December 5th 2007 Wednesday - Absolutely NOT!
I always thought I can't be committed to anything, you know when I said I'm going to write each week, on Saturday, well, lets forget that rule and let me write whenever I want, I'm too bored to wait till Saturday, who cares anyway, I'm making the rules here, it's my bloody blog.
Anyway, what happened to my Tom?
He didn't call, neither did I call, I thought he should call. You see, that's how it works. If you don't call, they never call!
Meanwhile at work, my boss started asking me to get him a tea, according to him "we live in England for fuck's sake". I don't really LOVE tea, so I only drink it when there's no coffee, so I made him a tea that for me looks normal. "did I fucking ask for fucking black tea?" that's what he said, unbelievable!
"You can bloody use a pigment" hope that shut him up.
Today at work while I was minding my own business, trying to stay as much as possible away from my boss, a girl I'm not sure what her name was, was it Kate? Called me, she was standing with Edward Bloody Dark (another man I really don't want to be close to), and came to my direction after I tried pretending I haven't heard her.
"Sam, where's your
boyfriend?" what did she want? "what was his name?" and Edork
joined her, I hate him.
"you mean Tom?" I answered her.
"Tom
Killan?" asked EBD
"yeah...it is him actually"
"ow is he friend of yours Edward?" she asked amused.
"absolutely NOT!" he said, as if he would look so stupid if he was his friend.
"well… I think he's nice!" she said as if she's really close to me and knows me for years, "I hope he's really good for you, right Edward?"
"I think I could say again with total confidence absolutely Not!" he said again. I HATE him.
"I'm sure he would say the same about you giving your past behavior" I said proudly
"sorry?" he
said.
"you know exactly what I mean" I said furious, "What?
Are you jealous?"
"What?" he said "me? Jealous? For what?
for not being him?"
I couldn't believe he
said that.
"Look" he continued, "just be careful! Alright?"
And he walked away.
"Wow" said Kate "
like the way he talks!"
I looked at her trying to raise one
eyebrow so I can tell her that she's ridiculous, but I couldn't
(I don't Know why I can't raise one eyebrow with out the other)
so she thought I looked stupid. Bloody Kate!
I called Jules and told her about what Edward Dark said but she only laughed.
"What's so funny?"
I asked annoyed while I was on the phone, "he's a wanker"
but
she kept laughing.
"Jules?"
"Sam" she said calming
down, "maybe he fancies you, that's why he said that"
"he
doesn't fancy me" I said although might be amused by that, "he
obviously hates me and think I'm the stupidest thing, and besides I
hate him"
"he danced with you"
"well, maybe because he
thought I can really dance, or pitied me for standing alone, or maybe
bloody Becky pegged him to"
"maybe, and maybe not"
"bugger
off Jules" I said angrily, "who asked you anyway" and I hanged
up.