-1A/N: Thanks to all that reviewed. Love you all.

Still Naruto's P.O.V.

Life for you has been less than kind

So take a number, stand in line.

We've all been sorry

We've all been hurt

But how we survive

Is what makes us who we are.

I could feel the edge of consciousness returning to me. I could hear music somewhere in the back round. "…is what makes us who we are."

I slowly open my eyes. I'm in my bed, my left arm bandaged. For some unknown reason I brought my right hand up and poked the bandages. A hand reached out and grabbed my right hand. It was just then that I noticed the body laying next to me in my bed.

"Please stop, you dobe." The cold voice I had loved whispered in my ear. I shivered. Warm arms wrapped around me, and I found myself pressed gently against his chest. I closed my eyes.

"What possessed you to do that to yourself?" Sasuke asked, arms tightening protectively.

"I just wanted the pain to stop." I said without thinking.

"That's not going to stop the pain. I would know." I pushed Sasuke away so I could see his face as he finished his sentence.

He sat up and pulled off his shirt. Lacerations covered his chest, clearly self-inflicted.

"Sasuke…" I whisper and reached out my hand to trace a particularly deep scar that covered his heart.

"I made my pain stop. I could make your pain stop too." Sasuke said reaching out a hand to my chin and pulled it up so my eyes locked with his.

I could feel my cheeks warm. I got lost so easily in those coal black eyes.

All I could do was nod.

Xxx--xxX

So give me the drug

Keep me alive

Give me what's left of my life.

Let me go, whoa

Pull the plug

Let me breath

On my own I'm finally free

So let me go whoa

Xxx--xxX

His hand pulled my chin closer to his. His breath caressed my cheeks. I closed my eyes waiting for what I had been longing for all my life.

"Please, Sasuke, stop my pain." I say. That all I needed to say before his lips were on mine.

Fireworks exploded in my head as his softer then velvet lips moved against mine. I nearly laughed when his tongue tentatively flicked against my lips asking for permission to enter. I opened my mouth allowing our tongues to collide.

As we explored each other's mouths Sasuke flipped me and straddled my waist, without breaking the kiss.

He brought his fingers down and slipped them under my shirt. At the same time his very prominent erection brushed against my own growing problem, and amidst the sudden pleasure, I suddenly felt a panic.

Sensing my hesitation Sasuke froze and broke the kiss.

"Are you sure you want this?" he asked searching my wide eyes for anything.

I swallowed nervously "Will it stop the pain?"

"I don't know" he answered honestly looking in my eyes "it will feel good a-and, I uh, love you and I, eh, want you to be happy." he finished and blushed a light pink.

I thought about what he said and my heart soared. I ran my fingers down his chest, along his toned stomach, and started to play with the zipper of his pants.

"I love you Sasuke. You make the pain go away." I see him smile. He seemed to take the words as an order rather then a statement as he leans back down and starts licking and biting my neck.

It feels good, I moan, he slips his hands up my shirt again, running them over every piece of skin he could. I lift my hands from his chest so he can take off my shirt.

He teases one of my nipples making my already erect member even more painful.

He trailed kisses down my neck, down my chest, down my stomach stopping when he got to my pants. I was lost in the pleasure of his mouth, I could barely keep my eyes open as he began to unbutton my pants and take them off with my boxers.

He stopped all movement and froze looking down a me. He stood still for a long moment. I writhed beneath his piercing gaze. I wine and touch his stomach. I put and say "Sasuke, its not fair I want to see you too."

He laughed and removed himself of the offending cloths.

I sucked in a breath, shocked at the shear size of him. I fidgeted as I thought of how it would feel inside me.

"Are you sure you want this Naruto?" Sasuke asked again. I just nodded.

A/N: Ha ok so I am going to write more to the story: more cutting more angsting and more YAOI. So if you want me to post more of this story I want 5 reviews for THIS chapter. Or 15 reviews for both, depending on how you look at it. So yeah REVIEW.