A/N: New Moon. Enough said.
For Edward
Don't tell me what's best for me
You don't know everything
If you knew how my heart aches
How much I need you right now
If you knew –
Silent tears at midnight
Fighting not to let them show
Slander to my feelings
Because I have to hide
Because my love is everything
You are everything that I am.
Nothing's real except this pain.
Trying to make this love make sense
Because when you're gone
I can only see in black and white.
When my sun is missing
All colour is leached from my life
And I struggle to see in the darkness
Stumbling in emptiness
Until the sun returns
And I can find my way back into your arms.
When you said you could kill me
I never thought it would be this way.
NB: The 'sun' in this instance is Edward, not Jacob.