's a little ridiculous?" he bit out mirroring her posture but seemingly more calm than she was. She hated it; he was hiding his emotions whereas she was not able to control the waves of feelings that were washing over her body. It was even more irritating, knowing that usually the role were reversed; she was the one who always had control over her emotions.
"You don't hug co-workers." She said through clenched teeth trying to seem as unaffected as he was but doing a poor job at it.
"It was nothing, for God's sake! She had just finished telling me that her boyfriend proposed last week." He explained emphasising the important fact. Somehow, that did not sooth Kate and her facial expression did not softened, her eyebrows were still knitted together and she was still glaring at him.
"I'll see you when I'll see you." She said quietly, her voice still dripping with anger. Without another word she exited his apartment. He stood in the middle of the foyer looking completely lost. He passed a hand trough his short hair, sighing dejectedly. He dragged himself in the living room and let his tired body fell on the couch.
Still I wonder why it is,
I don't argue like this,
With anyone but you,
We do it all the time,
Blowing out my mind,
It was their very first fight and it could not have occurred in a worst time. It was their first month anniversary and he had a beautiful evening planned out. He had made dinner, prepared a lovely table for two with candles, flowers, champagne and all that cheesy stuff women were so fund of. He had even planned to take her to an impressionist exposition in an art gallery downtown because he knew she loved impressionism. He had dressed up nicely and was just waiting for her to arrive. What he was not prepared for was Kate getting home angry, sad and waiting for the right moment to pick up a fight because she had seen him hug Juliet at lunch. Apparently she had gone to the hospital to surprise him and had misinterpreted the gesture.
Until recently, things had been great for the two of them these last few weeks. After Boone's accident, they had gotten closer and closer, spending every free hours of their busy schedule together. However, he had noticed that lately she was taking her distance and was acting like the Kate he met six months ago. She would not open to him and brush him off every time he tried to know what was wrong with a false excuse about work or Boone's condition.
Thankfully, Boone had woken up a couple of days after the accident and recovered miraculously quickly. He still could not walk but as everyday went by he was making more and more progress. Sayid and Shannon decided to postpone the wedding for a few weeks and wait until things really were alright. Boone had been discharged a week ago and his friends and family were helping him get adjusted to this new situation. Things could be easier but they could be a lot worse too. At least he and John had survived an accident that could have killed them both. It had shaken all of them pretty hard and it had been even harder to see Boone struggle with his new condition but it has been almost a month now and Jack really thought he could afford to have a nice evening with his girlfriend. Obviously, he had been wrong.
In the meantime, in the girls' apartment…
"God, he's such a jerk!" Lilly said still fuming.
"Aren't they all?" Shannon pointed handing her a bottle of water and coming to seat between Sun and Claire.
"Today of all days!" Marissa hissed.
"I think it's a conspiracy." Libby said nodding along. At that moment, the door opened before being slammed making the walls shake from the impact and the rest of the girls heard Kate get in, muttering under her breath. Her head was cast down but it was not hard to see that she was upset. She all but threw her purse on the counter not caring that it landed on the floor, free feet away from her.
"I'll show him ridiculous." She fumed. She looked up and started realising that she was not alone.
"Kate, are you alright?" Sun asked.
"Peachy." She answered sarcastically, opening the fridge to retrieve a soda. She sat between Lilly and Ana Lucia before looking around the table. All her female friends were seating around the table looking just as angry as she was. "Did I miss something?" she asked frowning.
"Some things." Lilly corrected.
"We could ask the same thing to you." Claire pointed out.
"Yeah, you look like Rachel did when she learned that Ross cheated on her." Marissa added with a smirk.
"Oh my god! What did Jack do?" Libby asked putting a hand over her mouth.
"Nothing…everything…ugh I don't know!" she rambled miserably. "He's a jerk!" she blurted out.
"It's seems to be the theme of the night." Sun said with a roll of her eyes.
"Why?" Kate asked confused. "What happened to you guys?"
"I had a fight with Sawyer." Lilly said.
"Wow! I think it's the first time I hear call him by his nickname." Kate said her eyes widening a little.
