A/N I have new story being planned with JJ but we haven't really put any ideas down on paper but its coming so I hope you are all going to read it

A/N I have new story being planned with JJ but we haven't really put any ideas down on paper but its coming so I hope you are all going to read it. But let's get back to work.

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Danny stood outside Lindsay's hospital room looking at the little girl in his arms. How could she do this? How could she keep his daughter from him? Especially when she knew what was going to with Marie. Did she want to hurt him? Or did she feel he didn't disserve to know her, after all he did cheat and just leave without any reason apart from there's another woman, was she right? Was she wrong? He didn't know he asked the questions in his mind a million times, but he never got an answer, the only person who would give him one was the only person he didn't really want to see right now but he had to she needed to know Crissy was safe and that he knew about her, and he was going to be there as much as she probably didn't like it she would be there.

Danny walked through the door to find Lindsay asleep, her eyes looked red as if she had been rubbing them, he decided that he would be quiet so she could get some proper rest what he forgot about was the toddler ecstatic about seeing her mother in is arms as he sat down in the seat next to the bed Crissy let out an almighty squeal

"Mommy!"

At this Lindsay's eyes shot open as she saw her little girl giggling happily. Lindsay slowly sat up and took Crissy from Danny and hugged her as if she could never let go, tears quickly began to flow down her checks, and at this Danny knew the love Lindsay had for her daughter, and the love he had for Lindsay, the love that never really left, but he was brought out of his thoughts by Lindsay

"Thank you"

"Yeah, well you could have told me the truth" he said coldly

"Why? You walked out, to bad if you didn't know that I was pregnant, I want going to tell you just to keep you with me, if you didn't love me"

"What so you just sat there watched me lose my daughter and brought ours to her funeral and couldn't even have the decency to tell me the truth"

"Why? Why should I have? You were with Rikki it was not my place to bring a child in and destroy your relationship, like she did ours"

"She did nothing wrong"

"She tried to kill me"

"She's ill she didn't-"

"Mean to, she knew full well what she was doing, you know what she told me Danny?"

"The truth, like I don't know he disserves to know his child, or" but Lindsay cut him off

"she told me I didn't disserve her because miss perfect turned around and shot me and I couldn't stand up and take my daughter I'm a bad mother, and of course a woman who doesn't call the baby's father as it lies there dying disserves to be a mother"

"Her daughter was dying, she wasn't thinking"

"And me its fine for when I'm dying and she kidnaps my daughter"

"Well it wasn't kidnap if she was going to bring her to the father"

"Liston to yourself Danny, she shot me, and you are defending her, I thought maybe we could have a go at being friends and maybe telling you about Crissy so we could both be parents, but look at you, you don't care anymore you are not the Danny Messer I fell in love with and I don't want to know this new you its not a good person" tears had began falling down Lindsay's face faster and faster, Danny could see the truth and pain with every word she was saying but yet her voice remained so angry so hurtful, Danny hated this he hated her saying these things but he knew they were true, what hadf he doen he had destroyed the best thing he had ever had in his life

He couldn't take it anymore he stood up and left without another word, after he left her room he heard her competly brak down but he couldn't go back he just walked over to falck and told him he tought it was best if somebody went to see her

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When Flack walked in Lindsay was sitting in bed with a sleeping Crissy cudddled in close, she was sobbing into the little girls curls, he walked over and picked Crissy up and sat in the seat next to Lindsay's bed

"What's the matter?"

"He hates me, I lied to him, I kept Crissy from him, I told him I didn't want to know gim" she sobbed taking his hand

"Why? Linds you love him"

"He started shouting, defending her for what she did, and I lost it, she took my daughter"

"And he got her back"

Lindsay just wanted all of this to go away but she knew that wasn't going to happen in a hurry, if Danny truly loved her, he would understand why she had done what she did.

Flack broke the awkward silence that had come between the two of them

"Where are you going to take this we have Rikki on attempted murder and kidnap?"

