A/N sorry it took a while… but it's going to be good!!
Rikki stood there and watched she did not know how long for minutes, hours, days she didn't know time stood still. In her life she had seen and had many children but this little, what was her name oh Crissy, was perfect she just had to have her. She was not stupid she knew she had to be Danny's daughter and now when she had her they could be a family it was perfect all except for one thing Lindsay Monroe but Rikki didn't worry about her because she had a way of removing her from the picture.
Rikki left the dinner before Greg or Lindsay could see she was there. She decided not to tell Danny about who Crissy was because he would take her from him and keep her himself, or even give her back to Lindsay which was never going to happen she would never let it.
Danny thanked the last couple of people for coming and the offered him they're condolences, she sat down on a bench about four foot away from Marie's grave as he sat thinking his dad walked over to him
"Nice spot hey" he said
"Yeah, I think Rikki liked it" Danny replied
"Hmmm"
"What?"
"I don't know Danny, why her what was so special that you ended it with the other woman for"
"That's why momma didn't come isn't it, she thinks its Rikki's fault Marie's dead" Danny had tears flowing down his face
"No Danny, you know your momma's not well and she's still mad with what Rikki said last time she came"
"Well you don't tell your granddaughter's mother that she shouldn't have a child"
"But that's how she is Danny"
"I thought she wanted" but Danny stopped "she only ever wanted grandchildren of Rebecca and Louie"
"No it's not like that, anyway I noticed that Lindsay was hear early cute little girl"
"It's her niece and she was here to support me"
"Does she love you?"
"What? No of cores she doesn't, we broke up"
"Why would somebody who broke up with you come to your daughter's funeral to support you?"
"Because that's who Lindsay is, she cares"
"Yeah, so does she love you?"
"I don't know, she has probably moved on"
"Probably?"
"Yeah, any guy would be luckily to have her she is smart, sweet, caring, funny, and beautiful, she is perfect in every way."
"Any guy but not you, Danny what did happen between you two? Because I can tell you still love her and she probably still loves you"
"You really want to know what happened, I cheated on her, and I took her for granted pushed her away and had an affair with Rikki. She told me she could forgive me if I choose her over Rikki and I said I couldn't, I thought it was the right choice because Rikki was grieving like me, and I have regretted it for so long, but I can't leave Rikki because it would push her over the edge" Danny's crying had intensified
"You should talk to Lindsay, and as for Rikki how is she doing?"
"She has up and down days, like when she's down she doesn't get out of bed and she does she will throw things around sometimes she breaks things she doesn't mean to. But she has up days to, you know she's happy and sure we are going to adopt a little girl of our own, she wont have anymore she feels its her fault both Ruben and Marie are dead but we are going to get through this together"
"Ok, put Marie, Rikki everything out of your mind, if Lindsay were to give you a second chance would you say yes?"
"Without a second thought"
"Why are you wasting your life then?"
"Because Lindsay doesn't want to give me another chance and I couldn't live if Rikki did anything if I left her"
Danny's father nodded he knew that his son was a good man no matter hoe many mistakes he made. He also knew that the little girl Lindsay had in her arms was not her niece but was her daughter and he also knew the reason Danny's mother had not attended the funeral was because Crissy was very fond of her grandmother and Lindsay would not have anything tell Danny that he had a daughter. The Messer family wasn't happy keeping secrets from Danny but they knew he brought it on himself.
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After an hour in the dinner with Greg Lindsay could see that Crissy was sleepy and decided to take her home she said goodbye to Greg and got into her car and drove home. When they arrived home to Lindsay's dismay her daughter was now very awake and chatty. Crissy had spent the car journey home talking about a piece of cake she had half eaten and half covered herself in. Crissy went on about how big and yummy her cake was, being two she had not learned many if any adjectives so very thing was big, yummy, pretty and nice.
Lindsay and Crissy walked into her apartment building, Crissy zoomed off toward the stairs quickly followed by Lindsay who knew this spelt the next hour trying to get Crissy upstairs with out caring her, when Crissy had an idea in her head she was going to see it through and struggling up the stairs was one of her favourite ideas after about half an hour 10 stairs up Lindsay became fed up she was tired, she could see Crissy was becoming tired so quickly she picked the toddler up as soon as she did Crissy began wailing but Lindsay knew this was what had to happen. so Crissy cried all the way upstairs into her apartment until Lindsay put her down on top of her pile of teddies and dolls she had in the corner which is when she started her description of her chocolate cake again. But now Lindsay could sit and drink some coffee while watching some TV which didn't consist of dancing puppets which were finally beginning to drive her insane but she loved her daughter and she knew this was what came with having a child about an hour after arriving home Crissy had dropped of on her pile of toys so Lindsay took the opportunity to take her and put her safely to bed.
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Rikki stood outside Lindsay's door she had noticed that Lindsay hadn't closed her door fully so it was easy to push open and creep inside (A/N yes I know Lindsay wouldn't do this but well it was the only logical way for Rikki to get in) Rikki could hear Lindsay talking to Crissy in the nursery she got her gun out of her bag and headed toward the room. she stormed in and as Lindsay turned around after placing Crissy in her crib Rikki pulled the trigger and shot Lindsay in her right lung, she scream with pain waking Crissy up and she fell to the floor.
"Shhhh, come on baby" Rikki smiled taking Crissy from her crib
"You-you put her down" Lindsay panted as she found it hard to breath
"Or what, you're going to come and take her from me?" Rikki laughed. "Come on Lindsay I won't stop you stand up come over here and take her"
No matter how hard Lindsay tried she couldn't move or stand
"Urgghh" she panted
" see that's the difference between you and me, I would walk on the coals of hell to get my daughter which shows that you are not a good mother and do not disserve Crissy she will be happy and love with me her mommy and her daddy Danny"
"You leave her alone stop it please"
"What was that please well since you said please I'll spend you death up for you" Rikki took her gun and hit Lindsay's temple with it. Lindsay could do nothing as she felt her world become consumed by darkness Lindsay watched as black dots appeared and her world became black.
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CILFHANGER wow not really ever wrote one of these little buzz hey anyway all mistakes are mine, I have a crap checker and cant spell to save my life- I'll update soon hopefully.