"Well, that's how mad I am!" Lilly said clenching her jaw making the rest of them smile.
"What did he do?" Kate asked.
"We had a date tonight and he didn't show up. He didn't even call to cancel, he just didn't come!" Lilly explained, still very angry. "Jerk!" she mumbled.
"I think I can top her story." Marissa said pursing her lips and Kate raised her eyebrows questioningly.
"You know how it's my birthday and I told you guys not to plan anything because Michael said he already had? Yeah well that was just bullshit. I hadn't heard from him in three days!"
"You're kidding." Kate said in disbelief.
"I wish."
"Oh my god! What is wrong with them?" Kate burst indignantly.
"They're men; that's what's wrong with them." Libby commented.
"They're jerks!" Shannon hissed.
"Oh no, what did Sayid do?" Kate asked annoyed.
"Nothing, just another wedding preparation issue." The blonde explained with a roll of her eyes.
"Guess what Charlie did." Claire said rubbing her bump to try to calm herself down.
"Not him too."
"Him too. He punched John Murray."
"Who's John Murray?" Ana Lucia asked.
"Just one of our patients." Libby explained.
"Why did he punch him?"
"I don't know. I was with Charlie at the supermarket, we went our separate ways for a few minutes and when he came back I was talking with John. The next thing I know he's punching the poor guy."
"It's so weird and clearly not something that Charlie would do." Ana Lucia commented with a frown.
"Charlie can be over protective sometimes." Kate said with a smile remembering the day Thomas and Claire broke up.
"Yeah, but he never got physical!" Claire said throwing her hands in the air.
"Hormones." Sun joked and they all laughed.
"Yeah well I had to apologise like a hundred times to John and his wife." Claire said sighing.
"His wife was there?" Kate asked incredulously and Claire nodded wincing. "Well it seems like it's been a very busy day." the brunette commented dryly.
"You have no idea. Jin and I fought this evening because I didn't find the time to get through our mail when I got home. You know because between my job, taking care of him and the house, I should also be responsible of the mail." Sun said shaking her head in frustration.
"No way!"
"Way! Oh but he doesn't know who he's messing with. He's in trouble." She said slamming her small hand on the table.
"That's my girl!" Shannon said smirking and putting her arm around her shoulders.
"So what did Hurley and Steve do?" Kate asked Libby and Ana Lucia, almost laughing.
"Nothing." Libby answered.
"This time." Ana Lucia added with steady look. "But I could tell you a lot of stories about Steve's lack of tact." She said with a nod. Steve was her new boyfriend; they met when he was transferred to her police station three months ago. They immediately clicked and started dating soon after.
"We're just here for support." Libby added with a smile.
"I see." Kate said and silence fell over them, each lost in their own thoughts.
"So what did Jack do?" Shannon asked before taking a sip from her own bottle of water. Kate wrinkled her forehead and dropped her gaze to the table.
"Wait a minute. I thought today was your anniversary." Lilly said confusion evident in her beautiful features.
"How do you know?" Kate asked looking up.
"Hello, have we met? We're the gossip squad, we know all." Claire joked and Kate smiled.
"Right."
"Plus Jack told us about the magic evening he had in mind." Sun added.
"He told you about that?"
"Yup, he wanted it to be surprise and all." Shannon answered.
"So what went wrong?" Marissa asked.
"He called me ridiculous." Kate mumbled, hurt lacing her small voice. She looked around the table and knew that she had to explain the whole story to them, otherwise they would not let go of the confused expressions that were playing on their faces. She told them about the lunch that never happened and why. She told them about the fight and how mad she was. However, once she was finished they were still looking confusedly at her. "What?" she asked looking around the table and frowned when she saw her friends exchange glances. Silence fell over them as if nobody wanted to be the first one to say what they all had in mind.
"That was the lamest excuse to pick up fight I've ever heard, Kate." Shannon said when nobody spoke.
"I beg you pardon?" Kate asked looking sharply at her.
"He had it all prepared. He had planned a great night for you both and instead of taking advantage of that to finally get laid, which by the way you should have done a long time ago; you fought him over something completely stupid." Shannon finished out of breath.
