DISCALIMER: I don't own CSI Miami and i don't make any money from it
Chapter 9
Chapter 9
Calleigh woke up and looked around realizing it was dark around her so she looked at the clock 11pm, had she really slept for thirteen hours, how was that even possible and why hadn't Horatio come and woken her up and what would John say to that she was home so late.
Calleigh at once started to panic, got dressed and stormed out to the car and drove over to the lab wondering why Horatio hadn't come home yet, she run up to his office and found him sleeping over his desk.
"Horatio" she said.
"Uhm, what, huh" he said confused and looked at her.
"How long have you been sleeping?" she asked and smiled at him, he looked kinda cute half awake.
"What's the time?" he asked.
"Over 11pm" she said.
"Then six hours or so" he said.
"You could have come home you know" she said a bit concerned.
"This is as much home as the house so no worries" he said and smiled at her before he added: Did you sleep well, you looked so peaceful when I stopped by so I didn't wanto wake you.
"How sweet of you, but I better get home and face the storm, thanks again" she said and left with a sigh before he could say anything.
When Calleigh got home, she didn't find John anywhere, just a note that said:
Calleigh, I think it's best that we don't see each other for a while, cause I don't wanto repeat what happen last night, I just need some time to think, I'm really sorry. John.
Calleigh's jaw dropped not knowing what to thing, she just sighed and went to bed.
Calleigh woke up early the next morning and thought about John's note before she called him and said: John, I really don't want a break, just you went too far.
"I'm so sorry honey I didn't mean to do it, I was just angry, can you please forgive me" he said sounding really sorry.
"I'll try if you will control your anger" she said.
"I promise, you want me to come over" he said.
"Yeah" she said not knowing why she wanted him there at all.
"I'll be right there" he said and hung up.
Calleigh sighed and wondered what she just did when he had hurt her like he did the night before, he had after all beaten her unconscious.
She took out a paper and wrote:
Why do I even want him to come over after what he did to me, really I can manage well on my own. Why do I so desperately want him around when he beats me like he does, what is wrong with me, why do I always end up with the wrong guys and why do I always go back to them after they treat me badly when I know better.
On one side he may be sweet, handsome and kind and treat me good, but it's when they turn.
My body aches, I just want someone to stroke me gently, hold me, tell me it will be ok and that I'm loved, that I'm worth more than everything in this world that he will never hurt me.
And he scares me, if he did this now, what then the next time he flips will I end up dead.
But then again I did survive dad and he beat me up pretty badly at times, thank good for Dave and of course Adam and Nick, oh how I miss them all. I want my Dave here, my big, protecting Dave to come and chase away the monsters.
Calleigh then folded the paper and put it in her valut before the doorbell rang and she found John outside and let him inside.