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Chapter 3:
Guilt Is Good
It was Friday evening when I finally snapped. I had managed to avoid Malfoy for 3 days already and I endured all of his stares and smirks and everything else that freak did. But, how much could I take. I finally exploded during dinner that night.
I got up from my seat next to Ginny and walked over to the Slytherin table while he wasn't looking. Malfoy was laughing with his friends. Mocking Me. I. Hate. Him. Making my life a personal hell while he has fun with his friends and stares at my arse all day. I couldn't let this go on any longer.
I pulled him up from his seat by his arm and ran out of the hall, obviously everyone stared. When we finally got around a few hallways I dropped his arm and turned to look at him.
"What the hell is with the smirk Malfoy?! You're such freak!"
His smirk only got wider, "I thought you would've figured it out by now Potter."
"There's nothing to figure out Malfoy! You obviously just like to annoy me!"
"No... you idiot! I like you! You know, fancy you!"
I stood shock still with my mouth wide open and then I giggled. Ahem...I mean I had a manly laugh. Yea very manly. "This is some sort of joke right? Did Ron set you up to this or something?
"No! I'm really telling you that I fancy you, you wanker!"
Then I stopped smiling. "What?"
"Yes and I thought you liked me too since you kissed me."
"UGGHHH! MALFOY, I WASTRYING TO GET RID OF YOU...HOW COULD I EVER LIKE SOMETHING AS VILE AND DISGUSTING AS YOU! I WOULD'NT EVEN COMPARE YOU TO THE LOWLY BUGS ON THE GROUND!"
I don't know, but I think I might have took that a little far...
Malfoy looked absolutly...can I say deflated? And his eyes looked sort of watery. Then, he bolted down the hallway, never looking back.
'Did I do that right? I mean he deserved that. Definitely. Was I not wrong...then why do I feel so bad?'
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I was laying in my bed that night and all I could think about was what happened with Malfoy. I couldn't get his face out of my head. What can I do?
So, I got up and slid on my trainers and put on my invisibility cloak. A nice walk around the castle would be fine...
As I was walking around the dungeons I felt a wave of guilt pass over me. 'Malfoy didn't deserve that. I was wrong. No one deserves that. But, I can't help it. I hate him. Everything about him. His sneers and smirks. His beautiful hair. His wonderful laugh. Those deep silver eyes that made you...WTH?! What am I thinking. I can't. I won't. I don't fancy Draco Malfoy! Do I?'
It was as if my whole world turned on me. Everything I thought and believed suddenly needed to be rechecked I fell against the wall and slid onto the cold floor. I felt my eyes tear up and suddenly waterfalls were coming down my face. Why was I crying? But, the tears wouldn't stop and they soon turned to uncontrollable sobs as I hugged my body tightly. It felt like I was crying for Malfoy himself and me combined. How could I do that to someone?!
A half hour passed by and still I couldn't stop. That's when I saw pair of green trainers in front of me. My head snapped up and I stared into pools of silver. The tears still didn't stop. He gently sat down in front of me and I tried to look away. "Potter? Why are you crying?"
Did he think I could answer? So, I just shrugged my shoulders and sobbed even harder than before. My body shook and shivered. He pulled me up on my feet and started walking with his arm around my waist, holding me up. I couldn't tell where we were going because I still couldn't stop.
We finally stopped and I looked up, my crying had reduced to small hiccups. We were at the Gryffindor Common room and he was staring expectingly at me. I still felt horrible so I quickly threw my arms around his waist and buried my face in his chest. He was standing at a 5'8 compared to just my 5'2.
"I'm so. so. so. SORRY Malfoy!"
He put his hands on my shoulders and pushed me back a little. I stared at his face and he just smiled...
Then again, Malfoy always ruins the moment of course. He pulled me in and kissed me hard.
"See you in class Potter!" and he ran away...again
I was so shocked that I couldn't move. HE WAS SOOOO DEAD TOMORROW!
'I'm gonna kill him!' But, then I touched my lips and blushed. 'I have got to go to the hospital wing. Make Madam Pomphry think I'm going loopy. Then, I'll go get my brain checked at St. Mungo's!'
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