"Hey!" Kate protested. "You don't get to judge me, you don't know what you're talking about!" she snapped. She looked around, searching for support in the other women but she found none. They were looking sympathetically at her but she sensed that they agreed with Shannon nonetheless.
"Don't I?" Shannon said raising her eyebrows. "Tell us Kate why did you really fight with him?" she asked looking at her pointedly.
"I just did."
"Yeah but it was a bunch of crap." Shannon said with a wave of her hand knowing how to push her friend's buttons.
"Shannon!" Claire said throwing her a warning glance.
"Kate, honey, do you really believe Jack would cheat on you?" Sun asked softly.
"Huh, it's funny you mention it because if I recall correctly you were the ones who told me that he had a tendency to cheat on his girlfriends." she snapped.
"Hey, don't do that. Don't put words in our mouths." Shannon said. "It happened once and it was under very different circumstances. Jack wouldn't do that to you." Her voice dropped an octave and she was suddenly gentler when she said the last part.
"I've known Jack for so long now; he's like a brother to me. I know he wouldn't do that." Sun said reassuringly.
"How can you be so sure?" Kate asked her voice barely a whisper, tears gathering in her eyes.
"Because he loves you, silly!" Lilly said putting a hand over hers.
"What?" Kate asked wrinkling her nose, her eyes wide open.
"It's not something we should be discussing." Claire said throwing a concern look at her friend.
"Kate, honey what's wrong?" Libby asked softly.
"What do you mean?"
"She means that for the last month we've seen you and our handsome friend getting closer and closer by the second but we've also seen how you've been distancing yourself lately." Marissa said talking slowly and softly trying not to upset her more than she already was.
"I haven't been distancing myself." Kate defended weakly.
"Uh, yeah you were. Jack noticed it too, that's why he wanted to make tonight a special event." Shannon said.
"He wanted to make you happy at least tonight." Claire added.
"He did?" Kate asked her voice shaking with unshed tears. Her friends all nodded and she closed her eyes letting the tears fall. Lilly wrapped an arm around her shoulder and Kate leaned into her, crying silently. The rest of the women looked at each other guiltily. Lilly kept on rubbing her arms while whispering comforting words.
"Oh honey, we're sorry. We didn't mean to push you." Claire said with tears gathering in her eyes.
"We just want you to know that you can talk to us." Shannon said with such sincerity that it made Kate smile through her tears.
"I know I can." She said looking up at them before drying her cheeks. "I feel stupid. Crying over a boy… you know, slightly out of character for me." She said sniffing a little.
"You don't say." Ana Lucia joked making Kate giggle sweetly.
"That's more like it." Lilly said smiling at her and she returned the gesture.
At that moment, someone knocked at the door and Shannon got up to answer it.
"What are you doing here?" they heard her ask in a very well practiced bored tone.
"Is Marissa here?" it was Michael.
"Maybe."
"Shan, please. I've been looking all over for her."
"It's 9 PM, what do you want from her?" she asked and her friends in the kitchen smiled as she tried to evade his question.
"Shannon!" Michael hissed.
"Michael!" Shannon mimicked and the women laughed. Marissa finally decided to take charge of the situation and joined Shannon and her boyfriend at the door.
"Well, isn't it my future ex boyfriend?" Marissa asked crossing her arms over her chest in a defensive manner. Shannon smirked and winked at her before leaving them alone.
"Baby, I'm so sorry. Work has been driving me crazy this week." He tried to apologise.
"And you couldn't even find five minutes to call me and cancel our plans or even wish me happy birthday?" she asked glaring at him, her whole body shaking with incredulity and anger. It did not help to see him smirk. "Jerk!" she snarled.
"I'm sorry." He said smiling.
"So you keep saying but you don't seem to mean it! Why are you smiling for, moron." She almost shrieked.
"You think I wanted to cancel our plans."
"Well, I haven't heard from you in three days, what do you want me to think?" she said throwing her hands in there, not quite believing her ears.
"Why do you think I've been looking for you all over town for the last our and a half?"
"Sorry, I stopped trying to understand the male logic a long time ago." She snapped putting her hands on her hips.