"But we're going to lose both, the will say she insane send her to a hospital, where she'll spend some amount of time dependant on how the judge sees her and Danny can move on with his life" Lindsay had calmed down now. Crissy was still asleep in her mother's arms at the moment that was the best place for her. Flack knew that Lindsay needed this over as quickly as possible so she could get back to work, and on with her life.

Danny headed into the lab to give Mac and Stella the good news that Lindsay had his daughter back and that she wouldn't let him see her. He walked into Mac's office

"Hey, we got Crissy back, she's in hospital with Lindsay"

"Thank god, who took her?"

"Um it was Rikki"

"Rikki, why?"

"She's not been well since Marie died and then I think she must have found out about Crissy and thought if she was my daughter then she could be hers too" Mac noticed the tears beginning to fall down Danny's cheeks, he walked over and hugged him like he had done when Louie had died. "She won't even let me see her man, I mean she's my daughter, I've lost one I can't lose another"

"just give her some time, she is only just getting used to the fact that you know about Crissy, Lindsay has always been so careful with her, when she started walking Lindsay didn't let her out of the house for three days so she could teacher her not to run away, not to talk to strangers, Lindsay would do anything to keep her daughter safe both physically and mentally, you walked out on her, Lindsay wouldn't want Crissy to be hurt by you as well"

"I know but"

"she has a picture of you, in Crissy's nursery, one of the two of you, over at central park in the snow, she has that one of Crissy alone and one of her and Crissy, that's all because they are the most important people in Crissy's life, she has us but its no the same, you are one of the most important things in Lindsay's world you need to know that"

"But she wont let me in, I'm sorry I don't want to have to this but I'm going to apply for full custody of Crissy"

"Why?"

"Because I need my daughter, and I will fight to get her"

"And hurt Lindsay"

"If that is what has to happen then it has to, but I will do anything to have Crissy, Lindsay in my life or not"

"You WHAT?" both men turned to see Stella standing in the doorway. "Danny Messer you barsterd, you can't take that little girl from her mother"

"Yes I can, and I am going to" Danny left the room without another word

"Mac, you can't let him do this, it would kill Lindsay"

"Stell I can't stop it he has every right and a good chance of winning"

"How?"

"Lindsay kept her a secret, she refused to let him see her, she lied to his face about who Crissy was, and Danny will fight that any person who can lie to the baby's father like that would have something to hide"

"But Danny walked out on them"

"No, he walked out on Lindsay, he could say that their relationship wasn't working, and he decided it was time to end it, if however if he had known there was a child involved then he would have stayed and tried to make the relationship work, that or he would have stayed around Lindsay to help her through the pregnancy but as he didn't and she went to Montana then he will argue how could he have possibly known and now he does know about her he wants to bring her up in a safe stable environment, which doesn't have her kidnapped."

"But his girlfriend kidnapped her and couldn't he have asked her to do it"

"No because Danny didn't know about Crissy until Flack told him, and Flack cannot stand up and lie to the court and say Danny could have had anyway of telling Rikki to kidnap this little girl that and the fact Rikki is already talking to people and she is telling them that she is her daughter, and she hates Danny because he took her away from he just wants to get back with Lindsay, if only having her was his idea why did he not let Rikki keep her, or run away with Rikki"

"So what Danny is just going to take Crissy away from Lindsay"

Mac simply nodded his head as tears began to fall down Stella's cheeks

"Why? She loves her, why does he want to take the only thing she has left away from her, he took his heart, her life and now her child" she sobbed as she left the office.

Mac stood there, had he just watched his team fall apart in front of him, he knew deep down that if Danny did get Crissy Lindsay wouldn't recover, the court would want Danny to reduce his hours so he could give Crissy the care she would need, Stella wouldn't be able to work with Danny knowing what he did to Lindsay so she would leave or need to be transfused, and Flack well he just didn't know anymore.

A/N so there it is what's going to happen next well I can tell you that I am going on holiday so you can review but if not don't worry because I will have time to think what I'm going to next, I know I said that I would put Danny and Lindsay together but that just isn't fitting in at the moment, so write soon