1st December 2007 – Unprepared

Wow, is it December Already?

What happened last week?

Oh yeah, I remember Tom didn't call after party, neither he returned any message, until Monday, he called and apologized, he said he had a huge test, and he had lots of essays, he forgot to turn his mobile on, I'm not sure whether to believe him or not. How he can manage study 24/7? I don't know how people can do that? As for me I don't study 5 hours, and I usually keep my mobile on so can people disturb me and "rescue" me from hell.

The chaps at work decided to make parties every Friday, first because we're already in December and Christmas is on the way, and second because it's not expensive, we already have food on the set anyway, and we don't need a DJ.

Haven't seen Edward Dark on the set this week, but… want to hear something embarrassing?

Well, I was at the CDs store on Thursday, trying to look for some opera music, (yeah I'm starting to listen to it, but I don't know anything about it), I was confused between Pavarotti (the one that died 2 months ago, you see, when someone dies I start listening to him) and that blind one, what's his name? Is it Bocelli? But there was this song on the background for The Clash, well, to cut a long story short, I was caught dancing and singing by Edward Dark. He looked at me like I was the stupidest thing ever been a CDs store, as if I never entered this kind of place before, that was embarrassing, I immediately run away.

I don't think I'll be going to anywhere he might be near for the next decade. Not because I really care what he would think of me or because I like him (if you were wondering) no! That's only because I'm embarrassed. Don't you get that feeling from time to time?

As for the party on Friday (yesterday), I decided not to go, but the girls were already planning to go and Tom called me to assure his attendance! Eventually I went ( by the way Edork wasn't on the set yesterday, maybe that's why I went there).

I saw Tom there, he was as cute as ever, I think girls I work with think I'm the luckiest (except the boss thing of course); last time I danced with Edork (lots of girls at the set don't concentrate with him around) and today I brought my handsome boyfriend.

"hey Samantha" who dares calling me that name?

"Natsha!" I looked at her surprised.
you remember Natasha Wilster? I think I mentioned her before. Urgh she irritates me with her blond straight hair, and skinny figure, well, she's not that tall, but, urgh!

"What you're doing here?" I asked her.
"I was invited" I hate the way she talks.

"AH really? By whom?"
"Edward Dark" and she turned her stupidly smiling face to where he was standing.

Thanks god Tom was accompanying me! At least Mr. Edork wouldn't get near me.

"Alright" I said, "This is Tom Killan, my boyfriend" haha, she looked jealous.

Tom shook hands with her, and she was so dazzled. MUHAHAHAHA!!

There wasn't dancing this time, turned out there was a problem with the sound or whatever is that thing…I really wanted to dance with Tom. But anyway.. it doesn't matter, maybe next week.

We left early, we haven't found anything to do, so we just left, Jules and Becky already left, they said Daniel and David were really hungry, so they went to eat.

Tom said he wasn't hungry, of course he wasn't, he never eats, I practically eat all the food we order. He suggested going to his apartment, and I was curious. And it wasn't late, so who would ask.

His apartment was really cool, it had those kind of modern light colours which were so fantastic, everything looked expensive, how rich is he?

I took a small tour around it (I like taking tours…hahaha) well, it was interesting, to find that his apartment was not fully arranged, but his bed and kitchen looked so neat, as if he haven't touched them for ages, was he sleeping on someone's else apartment? Is he cheating on me??

He put some music on; one of the albums by Sting, I can't remember which one. He served me a drink and we sat on the couch, he looked bizarrely at me, and when I put my drink down, he started kissing my neck, his breath was so cold, and so his lips.
Now there, you would think we ended up shagging in his apartment, but we didn't, why? Because it's winter and I don't usually shave my legs at this time of year.
so I made the simplest excuse, I told him I had my period and we should wait!
he wasn't convinced (don't know why, thought I can be convincing).
Anyway, eventually I left, I couldn't stay more!

Today (Saturday) Jules called and I told her about yesterday's incident.
"It's time for you to start shaving in winter" she said, as if I just entered the a whole new world of adult (reminds me when I got my first period).
And so I did shave my legs so next time I will be prepared, and not make a horrible excuse and run away!