"I made reservations in your favourite restaurant and tickets for John Legend's concert." He said still smiling. He loved how cute she looked when she was upset. He saw her guard crumble, her anger softening, as she let her arms fell limply to her side and he knew he had won.
"You did?" she asked trying hard not to smile.
"I did." He confirmed with a nod.
"Why didn't you call?" she asked frowning again.
"I had a very busy week at work. I swear the busiest I ever had in my life, I'm sorry babe." He said coming in and finally closing the door.
"But it's too late, we won't make it." She said almost pouting.
"I called the restaurant and delayed our reservation and the concert only starts at 11:30 so we still have time." He said stepping closer to her.
"But I look like a mess." She mumbled Looking at her simple outfit and he smiled softly.
"You never do but we can drop by your apartment and get you changed if you want to."
"And you won't try to distract me while I change my clothes?" she asked slyly, her eyes lightening.
"You won't even notice that I'm there." He murmured coming to stand right in front of her. They were so close now that she could feel his breath on her face. "Happy birthday." He whispered before dipping down and brushing his lips against hers. She smiled against his lips and deepened the kiss.
You've got this look I can't describe,
You make me feel like I'm alive,
When everything else is au fait,
Without a doubt you're on my side,
Heaven has been away too long,
Can't find the words to write this song,
Oh.,..
Your love,
"You're such a jerk." She grinned when they pulled apart and he laughed.
"You wouldn't have it any other way." He smirked and she giggled.
"You're so fool of yourself. It's sad, really."
"And again, you wouldn't have any other way." He said kissing her cheek.
"Let me say good bye and we can go." She said and he nodded.
"I'll come with you." They made their way to the kitchen, hand in hand, smiling like fools.
"So, I think I'm gonna head out." She said trying to play it cool, reaching for the purse that Libby was handing her. Her friends smiled.
"Hello ladies." Michael waved and they smiled at him as well.
"She's letting you off the hook way to easily." Shannon smirked.
"What can I say? I'm irresistible." He said with a sigh of self esteem and his girlfriend swatted his chest.
"Who said you were off the hook?" she asked with as smirk before waving at her friends. She let her eyes pause on Kate and they shared a smile. A few moments later, the couple was out of the door and on their way to a lovely night. Ana Lucia and Libby soon followed, leaving Sun, Lilly, Claire and Shannon alone with a still upset Kate.
Silence fell again around the kitchen and the women were still looking with concern at Kate.
"Guys, stop looking at me like I might break down, I'm fine." They looked sceptical. "I swear, I'm fine. I think I just need to talk to him."
"You can always talk to us if you want." Lilly assured.
"I know and I will, I promise. I just need to talk with Jack first."
"Understandable." Claire smiled.
"I know I'm not a very talkative person and I know I haven't really opened up to you; I mean you barely know me. But I want you to know that I really appreciate all you've done for me these last six months." Kate said, tears gathering in her eyes again.
"We didn't do anything." Sun said confused.
"You did everything." Kate affirmed. "You offered me something I haven't had in a very long time."
"What?" Shannon asked her eyes soft and concerned.
"A home." She said smiling warmly at them, her voice barely audible. The women looked at her with mirroring smiles and tears forming in their eyes as well. "You guys are my family and I'm sorry I made you feel left aside." She carried on, feeling the need to tell them what she should have told them a long time ago.
"Don't be sorry, we don't know much about your past but we assumed it must have been tough. We understand that it's hard for you and if you need more time, we're totally cool with it." Claire said with a sweet smile before putting an arm around her shoulders encouragingly. Kate smiled at the blonde and felt like a huge weight as been lifted off her shoulders. A weight she's been carrying for way too long.
"Thank you." She said to her friends who smiled in return.
"You're quite welcome." Claire answered, giving a friendly squeeze at her shoulder.
"You're spending way too much time with Charlie." Shannon teased and the air lightened instantaneously.
"Shut up." Claire giggled, finally letting go of Kate's shoulder.
They sat there; teasing each other about their respective lovers before Lilly's cell phone went off, interrupting their banter. She looked down at her purse, debating her options, knowing fully who it was.
