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Chapter 5

Lucas POV- This chapter Lucas really doubts himself and the feelings he has towards Brooke.

" Dad Lucas and I are going out for dinner so tell Mary that" with that she smiled at me and took my hand leading me out of the mansion. Brooke had an amazing ability to make you feel comfortable, like she would never let you down, she gave me hope and in a way hope gave me her. Everyday that goes by, we pretend to be a couple, dates, dinners, movies, walks in the park, cuddling, kissing, snuggling but there were times when we were a real couple, behind our bedroom door. I could tell her everything, I could be me. .

" I heard this place has the best fried rice and salt and pepper squid, ah I'm so hungry"

" Yeah I heard some people at work recommend it to me, so I decided to bring you here, am I making you feel all warm inside?" I turn and give her my famous smirk, my comment made her smile. Mission complete.

Waiter " Table for two?"

" Yes, Thank you" I lead her to the seating area on the dock that overlooked the beach. The sunset was about to go down and the light reflected her beautiful skin.

" You really outdid yourself here Lucas, it's beautiful here, the atmosphere is wonderful, we should come here again" she rambled with such passion. Every time she spoke, her face would light up, I can't help but be intoxicated by her aura. I know it's wrong but who knew that living in the same confines as someone can provoke such feelings.

" Haha, we are running out of places to go aren't we? I think Dan will be moving out soon, especially the show we are giving".

" I know it's hilarious, did you see his face when I was on top of you in the lounge room, I swear to God that his eyes practically popped out"

" How could I forget, that was a Kodak moment. We do all these things to get him to see that we're a couple, but I don't think that he believes us yet, I have no idea what else to do to make him see us like a couple" I was getting impatient, I just wanted him to go back home and leave us alone. I don't want to have these feelings for Brooke, anyone but her.

" I'll think about it, don't worry your pretty head about it" she leant over the table and softly stroked my face, this is when all of this feels so real to me.

Getting home, we were exhausted, after having dinner, we went ice-skating. If it was a real date, it actually would have been romantic but none of this is real. The situation maybe my feelings are the only thing that's real.

" I am so tired, man, you know how to work a girl out, good thing I like the exercise. We should go ice skating more often, chasing you around the ring is actually like running, it's more fun though, better then going to the gym by myself." While she was saying this, she was checking herself out in the mirror to see if her body had changed. Little things like this make my heart smile.

" You don't think you're going to see results straight away do you? You crack me up!" I laugh

" Hey!" her hands on her hips. Her cheeks turn a shade of red, she's embarrassed, and she probably didn't realize she was doing it.

" Sorry, hate to point out the obvious, anyways I'm hitting the shower" I take my shirt off and chuck it onto the bathroom floor. As I turn the water on, the door opens to reveal Brooke in a bikini….

" Errr… what are you doing? Don't tell me you want to go swimming, it's way to cold for that, forget the idea, I'm going to bed after, find someone else to go with you" I rambled, seeing her made me nervous.

" Actually I'm really tired so I was hoping I could shower with you, save time and save water" she winks at me and walks into the shower. " Aren't you coming in? Keep the boxers on by the way" she giggles.

I jump into the shower as well; she backs up against the way. I turn around to feel her body rubbing up against mine. I put shampoo on my hand and quickly wash my hair and wash my body. When I finish I see her washing her hair, her hand above her head, it makes me want to kiss her, and so I do.

" You are beautiful" I say to her almost sounding like a whisper. I gently put my lips on her chest and she puts her hands around my neck and wraps her legs around my waist. I back her up on the wall to keep my balance and kiss her madly. I untie her bikini top and lick her breasts. In my head all I wanted to do was make love to her but I know it was too soon for that. I had to taste her, to touch her body; I was going crazy for her.

She was panting heavily as I was licking her center, she pushed my head more and more, I looked her in the eyes and started rubbing her. She closed her eyes when she was about to climax. I wanted to tease her and make her groan in frustration. She put her hand to guide me into her but didn't want to give in so I kept rubbing her center until she groan in frustration just how I wanted her too.

I was proud that I could leave her wanting more until I heard her whisper the words " Don't you want me Lucas?" how could she ask that, Of course I want her, but I would only make love to her if she loved me not out of infatuation.

" You don't know how much I want you, I want you so badly, but we can't"

After Brooke and Lucas went into their bedroom, Dan had sneaked out of his room to listen to them. He heard Lucas say something about swimming; their voices were echoed so knew they were in the bathroom. Then he heard something about having a shower and then he heard the moans and groans.

" Wonderful, I knew they couldn't resist each other for long"

Please R&R