YA! my second fan fiction! Whoot! I do not own Twilight or Millie... oh so sad. But i own the books!

The taxi ride was very bumpy. The rain on the window shield was telling no signs of it going to stop anytime soon. I could not believe this was truly happening.

Flash back

"Edward don't you love me?" I asked. I could hear my voice quiver as I spook.

"No, I have no desire for you anymore. But you must make a promise to me" he said in his musical voice. "And then I will make a promise to you… I will never return to your life anymore. You won't even here my name spoken again. Your memory will fade because you're human. You will lead a normal life. You will go to college and meet someone else... Hopefully. Now can you make a promise to me?"

"Anything" the tears were slowly spilling over. He looked at me so my gaze was into his eyes. "I want to you to stay safe" he said.

"I'm sorry Edward but I cannot do that" I said and then turned around and ran all the way to Charlie's house

. I did not even think about what I was going to do next. I went inside the door and saw that Charlie was standing in the kitchen holding a letter in his hands. I tried to but on a happy face… but somehow it looked grim. "Hey dad" I said trying to sound happy for him. "Oh hey Bella" he started "I got a letter for a private boarding school. It said that you have been accepted into: Greenwich Private College" he said. I did not remember applying for anything in that name? Ed-… must have done it for me. "I will go if you want me too" I said. "That's cool bells.. I already put the money over there so you can just pack and leave" he told me. Wow what a father are you. I went upstairs and plotted down on the bed face down. I can't believe he left me. So I decided to take a shower. I started the water and slowly cried to myself. I saw the razor in the tub. I knew that it would be irresponsible… and I did not promise him that I would stay safe. So I took it and did it. The water sooned turned red. I felt much better after word. The smell of blood was starting to get inside my head. The roll of nausea started to come. I got out a drained the water as fast as I could. Hopefully Charlie would not smell the blood. The cut was deep but I could tell that it will leave scar. I quickly grabbed a ban aid and went to bed

1 week later…..

"Goodbye Bella I'm sure going to miss you kiddo" Charlie told me when was going on the train to the boarding school. I just gave him a smile and headed on board.

15 min has past and the train was still rolling. I finally found a cable car that had nobody sitting in it. I put my luggage at the top and sat down on the leather seat by the window. I could not ignore the fact that my wrists were burning like crazy. Luckily when I came down the next morning Charlie did not notice it because I was wearing a sweater through out the whole week.

The door slides open and a girl with blonde and a small shape was coming in. I guess she did not notice me. I guess she did not notice me .she turned her head and saw that I was sitting.

"Oh sorry I did not know that you were in here" she said apologizing

"Oh that's ok I don't mind I could use somebody right now" I said. It sounded like I said a little too much.

"Ok I will stay here with you" she said as she was putting her luggage at the top of the seat across from me. Then she at in the seat and turned to face me. "my name is Millie. What is yours?" she said.

"Bella" I said causally.

"OMG that is such a prettier name! I hate my name! Why did my mom even name me that" she said. Then from that point on. Throughout the rest of the train ride she told about her family's history. She told me that even her great grandmother went to this school and so did her mother! So she is here because she wants to keep the family history in line.

A few hours past and the train pulled to a stop in front of the train station. Me and Millie got off and got our luggage and called for a cab. So that is how I got here.

So the rain still has not stopped but Millie's mouth did .