A/N: I am so sorry for the long wait I got caught up in my other stories!!
Kartik's POV:
I was pacing the floor inside the stable go through all the things I saw last night her lips on his so willingly. The care she gave him it was driving me mad with jealousy. I wanted to rip Simon apart for touching Gemma, MY Gemma. Then I heard foot steps I peeked through a hole in the wood to see Gemma trudging towards me. I guess it was time to have our talk.
I sat down grabbing a book I didn't want her to think I was thinking of her or new she was coming. She came inside.
"Hi." She said sounding uncertain of herself.
"Hello." I didn't want to look at her, not yet at least.
"So I just came to bring you this, so um….. Here." As she was placing the plate down I realized she did not want to talk to me so I grabbed her wrist knowing we had to talk I have to know how she feels.
"Did you have fun last night Miss Doyle?" It was the first thing that was on my mind. Did she really enjoy being out there with him or was she just playing the part of a young lady?
"I… uh well it was my first time going to an opera it was awfully interesting." I looked at her confused, and then realized she did not want me to know what happened. Too late, I would find out how she really felt about Muddleton.
"How about the company I'm sure Mr. Muddleton…." Would she giggle at his name or defend him?
"Middleton! I know you know how to say it right Kartik, so please do so." Anger filled me as she defended Muddleton, she had no right to she had to know how I felt!
"Very well Mr. Middleton….. was he as boring as I expect all true English gentlemen to be?" I knew I was playing with fire but how could she even look twice at that guy?
"Actually no he is very nice and charming.." As she named off all the good qualities I had to maintain my calm I wanted to yell at her tell her I loved her, that she should be true to me. "And handsome and of course he comes up with the wittiest comments…" Yet I couldn't do all these things because she seemed so happy to be talking about him and it hurt so much. ".. I mean…. well…. I should go back." I grabbed her by her waist and pulled her towards me wanting to make her want me as much as I wanted her.
"I saw you Gemma I saw you with him, I saw him give you the brooch and you kissed him!" I could see fear in her eyes and I hated the fact that I put it there. But I was just so angry.
"You were spying on me, again the nerve of it how dare you! I am nothing to you; you are nothing to me so I have no reason to explain myself to you!" It felt like she had just ripped out my heart and stomped on it until it was nothing but goop.
"So you feel nothing for me?" I knew she did, she had to I felt in her kisses the way her body called to me.
"I well… I like Simon very much." Maybe that wasn't a lie but she was avoiding the question.
"Answer the question!" I needed her to answer to tell me that she loved me to say everything was going to be ok and Simon would become a thing of the past.
"Fine…." I held my breath as she started to answer. "No, I don't feel anything for you." I could hold my emotions in any longer as I heard those words leave her lips.
"Liar." I couldn't handle it anymore so I claimed her lips with mine and pushed her to the ground she had tried to push me away but He whispered into my ear and then his lips were on mine I tried to push away but soon had her arms around me. I could not control myself I wanted her no needed her so bad that I just wanted to take her there on the floor. My hands began to roam her dress I so wished to take it off her and then I felt it the broach Simon Middleton gave her the one symbol signifying she was his and no one else's. I pushed her away I could not have her like this not while she belonged to another. She looked at me confused and dumbfounded she looked gorgeous and I wanted to claim her lips again but I couldn't I just couldn't.
"I thought you felt nothing." I said this and then walked out on her, as soon as I was away from her sight I ran I needed to get her out of my head I needed to forget her. She wasn't mine anymore but I would get her back no matter what.
A/N: Please review and again i am so sorry for the longest wait ever!!!
Luv U Lots- Ally