Chapter 2

I woke up to what seemed like a nurses office.I tried to get up but I felt a massive pain ache in the back of my head.When I fainted I must of hit my head pretty hard.

"OW!!"I exclamied rubbing the back of my head to comfort it.I looked around and I seen the same topaz eyes staring at me.I must be dreaming again or..Im dead..But if I was dead and in heaven I wouldnt feel pain.I dont know maybe my imagantion was playing tricks on me.I know how bad a part of me wanted this to be reality but i knew it wasnt.I seen a pixie like haired girl staring at me also.Her eyes full of excitement.

"Alice?" I asked looking directly at her.Then her and Edward looked at me.

"YAY,You're Okay..well I knew you would be!Oh I have lots to tell you,bella!"She squealed in her joyful voice,which brought back so many memories it made me cry.Then Edward whispered something to her in a hushed tone.She gave apologetic smile and left.Then it was just me and Edward.He continued to look at me as I stared back at him.Then I broke the tension it was too much for me.But before I could even say something.He rose to his feet.

"Well seeing that youre okay and have no concusions as the nurse stated,I should be on my way back to class"He stared at me once more and begin to walk towards the door.Then I rose to my feet also.Dazzed at how much of I wanted him to just hold me and kiss me.Make things go back the way the use to but I knew I couldnt because of Jacob.

"Wait!"I exclamied and he stopped midway to the door,and turned to face me,with an expressionless face.

"Um..am I going to see you again?"I asked hoping to make him stay.

He hesitated before he began to answer."I dont know" I looked into his eyes I seen confusion and anger.Then he left.I cried more the nurse said I could go home or return to class.But I decided to go home.I caught the bus and begin my way back home.

I reached my apartment complex opended the door and settled in.I had so many mixed emotions coursing through my body I dont know how I could deal with this without passing out again.So i decided to call Charlie to let him know whats happend lately.On the second ring he picked up the phone.

"Hey Bells!How's it going?"His voice filled with excitement.

"Oh just great!"I lied I didnt want him to know I ran into Edward,and fainted I think that would be a little too much for him to take in.

"Oh thats great,Jake's been wondering when your going to call him,boy!does he have the hots for you!"he chuckled slightly.

Oh great now Jacob cant be patient.

"umm Ill call him right now,thanks dad love you!" I hung up I hope he doesnt notice my rude behavior.Then I called Jacob.

"BELLA!"he beamed through the phone.

"Nice to hear your voice to"I laughed.Hearing his voice reassured me I made the right choice in dating him.I loved him and that was a fact.

"SO how is it up there!Im going to visit you soon!I cant stay away from you for long"I could feel him smiling on the other end which made me smile in response to.

"Oh thats good!Just let me know before you come...So I can be presentable"I laughed and he laughed to.

"Bella thats absurd!Your always presentable..sexy if I may say so myself"I blushed Im glad he thought of me that way,because I sure know I didnt!

"Okay,Jake I gotta go,I have school 7:30am sharp and I dont wanna be late from talkin on the phone all night"He fell slient on the other end.

"Alright Bells,I love you"I could feel the sincerty in his voice to let me know that he had meant it.

"I love you to Ed-Jake" I added quickly and hung up.I could feel the heat rush to my face.OMG!!I hope he didnt hear that.Then I went to walk into the kitchen to get a drink.I poured me a cup of soda and went to sit down in one of the chairs and noticed a figure sitting there.I gasped and dropped my cup.Good thing it was plastic or the glass would have broke!

"I-I'm sorry I startled you"A silky velvet voice said.In with that I knew it was Edward.

Oh no!I hope he didnt hear me talking to Jacob on the phone.I almost called Jacob,Edwards name.

"Y-you date Jacob now?"He asked with a twinge of jealousy in his voice.

"Yes"I replied back barely above a whisper.

"Oh..well I see,I know your wondering why im here.Its because I need to talk to you"I could sense the anger,pain in his voice.He motioned for me to see down and I did.I wanted to just bombard him with loads of questions of why he left me!And did he know that He was talking the other half with him also!?But I waited quietly from him to finish his what he was about to say.

"Im sorry for leaving you I thought it for the best"His beautiful face filled with pain.

"Well,you thought wrong"I shot back icly.He glared at me with pain and confusin I guess my words came out worse than I inticipated them too.

"Bella...you know I love you..I didnt want to hurt you then I already have" he stared at me.I tried hard to stop the flow of tears that was pouring down my face.His cool pale finger quickly wiped them away.

"Well if you loved me you would have never left"I said still my words shot back at him deadly with daggers.

He didnt respond his jaw tightend I heard him say "Damn" under his breath then there was a knock on the door.I got up to answer it but he insisted that he did.Whoever it was interupted the conversation I waited a year to have until I ran into Edward again which I hadnt thought was possiable til now.I heard hushed whispers coming from the door.It was a female not on that I have heard before.I got up to see who it was.It was a nice figured person She looked as if she could pass for a model,she had strawberry blonde hair..Thats when I rememberd...Tanya.

"Not now,Ill talk to you later"I heard Edward menacing voice reply to Tanya.

"Edward,Baby please!"She complained.

Anger struck my face..Tanya...Edward...Together...WHAT THE HELL IS ALL THIS LOVE THING ABOUT THEN!!This is why he left me!?FOR HER!!I mean she was beautiful but she wasnt a Rosalie.But how could I be mad at him I was with Jacob apparently...But still he once said I was his One and only love..so much for that linee...

"EDWARD LEAVE NOW!"I yelled as I used all my strength to push him.Knowing me and my weak little arms didnt bluge him not even a inch.He turned to me with a hurt expression on his face.

"B-bella its not what it seems"He sounded so sincere.He tried to hug me but i backed up.

"Sure"I replied coldy I could feel Tanya's heated glass on my face which caused me to blush with anger.

"SO..what happend last night isnt what it seems?You dont want me anymore Edward" She shot back at him her face filled with anger but yet still beautiful.

Last night...WHAT HAPPEND LAST NIGHT...UGh I now hated Edward with a passion!I couldnt believe him!!I might as well unroll from the collage and go somewhere else I dont think I could stand much more of him anymore!Anger flared through me.I could see Edward get tense.He growled at Tanya who growled right back then left.

"Bella..I..can explain" If vampires could cry,Edward would have his face was pained with remorse.

"No you dont have to..GET OUT!"I yelled frustarted.He looked at me and reluctantly left.

As soon as Edward left I broke into sobs..Everything we had was a LIE!!This is what he wanted to protect me from..hissef?He left me for..for Tanya!I couldnt bare the pain anymore I called Charlie and told him I was going back to Forks first thing in the morning.Im tired mentally and physically I dont know how much more I can take.I layed on my bed thinking and fell into a deep sleep.

I dreamed of a blonde haired boy holding my hand and us running throught a familiar forest.I was happy and so was he.Then he kissed me. Thats when the dream took a turn for the worst.His eyes turned black and he pounced on me growling as if he were to kill me..I awoke with a start.What blonde boy would do that to me..Thats when realization hit me...IT was Jasper I dreamed of...

I know everyone is probably confused but I promise it will all make sense soon!! Everything will add up!!

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-Daoneandonlytt