Disclaimer:
I don't own Gakuen Alice.
Author's Notes:
I don't really feel like typing a fan fic... but... what the heck. The weather here is so darn terrible... i'm so sleepy right now... Anyways, thanks a lots to:
ash-chan: (o.o) Sorry, i don't really understand ur question... can u repeat that? -scratch head-
wakakakakaa: -evil grin- A little bit of both
Chokoreeto-Hime: Haha, don't worry, i'm working on it
Pink Fire101: Thanks I'm glad u like it
-forsaken-girl-: Keep reviewing and u'll know
otakulover04: Arigatou Keep reviewing
anime-fangirl-o.O-vm: Hahaha, that's not completely an imposter...
Nephie-Chan: Gomenne, i'm really working hard to keep my stories updated... and i don't think Natsume will be that evil... unless i write it
may520: Hahaha, glad u like it
Well, enjoy
Torn Between Love and Duty
Chapter 11: Realising
Natsume's POV
I got into a fight in the nearby bar last night. That man pissed me off. Did he not know that i'm not in the darn mood to chat?
I sigh...
I haven't seen her for two whole days...
Sitting under a tree, i slowly drink the whole bottle of beer.
My seventh one this night... I smirked.
I threw away the empty bottle, satisfied as i heard a loud crash.
I laid myself under the tree. Staring at the full moon, the image of a certain brunette entered my mind.
Shaking my head furiously, i sat up.
"Mi... kan..." I tested her name under my breath.
I smirked again. I've never called her that. Usually i just use the term idiot or strawberry.
But still... it sounded... kind of nice...
Suddenly, i heard a strong presence behind me.
I turned around and my eyes met with a face that i had despise over the years.
"Persona..." I cleched my teeth.
"Fancy meeting you here, my dear Natsume..." (A/N: Eww...) He slowly walk towards me.
"What do YOU want?" I tried to control my blood from boiling.
"Heh... Why aren't you with the little princess...?" Persona asked with a slight interest presence in his voice.
I broke away our eye contact. "Why should i be with her...?" I don't know why... my heart clenched at that thought.
"Oh...?" He chuckled a little. "I guess it's because you have a competition...?"
I stood there dumbfounded. H-How come... he knows...?
He slowly continued, "Losing to a competition you didn't even tried to compete..." He smirked at me. "I'm disappointed..."
"SHUT UP!!!" I suddenly shouted. "Mind your own damn bussiness!! I don't even like this girl!!!"
I felt his cold eyes gazing at me even if he had his mask on.
"I'm merely doing my job..." I nearly whispered the last part.
Is it true..? Am i merely doing this for the sake of the stupid organization...? ...I didn't know...
"That's what i want to hear..." He gave that annoying smirk again. "I warn you again... If you ever tend to fall in love with someone only useful for the organization... i'll kill you with my bare hands..." (A/N: Oooo scary...)
With that, he left...
Taking out the necklace... I stared at it as i remembered after i saw her with blondie, i carved out two letters...
M N...
Forever...
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Day number three...
I haven't seen her for three whole days... and i feel... empty...
I finished my beer and threw the bottle away. (A/N: Hey! No littering) With that, i went to my room.
I sat on the edge of my bed and i found myself staring at the door of her room.
I've been doing that for the past few days...
I'm not gonna lose to blondie...
I walked towards the door and stopped as i heard Mikan talking to someone.
"Mi-chan...?"
I heard a voice of a male. I suppose it's blondie...
"H-Hai...?"
She sounded nervous... did they...
"Daijoubu? You've been spacing out ever since i've entered your room. Tell me if something's bothering you..."
I heard someone moving on the bed. Tell me they didn't...!!
My head felt light headed. Did they... had sex last night...?! (A/N: Him and his over-active imagination...)
I didn't heard the rest of their conversation. i only heard her door close softly.
Taking my chance, i opened the door with a loud bang.
I walked towards her...
"...Natsume...?" She whisped.
I ignored her callings. I continued to walk towards her with my bangs covering my eyes.
"N-Natsume...? Daijoubu...?" Her voice was trembling with fear. My heart clenched at that statement.
I stood by the edge of her bed, smirking as i saw how scared she is...
I cannot control myself as i said, "Having an affair when i'm gone... eh...?"
"EXCUSE ME?!" I'm satisfied at her sudden outburst as she continued, "I am NOT having an affair!!"
" Ruka-sama and I love each other ever since we're young!!" I silently stood there.
Heh... they love each other...
She continued, "We are also planning to get married and...!!"
I cannot hold myself as i suddenly kissed her. They're planning to elope.
Anger took over my body. I never failed to get what i wanted. I can even try to have the whole world if i want to. Even if i cannot have her, noone will...!
I forcefully kissed her soft lips. She moaned under her breath.
She was as beautiful as i imagined. Her lips are as soft as feathers and her sakura scented hair was addictive.
I slowly pushed her down and laid her on the bed as i continued to force myself into her.
Taking my chance, i hooked the necklace on her.
She slowly responded to my kiss. I smirked.
Suddenly, i stopped. I broke off the kiss as i remembered my mission and position.
We're both left gasping for air and i regretted setting her free.
God... i want her...
Avoiding the awkward moment, i stared at her blushing form and said, "Who knew you can be such a good kisser."
She turned her gaze on me.
With that, i left.
Walking through the empty hall, i touch my lips with the tip of my finger, with one thought on my mind...
I fell in love with her...
Authors Notes:
Haha!! finally done!!! Stay tuned to next week