"Answer." Kate said firmly but smiling.
"Ok." Lilly retrieved the cell from her purse and answered it before the voicemail got it.
"Hello." She greeted icily. She silently waved at her friends with her free hands, grabbed her purse from the floor and headed toward the door. The rest of the women looked at each other and smiled knowingly.
"I think I'm gonna head home and have some serious mail talk with my hubby." Sun said.
"Yeah and I'm gonna look for Sayid." Shannon groaned.
"I'll go with you, Charlie must be with him." Claire said with a cute blush rising on her cheeks.
"Then I think I should probably go talk to Jack as well." Kate said with a roll of her beautiful green eyes and they all laughed. They all hugged and promised to call to keep the gossip chain going. They exchanged some pleasantries before saying good night and going their separate ways.
Without even thinking Kate headed to the rooftop. She had discovered a few months ago that it was Jack's spot. Whenever he was tired or upset or just needed a quiet place to think he would go up there. He could spend hours there without being disturbed. It had a beautiful view of the city and there were very few people who knew about the place. Kate was one of them and she was the only one who could intrude his peace. She had always loved that he allowed her in his little world; it made her feel very special.
She ran up the stairs and quickly arrived at the heavy door that led to the roof. When she opened it and took a look around herself, she felt her heart burst with emotions. Jack was turning his back to her, standing against the railing, behind a table set up for two with candles, some of which had burned out, flowers and an opened bottle of champagne. On the plates, her favourite meal had been put and she felt a new bash of tears burn her eyes when she realised that he had prepared it. He was still wearing the suite he was wearing during their fight, looking absolutely gorgeous. There was something about men and suits, she always fancied the combination, but it was nothing compared to how sexy and handsome the Dr Jack Shepherd looked when he dressed up nicely.
She could see just by the way he was standing how tense and maybe even upset he still was.
I have come to understand,
The way it is,
It's not a secret anymore,
'cause we've been through that before,
From tonight I know that you're the only one,
I've been confused and in the dark,
Now I understand,
"Hey." She whispered softly but he did not turn around.
"Hey." He said just as softly. She shifted awkwardly on her spot before taking careful steps toward him. She came up next to him and looked at the view, just like he was.
"It's beautiful." She said with a weak smile, glancing at him. He had an empty flute of champagne in one hand while the other one was lying on the balustrade. When he did not speak, she carried on. "I think it's the first time anybody did something as sweet to me." He put the glass down and laid his now free hand next to the other. Not a word came out of his mouth. "You really seem to be too good to be true." She finally said after more minutes of silence. He finally looked at her.
"Is this what it's all about?" he asked raising his eyebrows.
"Partly." She tried but he sighed in exasperation.
"I'm sorry Kate, but I think you need to be a little more specific." He said using the condescending tone he used when they were fighting earlier.
"Stop that!" she orders crossing her arms over chest, turning her body to look fully at him.
"Stop what?" he frowned mirroring her posture.
"Stop talking to me as if I was five years old?" she said suddenly more confident and looking in his eyes for the first time since she arrived on the roof. "It's insulting and unnecessary." She finished, not breaking eye contact. His eyes softened and his tensed shoulder visibly relaxed.
"I'm sorry." He said uncrossing his arms.
"It's ok. I'm sorry that I overreacted, I know there is nothing between you and Juliet."
"I just can't understand why you would think I'd do such a thing." His tone was gentle. She fell silent and turned to look at the view again. Silence enveloped them again as she thought of a way to explain what was going through her mind for the last few days. "What's going in that cute little head of yours?" he asked again, gently with a small smile playing on his lips. She smiled at him and let the silence settle again.
"You're my first serious relationship since Tom died." She said after what seemed an eternity. He felt a lump form in his throat but decided not to interrupt her. "In ten days it'll be eight years since he died." She explained and suddenly it was all clear to him.
