Note: Spoilers to "Six of one" and a little spoiler from "Sine Qua Non".
Dear Diary
Oh my gods, I don't believe Kara almost shot Laura.
Laura tried to kill Kara?
Laura had a reason for that, she is still… the treatments are hard on her; it's not her fault you know.
I can't imagine losing Kara again, but what if Laura is right, what if this isn't Kara.
No, it's not possible, I know her, and this is Kara.
Did it really happen? Did that day come? The day when I need to choose between my love to Laura and anyone else?
"Bill stop that, this is not funny you know!"
He got out of the head with only a towel on him, "What did I do now?"
"You hid my shoes"
He closed the little space between then, kissing her gently, pulling back from her he asked, "You mean that one over there, next the couch?"
She looked over there and saw them "Oops..." she said blushing a little.
He turned around back to the head smiling to himself, thinking 'maybe it's still good she is around amusing him'.
I didn't finish writing this letter yesterday, she came inside.
We had a huge fight yesterday, about Kara, about her. I was drunk and stupid, I hurt he by telling her that her death maybe is meaning less as everybody else's.
OF COUSE HE IS NOT! I love her, she is mine, when she will die my life will be meaning less not her death.
She hurt me back, and deep, very deep, but the worst part was that she made me face things and made me face the fact that maybe I'm going to lose her.
I hope we will forgive each other soon, it's sad when she is not around here.
For now,
Bill the idiot.
P.S: Even after the fight with Laura and with what said, I now this is Kara, she is my Starbuck, and I trust her.
Laura was meeting the President today, President Adama, Lee Adama.
He wanted to talk to her about something; he said it can be done only face to face.
She didn't seem him since she resigned the office, 'it will be interesting to see what he wants' she thought.
On the Raptor to Colonial One, she couldn't resist, she kept reading this dairy, even with tears in her eyes.
TBC- I think I have more mistakes today than usually, sorry.
If you like it please tell me about it, if you didn't, sorry.