24th November 2007 – Dancing Queen!
All the chaps from work were arranging a party on Friday after work, it was splendid, because I really wanted a party, I immediately asked Jules and Becky to come, Becky and David were already invited by that Edork what's his face.
I invited Jules and told her to bring Daniel. And of course I invited Tom.
"I'm not sure I would be able to come." Tom said over the phone.
"why not?" I was disappointed.
"I have an essay on…"
"can't you work on it later?" I interrupted "look, if that's because of Edward Dark, you know you don't have…"
"It's not him".
"then?"
"alright, I'll be there"
"great!"
hurrah.
I haven't seen Edward Dark during this week, so I suspected he won't be able to come, it would be easier this way, and Tom would feel comfortable.
On Friday, Jules and Daniel came early, which was great, but Tom haven't arrived with them. I asked them where he was, but they had no clue.
I hoped he would arrive very soon.
And suddenly Edward Dark was visible to me, I just hate him, why he decided to come? Tom would have been very uncomfortable with him around.
Becky and David joined later, and there was no sign of Tom yet.
David of course immediately was caught up in conversations with that Edork, while the latter was looking at me. What does he want??
I sent a message to Tom's mobile but he didn't reply. What was going around?
"Why he's not coming?" I lost my patience.
Becky and Jules stood clueless.
"he's late" I continued, "it's only because of that bastard" I said angrily.
"who?" asked Jules.
"Edward Bloody Dark"
"What he got to do with it?" asked Becky.
"he bloody shagged his girl" I said angrily.
"how do you know that?"
"Tom told me"
"but, Edward seems like a really nice bloke"
"Apparently he's not" interrupted Jules.
it was really nice when they put some Latin music on (considering we were working on a related film), I seriously love these kind of music, I always wished I should have a dancing course on Latin music and ball room, but I was lazy and forgot.
So at this party people started dancing, and all I wished was that Tom was here, and asked me to dance, he's American, it's easier for him to have the lead (you know when they have too many Latin people there).
David danced with Becky, he wasn't that good, but Becky was enjoying her time, and I just love watching this couple dancing. They've been together for 2 years, and she already moved in to live with him. Wish tom and me would be the same. maybe we would, when he asks me to go to America with him, we would be living in Beverley hills and I would be a famous director, that would be wicked.
But right then I really wanted to dance, you know when you have this kind of feeling were you have to dance, it just hurt me to see a lot of people dancing this kind of sexy dance, while I'm standing alone just looking at them like an old bag. I would dance with anyone (except my boss of course)
Harry, a really nice bloke works with me asked me to dance with him, he said he didn't know how to dance this dance, but he would really try it with me. Well, the dance wasn't really great, he kept stepping on my feet, and kept apologizing on every single step, until I told him I really have to go to the loo.
I messaged Tom again and told him that I'm so bored and really wish he was there to dance with me or keep me company. I seriously considered leaving but I heard an aloof voice behind me.
"Sam?"
"yes" and turned around to find Edward Dark looking at me.
" would you have the next dance with me?" he asked in a serious voice.
"did Becky told you to do that?"
"no, I'm sorry, I.."
"was it David?"
"no, I just…"
"look, I wasn't begging for a partner" I sad angrily.
"who talked about begging" he laughed, "I just want to dance with you"
"Ermm…"
"just one dance"
"Alright" I said quietly, "but I'm going to the loo first"
I couldn't believe I agreed to dance with him, I swore I'm going to loath him for eternity, and now it's me betraying Tom.
Eventually I danced with him, we danced something I really don't know what it was, and believe it or not, everybody was looking at us, some of the people just stepped aside and starred, while I was trying to ignore his cold hands on my waist, for some reasons it made me feel warm. He danced like a professional, which really irritated me, because he was the lead. And I wish I wouldn't say that, but he's the sexiest dancer I've ever met.
"wow" said Jules and Becky both at the same time "That was the sexiest dance I've ever seen, since when you dance?"
"it wasn't me" I said trying to ignore what was happening, "it was just that tosser"
"don't call him that" said Becky offended, "he's really nice… and sexy"
"he is" agreed Jules.
"can we go home now?" I said.
I tried calling Tom on Friday night. I know I look obsessive, but I wanted to know why he didn't show up. I couldn't reach him today as well, so I stayed at home worried.