"I'm sorry, Kate." He said taking her hand in his and lacing their fingers together. She shivered at the touch and leaned closer to him. "I hate that day but it's really weird for me this year because usually I'm alone. Now I have a home, I have a job, I have friends… I have you." She stopped looking up at him and he squeezed her hand. "I didn't want to fight; I just didn't know how to handle it all. I think I've never felt so many opposite and confusing feelings at the same time. Trust isn't my only issue, I'm really not good with the emotional stuff." She said closing her eyes and subconsciously leaning closer to him. He let go of her hand and brought her in the security of his arms. He held her tightly while rubbing slow circles on her back, his chin resting on her head. She snuggled into his chest and let the feeling of him take control of her. She would not admit it just yet but she was fundamentally convinced that there was no better place on earth.
"I told you Kate, there's no pressure in this relationship." He said kissing her hair and she sighed contently.
"I know." She breathed out.
"And, no matter what, you can always come and talk to me."
"It seems to be one of the themes of the night." She said with a smile looking up at him, her chin resting on his chest.
"Is it?"
"Yup, just after the 'Men are jerks' one." She said grinning cheekily and he could not help but laugh. After a few seconds, he sobered up and looked down in her eyes. They held gazes and smiled softly at each other. He leaned down, she tiptoed and they met in a sensual kiss. He groaned when he felt her lick his bottom lip and gladly opened up. He felt her shudder in his arms when he gently nibbled her lower lip and he smirked in the kiss. Her hands went up to his neck, caressing the sensitive area where his adorable baby hair was. She shifted her hips, making them rub against his and she enjoyed the effect she was having on him. He let go of her mouth and dedicated all his oh-so well practiced attention to her neck. She moaned when he reached that specific area just below her right ear he knew drove her crazy and bit the skin there before planting an open mouthed kiss on it. It would probably leave a mark but in her state of mind, she was a millions miles away from that thought now. She squirmed in his arms and wondered how the hell she was still standing. His strong arms wrapped around her slender figure were her answer. He came back to her lips and kissed her tenderly before slowing down and pulling away. She moaned at the loss of contact and he grinned.
"Hmmm." He murmured looking deeply in her eyes and she felt herself blush under his gaze.
"Yeah…" she trailed off, out of breath. "That was… um good." She said smiling shyly, chewing on her lower lip.
"No argument." He said pecking her lips which were now swollen.
"Am I dreaming?" she asked and he smiled.
"I hope not." He said and they laughed together softly.
"You really are too good to be true." And she witnessed as his eyes filled with an emotion nobody ever directed toward her except Tom. Even at the time, it was not shinning as intensely as it was now in Jack's beautiful eyes. She recognised it immediately. Sayid and Shannon looked at each other like that, Charlie would look at Claire in that way when he thought nobody was watching him and even Sawyer would let it show from time to time when Lilly was seating in his lap. Jack opened his mouth to speak but she beat him. "I love you." She whispered, looking intently in his eyes. She heard his intake of breath and watched as his eyes closed. He leaned his forehead against hers and nudged his nose to hers. Slowly he reclaimed her lips again and it felt like a whole new world opened in front of her closed eyes. It really felt like it was their first kiss. All the built up anxiousness, all the expectations, all their fears flew out of the roof as they kissed with more tenderness and gentleness than either one of them as ever experienced. He pulled back and she smiled her eyes still closed.
"I love you too." He breathed and kissed her cheek. She brought her arms back around his shoulder and she buried her head in his neck.
Just like a star across my sky,
Just like an angel off the page,
You have appeared to my life,
Feel like I'll never be the same,
Just like a song in my heart,
Just like oil on my hands
"Happy anniversary." She said smiling against his skin and he tightened his arms around her waist.
A/N: here you go folks, chapter 16!!!!!! Yay! I'm pretty proud of it. It took a week to write it but I haven't had so much fun in a long time. I hope you liked it as well, please leave a review to let me know. I would especially like to know what you thought of the Jate part in the end. Hope it wasn't too cheesy.
Also, I wanted to say that I'm really sorry and pissed that Charlie was killed off the show. He used to annoy me sometimes but he still was one of my favourites. Apart from that, they gave us one mother of a finale! I can't wait for February! It seems way too long of a wait.
Anyway, please review and Kate, I hope you liked it.