.A. I suck, please pelt me with many bricks!
I'm sooo sorry, how fucking long has it been since I wrote another chapter for this?
D: I'm getting back into the story slowly…for awhile I just…hated how I wrote this story, plus was having issues on how I really wanted to end it, or do next…
I'm going for it, though! My lovely readers, please do thank mah Nii-san, WithKillerIntent !! xD She was the one who made me get off mah ass and finish this damn story :3 –cough-goodthingshedoesn'traepmelikeinthisstory-cough-
ANYWAY!!
-pumps fist into air- I'll make this story complete for all you people! Encourage me with your lovely comments and critiques! X3
Oh yea, you want teh sex…
Life felt pretty good…at least, for what my life usually was, this was an improvement.
It seemed like a blur. Morning routine, school, then in the car…with a hated person I was beginning to warm up to again.
I let my eyes slide to see the driver, a smile that seemed forever locked inside wove its' way back onto my features. His eyes met mine; so similar yet leagues of difference in the two, and the silent stare ended as eyes went back to watch the speeding black of the pavement as it passed underneath us.
I turned to look downward, though that stupid smile stayed fixated…happy in its' new home.
Was I crazy for wanting to be close to the one person who had caused me so much pain? No, I didn't think I was.
The movie we had both gone to see…together, was of course bad. Our money was wasted from it, as was our time, but did it matter? Not really…the time together would never feel like a waste.
Though, amidst all the happiness inside, I still needed to know something…
"Hey, Nii-san?" Yes, of course I had gone back to using the pet name.
The eyes of the older man glanced over, for a fleeting second, before back to the road after a mostly silent "Yes?" was sounded.
My eyes squinted slightly, finding the words being difficult even for a smooth talker like myself.
"Uhmm…is there really a reason for you acting like this?" I turned to look at him. "Is it a trick that I'm falling for, or are you serious?"
Of course I expected the blank expression he wore, as if he hadn't even heard me…but he did.
"Hmmm…I can't say for sure."
I blinked, very confused with his choice of words. He didn't know? That made little to no sense…even a certain blonde friend of mine made more sense.
"What do you mean?"
The older man shrugged, moving to put the car in park and remove the keys, as we were apparently home now, though he didn't open the door…only turned to look at me.
"Well, it seems like I can't decide what I intend from you…"
My eyes widened at what he said. The happiness was basically thrown out the window from when those words left the pale lips of my brother. It was apparent that nothing would change…I'd always be seen as an object that he owned.
He made a move to say more, though stopped short as if thinking. I used the brief pause to open my own door, get out, and head for the front door calmly, though honestly having the mindset to sprint like hell.
I was sure he followed me, but it didn't matter. I continued my journey to my room, sat at the edge of the bed, and picked up my phone.
No, I didn't know why I felt the need to call a friend…maybe I wanted to vent or something, but stupidly I felt my breath hitched when I heard the hushed 'Hello' from the other end of the line.
"Err, Naruto?"
"Sasuke?"
"Are you okay? You sound like something's wrong…"
"N-no…I'm fine. What do you need?"
"Just…to talk. Are you free?"
"I can get away for a bit…wanna meet somewhere?"
"S-sure. How about outside school?"
"Fine with me, be there in a few."
Click.
Something deep down told me that I needed to ask for help. I knew that if I did, it would probably mean being thrown out by Itachi, as he had threatened me with many times before, but at this point, I'd probably be better off.
Maybe I had thought my brother would change…back to how he was before something had gone wrong in his head, but apparently it just wouldn't happen.
Back to the task at hand, I made my way for the door. I guess I had briefly thought myself a ghost, since even at seeing my brother in the way, I bumped into him as if I was trying to go right through him.
"Sasuke, we need to talk."
I looked up at the much taller man, trying to make myself seem bigger by glaring angrily at him.
"What is there to say? You obviously don't care for my well-being over your own."
Itachi sighed. Eyes closed and a deep breath drawn, he put a hand to his own forehead before grabbing my own hand and leading me off into the living room, although much against my own protesting, and sat me down on the couch before taking the seat beside me.
"I know that what I've done to you in the past was very wrong of me."
"Well, no duh, Itachi. I already heard your empty apologies." I snapped back, arms crossed at my chest, completely unwilling to listen to anything he had to say.
He raised a hand as if to stop me, and I tilted my head to the side.
"I'm going to tell you something that was supposed to remain a secret from you for the rest of your life…Just bear with me."
What he said caught my attention. A secret? So, there was reason behind his horrible actions? Because of a secret?
I sure hope Naruto didn't rush over to our meeting spot…
Aaaahaaa This chapter is…very random XD
And I STILL FAILED AT A LONG CHAPTER, AUGH –pulls out hair- WHAT'S WRONG WIFF ME?!
I guess I'll work on that…and I know…STILL NO SEX? WHY, CHACHA, WAI!?
Gomen, I know…I owe you a really nice sex scene…
I'm getting back into the story though, so I'll try and post more regularly…
I LOVE YOU ALL!! And remember, give mah Nii-san love!
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