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Chapter 2
Edward Pov
We made it back to the house in record time. Jasper and Emmett explained everything to Esme and Carlisle I really wasn't up to it. How could that girl look so much like my Bella?
I was disrupted out of my thoughts by Jasper.
You ready to hunt? Jasper thought to me.
He knew me so well. I didn't even think I had the willpower to talk. I simply nodded. My eyes had turned a horrible pitch black during class, when I seen someone resemble my Bella so much. It hurt and I was positive of Jasper feeling this also.
We made it out the house and both flew through the woods, I was positive humans couldn't see us, for all they would see was a white flash before there eyes and not know what was there. I didn't want to feel the pain after leaving Bella. I just wanted to go and return to the Voltrui anything was better, maybe I'd join them and wouldn't have to think of her. Anymore.
As soon as Jasper and I met up with a herd of deer I let my instincts take over, letting the monster in me out.
I growled at the deer as they tried to escape me, foolish deer couldn't out run me going there fastest. I crouched and lunged for the biggest one. Knocking it down with not much effort at all. I snapped the neck. And plunged my teeth into its neck, it wasn't my favorite animal but it will do. I drank the deep blood red liquid that ozzed out. Seeming to lesson all my pains, postponing them for some time, while I drank deeply.
I went in for another kill and completed it in record time. I told Jasper I'd stay behind a little while. I didn't want my family to see the monster in me. I went to my favorite meadow and laid their thinking of Bella. I knew it hurt to think of her. I would always think of her, no matter how much it hurt. It started to get dark so I headed back home not speaking to any of my family members in process. I blocked out all there thoughts. It was times like this I wish I could sleep.
I stayed in my room the whole night thinking of her. I wanted all the pain I caused her to come to me. So I could feel it. Wherever she is, I hope she is doing better with a family of her own. I thought about going to see her. Just to check and make sure everything was okay. But I couldn't stand a chance of her seeing me and having to look into the depths of her deep brown eyes to reveal that I hurt her which would only hurt us more. I hoped she forgot about and moved on. I need to think positive…to move on, but I couldn't my mind kept lurking back into those dark shadows. This pain was unbearable. I'll just go to the Voltrui tomorrow to get this over with, Hopefully Alice wouldn't see this coming.
Just as I was thinking of a plan, my room door busted open revealing my whole family. Esme face filled with concern and mixed with hurt as she clutched Carlisle hand. Alice face identical to Esme as she clutched Jaspers hand. Jasper face was contorted of all the mix emotions. Emmett looked sad, heck even Rosalie looked sad. I didn't want to look into Carlisle eyes. I didn't want to see if he held any disappointment of me being in his life, so I didn't I just looked away.
Edward its alright we know what your going through. Carlisle voice soothed.
But how could I tell my father that he was wrong. That he never been in this kind of pain before? How could I throw something like that in his face. His word's did nothing. I wanted to get away. I didn't want to face the remembrance of her resembling Bella. That was just too much.
Edward, Please don't go to the Voltrui don't do this to me. Esme words strained in her head towards me.
I'm tired of suffering Edward, we all miss her, including me please cheer up we love you. Rosalie said that surprised me that this was coming from her, but I understood, perfectly, where she was coming from.
I finally gave my Family a half hearted smile.
"Ill try" was all I could choke out, they smiled and the only one who was left in the door was Alice and Carlisle. Alice saying she would monitor my decisions in the future. While Carlisle agreed also.
I really didn't want to go to school. But I didn't want my family to constantly worry about me. So I would try again for them.