September 7, 2008

1:00 p.m.

Mood: Nervous

Music: Bitter- Teddy Geiger

We have a major problem. My sisters are starting to suspect things. Apparently everyone knows about Will having my bra!! And they all think we had sex!!

Its all around the school. I don't know what Im going to do!!

Obviously, first Im going to kill Will. Then, I guess I'll go from there.

I mean really, what did he charge people a dollar to see my bra?? I mean, it was a really nice one from Victoria Secret...but thats soooooooooooo not the point!!

I cant even believe this is happening to me. I mean George is going to think I slept with Darcy, which I didn't!!

This is such a tragedy!!

This is the worst Sunday of my life!!

And just think, tomorrow Im going to have to go to school.

Lovely...

Lizzy.

September 8, 2008

10:49 p.m.

Mood: Depressed

Music: Shattered- O.A.R.

Well this day was worse than expected.

First, I walk into school and here someone snickering about me falling off that damn fence.

YOU'D THINK THAT'D BE OLD NEWS BY NOW!!

Anyways, I get to my locker and out of no where Will appears.

So, for dramatic effect, I slammed my locker and started walking off! To most people this would mean they don't want to talk to you, they hate your guts, they want to kill you, ect.

But not to Will.

He kept following me!!

"What's the matter?" He asked catching up with me.

I started weaving in and out through the hallway, hoping I would lose him in the crowd.

I didn't.

"Is everything okay?"

Why was he acting like he was actually concerned for my well being??

I walked into the library. Which, obviously, wasn't a good plan because no one is ever in the library and its a very good place for him to corner me in the Sci-Fi section. I quickly grabbed a book and started flipping through the pages, like I was actually needing to read it for a reason.

"So..." He started.

I started whistling, or tried to. It would've worked out well if I could actually whistle.

"What are you doing?" He asked.

GOD! I HATE HIM!

"Im whistling!" I snapped.

"Okay," he said leaning against the bookcase.

"So," I said slamming my book shut, "do you want to tell me why you spread the rumors?"

"What rumors?"

"Don't be a smart ass. You know what you did!"

"Lizzy, calm down. What are you talking about?"

"Im talking about you showing my bra to the world and telling all your buddies that we had sex!"

"Oh my God, Lizzy, I swear I didn't."

"Really? Then who did Will? Because I recall giving that bra to you on Friday. I mean what were you thinking? I thought we were frienemies! Frienemies dont do that to each other!"

"Lizzy! I didn't do it! We are frienemies!"

"Will, you are so full of shit! And to think I thought you were sweet for about two seconds!"

"You thought I was sweet?"

"Yes! But never again will I make that mistake!"

He grabbed me by the shoulders. "Lizzy, I would never do that to you. You have got to believe me."

I looked down at my feet. Okay, this is awkward, I thought, because its going to be really embarrassing if he didn't do it.

"Well," I said looking up, "are you trying to tell me its a God damn coincidence that I tell you Im a virgin and a few days later everyone thinks we are having sex?"

"Yes," he said simply.

I walked off.

He had some nerve!!

The whole day I walked through the halls and people would suddenly stop talking when I walked by. Like I didn't notice that they were talking about me!!

Then, finally, the bell rung, and typically, my day got worse.

"Lizzy, can you find a ride home? I have cheer and I didn't even realize until now!" Jane said, out of breath. She had obviously just raced to my locker to tell me this dreadful news!

"Jane! No! How am I supposed to get home?"

"I already talked to Will, he said he'd give you a ride!"

"Oh my God! No! Absolutly not! This is why I need my own damn car."

"Please Lizzy, I know you two are fighting but can you not sit with him for a fifteen minute car ride?"

"No."

"You're so stubborn! I have to go! Just ride with him okay?"

"Im walking!"

"Fine."

"Fine!" I said, stomping off down the hall.

I had walked at least two minutes before Will found me.

"Lizzy! What the fuck? I've been looking for you everywhere!" He was driving along beside me.

