Summary: "It was a shock to me, because I was the last to know."
Disclaimer: If I owned Degrassi...This fanfic wouldn't have to be written.
Why does everyone look so sad? Honestly, what is there to be sad about? They should be having a great time, it is Liberty's birthday after all...but then again...Why is it that we're no longer at Emma's house? How come my grandmother is crying...Why is Mia crying? Why is anyone crying? I don't understand.
I look around and I see my picture and I still don't understand. That's when I hear it.
"I can't believe he's gone...I can't believe JT is really gone." I turn and look at Manny.
"What do you mean Manny? I'm right here..." I say, but then it dawns on me...The reason for the tears, for everything is that I'm dead. Now I want to cry. This all means I never told Liberty that I loved her. I'll never be able to do all the things I wanted to do in life. But another things hits me...This isn't how my funeral should have been. My funeral should have been some what...enjoyable in that sick kind of way. Like you know...
"He's probably put whoopy cushions on everyone's seat." I look at the person who said it. Good ol' Toby. I might not have been a great friend to him always but he really knew me didn't he. I wish I could say I'm sorry for all those time, maybe he knows.
I look to where Liberty sits and she doesn't cry at all, and I know why. That girl is too stubborn. So headstrong. I wonder if she would have believed me if I told her the truth. Probably not, but it would have been worth the try.
I realize that everyone is starting to leave and I suppose I should too, I mean that's why that bright light is shining from above right? I look one last time at my own funeral and and it was a shock to me, because I was the last to know and I decide...I'll do some good looking down upon them all, because I'll see them again some day.
TwilightRaver: I know that it sucks, so don't tell me that it does. It kind of just popped in my head and I wanted it out, so I wrote it. Well don't be too harsh in your reviews! G'Bye!
PS. I know this is sooooo late, but...Hey better late than never!