ok this one is EXTREMELY long and should probably be like 5 chapters but whatever.

It looked the way it always had.

a/n: It's good b/c you were expecting something else. Always expect the unexpected.

"Well how does it look?" He asked.

"The same way It always has."

He hugged me tight. I felt a little weird.

"What?" I pulled away.

"What? I can't hug my girlfriend?"

"Not right now baby."

"Quinn?" You could see the tears in his eyes. "What's wrong?"

"Nothing." I hugged him. "See?"

"Yeah. I do. Something is totally wrong and you don't trust me enough to tell me." He got up and stormed out of the infirmary.

I chased after him.

"Logan!"

He turned around.

"Quinn! If you don't want to date me why don't you just say it instead of ripping out my heart!"

I stopped.

"Where did you get the idea that I didn't want to date you?!"

He just kept walking. I turned around and ran back to my dorm with my face in my hands.

Lola walked in. I was laying on my bed crying.

"Oh my god! Quinn what's wrong?!"

"Logan thinks I don't want to date him anymore!" I started crying more.

"Why would he think that?!"

"Well, I didn't want a hug when he was just about to get out of the infirmary. My stomach hurt a lot so I didn't want any pressure on it. And then he asked what was wrong. It was feeling better so I said nothing and hugged him. Then he blew up at me and said I didn't trust him enough to tell him what was wrong.

"Then I tried to stop him to explain and he says 'If you don't want to date me why not just say it instead of ripping out my heart' And then he walked away."

I started bawling.

Lola was giving me a hug so I sat up. Zoey walked in.

"Quinn what's wrong?"

She came over to my bed and sat down. I took a deep breath to try to stop crying but couldn't so Lola told her.

"Oh my god! Are you ok," Zoey asked when Lola was finished.

"No. Logan was the only guy I have ever loved!! Mark was my first boyfriend. I didn't know what love was. I feel a totally different way when I'm with Logan."

"OH JUST SUCK IT UP AND MOVE ON!!" Zoey said and stormed out of the room.

I ran out after her, still crying.

"What is your problem?!"

"My problem is that you cause so much drama! You should just shut up! This thing with Logan is all your fault!!"

"Zoey," I said really quietly and started crying.

"What?"

"I'm sorry." I ran away crying.

Lola left so I could have some space.

She walked in.

"No. I'm sorry. I have been wanting to tell you something for a long time…"

"What?"

"Well…. How about I just show you?"

"…Huh?"

She kissed me. It felt weird, but strangely right. Not as right as it felt with Logan. I started to kiss back. Her tongue went across my bottom lip and I felt shivers go down my spine. Her right hand was on my waist and her left on my neck. I put one hand on her neck while the other one was playing with her hair. Her tongue went across my bottom lip again. This time I put mine on her lip. We started to make out and both her hands moved to my waist. I put mine on the back of her head. She laid down on top of me. Her body felt good against mine. The passion was intense. Her heat was all I needed. Her hair tickled my nose and I started to giggle. I felt her smile. We were in the heat of the moment when it all came crashing down.

"QUINN?! ZOEY?!"

It was Chase and Logan.

"Logan. I'm telling you! She kissed ME!!"

"Whatever… It takes two people to kiss."

"What can I do to prove I still love you?!"

"You still love me?!"

"Yes!"

But I do have some feelings for Zoey. She was so… Pretty.

Hot.

Sexy.

Nice.

Loving.

And she was such a good kisser!!

I am so confused! Where do I belong?!

"Then tell me why you wouldn't let me hug you in the infirmary earlier."

"Well, my stomach started to hurt really bad, so I didn't want pressure on it. So then when you were asking what was wrong it started to feel better. So I hugged you back. Then you told me that I didn't trust you. If I didn't trust you, would I be pregnant with your baby?"

"Wow. I'm so sorry. But you still kissed ZOEY!!"

"I know. And I'm sorry!" I started to cry again, "I can't believe you thought I didn't love you!"

"Quinn. Don't cry." He pulled me into a hug. His body was pressed tight against mine. He smelled like fruit. This is where I belong. It felt right. Too right.

"I'm sorry Logan." I sniffled. He pulled away.

"Sorry about what?"

"I'm just really confused right now." I got up and walked out.

I went down to the park. I sat on a rock, just thinking.

I Love Logan.

But I think I might be in love with Zoey too.

What am I going to do?!

I saw Zoey coming up the hill.

Oh no.

"Hey Quinn."

"Hi."

"About that kiss…"

"What about it?"

"Did you feel anything?"

"Can we talk somewhere private?"

"Sure."

We went to our room, and shut and locked the door. We went and sat on Zoey's bed.

"Listen. I don't know what to do right now. I love Logan. But that kiss felt right. The thing is… I feel more right with Logan. Do you understand?"

"Yes."

She started to kiss me again. I closed my eyes. I pictured how much we would get ridiculed. I didn't think I could take it when I started dating Logan, but that worked out so well. I felt her tongue touch my lips. I didn't let it any further. We could kiss, but just so I could think things through. If we were making out I would be too distracted. I was thinking about how much I loved Logan. I was thinking of how much Zoey loved Chase. This had to stop… Right Now! I pulled away.

"Why did you stop?"

"Because. I don't want to be with you. I want to be with Logan."

"Ok."

"And I think – I hope we can still be friends."

"Allright. Just Remember…….. My offer always stands."