DISCLAIMER : Even if a dream and ask to the first star every night ... that sweet familiy isnt still mine... so ... I dream a live...

THANKS : for all of you, great people who are actualy reading this story

A/N: Where are approaching to the end... so enjoy the ride.

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DAY 04

FIGHT OR FLIGHT...

John Winchester was very suprised for his son reaction, he expect Dean to be upset and dead worried, but never thinks that his oldest son can turn against him in that way... Dean is throwing

punches at him... and actually hurt like hell...

"DEAN...DEAN...LISTEN TO ME SON:...DEAN ... COME ON... DEAN"

Shout John in Dean face, shaking him for the shoulders., he turn around his son , and embrace Dean arms with his... while talking sooting words in his son's ears...

"Shhhhh!, Shhh! Its fine, we are fine Dean, we gonna find him...Shh!"

Dean slip away for his father arms, and face him with fire in his eyes.

"WHAT THE HELL YOU DO " "HE WAS THE KEY... HE WAS THE ONLY ONE WHO CAN TELL ME...who can tell me... where...where Sammy is ...? Dean say the last part in a whisper... his voice shaking.

"JUST SHUT UP , Dean , we dont have time for this... your brother need us, so if you want to help him,make yourself useful, and tell me what you know" John tone dont leave place to arguments.

"What I know is that old man can tell me about Sammy and now thanks to you .. he is dead.."

"Not any more" Say John looking behind Dean.

"What do you mean...? Dean turn around, and see that the floor spot where Morrison death body lay was now empty... In that moment he passed out.

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Sam pass his tongue over his parched lips, he is dehydrated and he feel very tired, the first days he feel like crying after he soil his pants, now he cant ever piss, he was licking the dropplets of dirty water in the roof of the box, but its seems that isnt more, he is breathing very hard and going in and out of unconssious, he knows... he feel it, his body is shuting down.

He lay curled in his side, remembering things about his life and family, wondering how much time he had in there, laying in the dark he began to talk with himself, and laugh with his memories, he lost track of time, that can happen to you if you are in total darkness.

"I wondering how our life can be if Mom was alive... very different, Dont you think Dean?"

"Yeah, maybe you will be a geek college boy and share Thanksgiving and Christmas togheter, and... ..."Dean laugh as his idea,... "You will have a hot shy girlfriend that was so bossy around you..."

"And you will be married , and with four childrens... I can see you changing diapers...and feeding your babies... Papa Dean..."

"In your dreams ... dude ... I am so young and handsome to sacrifice it in just a woman "...

Sam stretch his hands to try to punch his silly brother and just find wet and smelly wood.

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Dean smell pines and mood , he was walking in a forest, so big and green that it seems like a postal, he can see that someone is there with him... he walk toward the human form and see that is a blonde woman, wearing a with robe... when he trys to see her face, the woman turns around and began to walk... Dean call her, but she just continue walking... they were walking through the woods, he can see an announcemente "SILENT SOULS FOREST", he read, suddenly he cant see the lady anymore.

"Where is she "... Dean take a look around where he is, no woman... but he can hear something , something in the air like... rumors?... voices??? ...No..no someone is sobbing, someone is crying

sadly... Dean was searching the noise's source and then he see it, there in the middle of a ring of small rocks, sitting in a big stone, was a boy.. a very tiny child...

"Hey, kiddo! You allright? Are you lost ? Hey?"

The kid dont answer, Dean was getting near of the place where the kid is, he stretch his hands to touch the boy, and just in that moment the kid raise his face, and Dean was face to face with a very familiar face, with empty eyes...

"Sammy?"...

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"SAAAAMY" Dean wake up with a start, he is panting and sweating, a thunder's noise make him jump .

"Oh, God" He pass a trembling hand over his face, and turno to see his father sitting in a chair in front of the coffe table, making research...

"What happeneed...? Why do you leave me sleep ? Say Dean while he stand up for bed,,...

"We dont have time for this ,old man, You know?" After put on his pants , Dean was fighting with his boots to stay in their place...

"You faint..."

"What"

"Im telling you, you faint, just in front of my eyes"

"Wow, man...I dont faint... that is Sammy departament..., I cant faint" Dean throw an amussed look to his Dad.

"If you pass the last three days without sleep, and just drinking coffee, you body get angry... You know?" Say John in a mocking tone.

"I dont have time for this... Sam dont have time for this , dad ...What was you thin..."

John raise a hand to Dean when his cell phone sound...

"Missouri...Yeah! Im with Dean...he is allright!...What...what do you mean by that... No ... Missouri... you need...I need to know more...OK! Thanks!

"WHAT...What that woman say...DAD...?

"Listen to you heart..."whispered John.

"What... "

"That is that Missouri tell me : Tell Dean that If he want to help Sam... he need to listen to his heart"

Dean snort at that "And what that supose to mean..."

"I dont know Dean, I dont know.

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He cant take anymore, Sam is going crazy, he was pounding and kicking in that cruel prision, he is screaming at the top of his lungs, his nose was bleeding... he need to get out of there, he feel like dying in that moment... he just want to run, to breath fresh air, to see the sun... If he can he will flight for that place... he need to flight for that place.

"Then there was that feeling again and the rumors... he tense his body..."

"The demon"...

Whit his heart beathing loudly, Sam start to pry again.

"Not this time, sweet lamb... God can help you anymore, he leaves you... every body leaves you"

"NOOO! You are lying" He see again in the bottom of the box , that pair of yellow eyes.

"Its time for you, release your soul... stop the pain ,my son"

"Iam not your son , bastard... and when my dad and brother find you , you will regret this..."

Sam hear a very scary laugh, resounding in his prision...

"Find you?, they are not searching you , anymore... they just bury your things and put a flower in your tomb"

Sam see . Like in a movie, his own funeral, Dad, Dean , Missouri was there , even father Jim, and Caleb, his college friend Zach... and a lot of dark robbed forms around, Dean is crying and putting a red rose in the ground...

"There you have , bitch... a little , beautiful french rose... just like you like..." and Dean start to cry again.

Everybody is leaving, just his Dad and Dean remaind there, John bend over the tomb , and put a teddy bear in there... and Sam can read the inscription:

SAMUEL MATTHEW WINCHESTER

BELOVED SON AND BROTHER

YOU LEAVE US SO SOON ANGEL

"NOOOO!. NO..NO"

Sammy was breathing hard, and crying without tears, he was so dehydrated to even have tears.

"Thats not true, you are lying, thats not true, they will find me, they must find me"

Sam is sobbing now, he feel his heart shatered in million pieces.

"It just you and me now , I can help you , son, I can stop the pain"

"You are dying, and in a very painfull way... let me help, release your soul, ..embrace your powers and release your soul to me".

"Nnnnnnnnn! I cant breath...no...I cant"

"Its over Samuel...give me your hand... and all will be over soon. No more pain or fear"

"Wh...who are ...you... really..."

"Im Beliaal,.. your master...your soul owner"

"Nooo: You are not..."

Sam moan in pain, he have stomach cramps, and his limbs hurt like hell...

"Come on... just give me your hand...Samuel... give me your soul , my son "

Sam stretch his hand to the darkness, he cant take anymore, he is so weak...

"Forgive me Dean...forgive me ..."

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