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Chapter 7
Chapter 7
The next day Calleigh had the day of for a change and was about to go out when her doorbell rang, she opened it and found her father outside and said: Hey daddy what are you doing here?
"I need and excuse to see my lamb-chop now" he said and smiled at her.
"No, no come in" she said and let him inside.
"So how are you?" he asked as they went into the living room.
"I'm fine, I'm having a day of" she said.
"I wasn't interrupting you was I" he said.
"No, not at all" she said since all she had planned to do was shop for a new gun.
"So what is new?" he asked.
"Nothing, work, work, work, and last night I had some friends over it was fun" she said and paused for a second.
"There isn't anything wrong is there?" he asked concerned since he sensed there was something.
"No, just been a bit much, I'm just so tired since I work around the clock and stuff" she said.
"Are you having a boyfriend that is stressing you out?" he asked.
"You know I don't have time for that kinda things" she said with a sigh.
"You seemed to manage before, and I can tell you're having some kinda problem so I guess it's a boy, is he treating you right?" Kenwall asked.
"I guess he is, but it's complicated" she said with another sigh.
"What relationship isn't, so do you love him?" he asked.
"I'm not sure anymore, but I really, really like him a lot and I know he's a good guy and I really wanna be with him, it's just complicated" she said again.
"Calleigh if you don't love him anymore you shouldn't be with him, just because you don't wanto be alone, that is just wrong" said Kenwall.
"I know, but I like having him around and lot of things about him, he makes me feel safe and protected and he makes me feel so good" she said.
"You know that isn't reason enough" said Kenwall and looked at her.
"I know, but I need to figure this out" she said.
"Ok, I better head back so I'll talk to you later" he said.
"Yeah" she said and smiled at him before he left her to her thoughts.
Calleigh had just come back home after shopping the new gun and now she was sitting by the table trying to figure out how she felt about John.
She took out a paper and started to write:
Pro. Cons.
He loves me. I don't think I love him anymore.
He is great to be with. He gets easily jealous.
He's good in bed. He tend to get a bit angry.
He's a good kisser. He sometimes scares me, dunno why.
He's very protective of me. He annoys me a lot sometimes.
He makes me feel safe. He don't always get me.
I don't have to be alone. He's sometimes here a little to much
I really, really like him a lot. and leaves his things all around.
He makes me smile.
Calleigh then looked at what she had been writing and wondered if it was right to be with him, then she for fun made a list about Horatio.
Pro. Cons.
He gets me. He's a lot older (but that don't really matter to me).
He smells great. He's my boss.
He's kind.
He respects me.
He got the softest hair.
He's handsome.
He really cares about me.
He makes me smile.
I can talk to him about anything.
He got the worlds most beautiful eyes.
Calleigh let out a sigh and folded the two papers and walked into her bedroom and put them in her gun locker before she closed it again and went back out.
She was about to sit down with a book when her phone rang, she sighed and answered: Hi it's Calleigh.
Silence in the other end so she asked: Is anyone there?
"Oh sorry" she heard Horatio say in the other end.
"That's ok, anything I can do for you?" she asked.
"Not at the moment no" he said.
"Then why are you calling?" she asked.
"Dunno exactly" he said.
"Everything al right?" she asked since he sounded of.
"Fine, oh yeah suspension I may gone to far, you can come back tomorrow" he said.
"Couldn't live without me huh" she joked.
"No I couldn't" he said.
"Horatio sure you're ok?" she asked.
"Yeah well I'll leave you to see you tomorrow" he said and hung up.
Calleigh shook her head and though "No that's weird" before she opened her book and started to read.
John who had been watching Calleigh the whole time wondered what she had been writing on the notes and what she had been putting in the safe the night before and was annoyed he couldn't zoom in so he could see it and that he didn't have the code to her safe so he could check it out.
And for her to tell him to leave like that it just wasn't right, how could she blew him of like that, it made him so angry so he decided to go over to talk to her, so he got of and left.
Calleigh startled when the doorbell rang and she found John outside. She didn't really know what to say so she was about to close the door when he forced him self inside and said: You think you can just blow me of like that?
"John you can't just force your self in like that, you have no right to" she said, it was after all her place.
"And you have no right to throw me out like you did last night, I didn't do anything" he said and got closer so he was only an inch away from her.
"John you went way over the line being jealous like that, you can't go on accusing me like that" she said annoyed.
"You're my girl which give me the right to be jealous at anyone that comes near you since you belong to me" he said.
"John I'm not a thing, I am a person so I have the right to see my friends anytime I want" she said.
Now John was really pissed so he grabbed her arm hardly and said: You do belong to me and you better do as I say.
Calleigh looked shocked at her and said: You can't tell me what to do.
He tightened his grip and said: Oh yes I can and you better listen.
"Let go of me it hurts" she said.
"Are you going to listen" he said.
"I'll do whatever you want, just let me go" she said.
"Now that's better" he said and let her go.
Calleigh couldn't stop her tears from falling as she said: How could you do that to me I thought you loved me.
"I do love you, which is why I want you to my self and if you mention this to anyone" he said in a warning tone.
"I won't" she said and started walking towards the living room with him.
"Good" he said and sat down on the coach and she sat down next to him as he turned on the TV as she didn't dare to do otherwise.
After John had fallen a sleep that night Calleigh rolled of him and turned her head against the wall. She pulled the cover over her head and let her silent tears fall.
She let her hand stroke over her sore arm, and just a gentle touch was painful and brought memories from her childhood back and made her cry even more.
Unfortunately her sobs waked John up and he asked: What the hell are you crying about?
"Nothing" she said silently.
"Then be quiet I'm trying to sleep you stupid woman" he said annoyed.
"You can't tell me what to do in my own bed" she said her voice was shaking.
"Oh yes I can I have to get up early so you keep quiet or I'll make you" he snarled.
"Then make me cause I don't really care" she said, her voice was firm now.
John tore of her cover and started to hit her hardly while she keep on crying until she was surrounded of a black velvet of silence.