"Oh really? Well you found me." I said stepping over a mud hole and picking up the pace.

"Please, get in the car."

"Absolutly not!"

"Im going to drive like this with you the whole way to your house. You might as well just ride with me."

I thought this through. It did have some high points. Like I didn't have to get my new black flats dirty.

"Stop the damn car."

I got in and slammed the door as hard as I could. I tried to yank my seat belt on, but it got stuck. I tried a few more times and it wouldn't budge.

"Screw this!" I yelled, crossing my arms.

He was laughing! I mean dying laughing!!

"What the hell are you laughing at?"

"You should've seen your face. Oh my God. That was hilarious."

"That's it, Im walking." I said putting my hand on the door handle.

"No! I mean no, I...I'll stop okay. We...uh...we really need to talk."

"Really? What ever do you want to talk to me about Fitzwillam?"

"God, don't use my real name."

"Hey, you told me it. It's your own fault."

"I was drunk."

"Thats besides the point."

"Anyways, I wanted to talk to you about the rumors."

"What about them?" I snapped, whipping my head towards them.

"Im sorry. I guess when you were rushing me out of that party, I dropped your bra. I mean, I picked it up as fast as I could. But I guess someone saw and started that whole rumor."

"Oh."

"Yea, I know, really stupid. So I pretty much told every guy in our grade if they kept talking about it I'd punch them. I think it'll definitely be old news by tomorrow." he said smiling over at me.

I know what your thinking. How sweet is that?? I KNOW! But wait, that glorious moment doesn't last long.

"Thanks Will."

"Anytime...you know I love you like my own sister." He said punching me in the arm.

WHAT?? Talk about a blow to the ego. I swear my jaw dropped to the floor!!

He loves me like a sister. Well, Im officially the most repulsive girl in our grade to where even WILL DARCY DOESNT WANT TO HOOK UP WITH ME!

"Gee, thanks."

I thought I was going to cry.

"Anyways, I have your bra in the back seat somewhere." He said, oblivious, reaching one hand in the backseat.

"What? Thats my best bra! It was at least forty five dollars! It makes my boobs look ten times bigger and you stuffed it in your backseat?? What are you thinking??"

"Sorry," he said finally finding it, "here," he said handing it to me.

Then he dropped me off at my house.

I could just feel the brother sister vibe.

Son of a bitch.

Lizzy.

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September 8, 2008

3:09 a.m.

I cant sleep because all that keeps going through my head is: I love you like a sister.

What the fuck??

What is that supposed to mean!?

I dont like him, obviously, I like Gorge. But seriously, I don't want him to like me like his own sister!

God! Thats just tragic. I've decided to become a nun because Im completely hideous and no one wants to date me. Its final.

Lizzy.

September 9, 2008

4:58 p.m.

Mood: Joyous

Music: I Decided-Solange

OH. MY. GOD!

This day was FABOULAS!!

I know I don't usually say that, but it was!

Even Will couldn't rain on my parade!

So, after school. Im at my locker, grabbing a few books. Then, when I closed my locker, guess who was standing there?

GEOREGE WICKHAM!!

"Hey Liz," I hate it when people call me Liz, but I wasn't going to correct him, obviously.

"Oh, hey! What's up?" I was really struggling with my books, and he didn't even ask to help me. But I forgave him.

"I was just wondering if you wanted to go out this Friday?"

"Oh, well, yea!" I was trying to play it cool, but obviously inside I was screaming!

"Great, I'll pick you up at seven." Then, he just walked off. I was still struggling with my books. But I was still in a daze that George Wickham just asked me out!!

"Hey, Lizzy, you need a ride home?" Will asked me, coming out of no where.

"Oh, yea."

"Great," he said, grabbing my books noticing my struggle, "lets go."

I tried not to think about how he grabbed my books without me even asking him.

I guess its just all that sisterly love he has for me.

Damn.

Wait! I should be rejoicing about how George asked me out!! So exciting. Im going to pick out my outfit right now!

Lizzy.