Eeeeek,the other chapter was in full bold x .o sorry. I tried repeatidly to try and fix it,but it'd seem fine in the editor...but still be bold otherwise. Sorry for the eyesore . It even hurt my eyes. Anyways.

Disclaimer: Jasdero nor Debito belong to me or the whole Noah thing,it belongs to Katsura Hoshino...although I wouldn't mind a tad if they belonged to me. ;)
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It's so dark here...and noisy. It's like a constant bussle in this abyss. No one's ever in sight, but I can still hear the noises. The noises of the voices I've longed to hear for far too long now. It's seemed far too long that I've been trapped wandering around this abyss like territory. It was terrible.

An exact replica of the town I was just in before I met Cross Marian, but this time...there was no one here. The whole town was run down and the only building missing was the Inn I was staying in with...them. I missed them so much...One more in particular. It's horrible to pick favourites but I did. Not to mention one still held a grudge against me and I felt terrible about it.

So it goes on. I just keep wandering and wandering. I'm starving and thirsty, but theres nothing in this hell of a town to digest. I'm always in pain, the most in the places where I was shot. Except it wasn't that kind of pain that remained. The pain that remained in my body was a drilling sensation. The spaces where I was shot would tingle for awhile...then the tingling would go away...but then it would come back again.

It was all too strange for me to even begin to comprehend. The paining sensation, the empty town and the way the Inn I was previously staying in just popped up infront of me. The same Inn that seemed to be avoiding my tired eyes for the long four days I've been in this hell. The same Inn I had shared with them. The same Inn I stormed out of to only cause my death.

Yes, this is what I considered my current state. I was dead. I was stuck in a hell. I could hear the world moving on without me while I wandered around in this eternally damned town which was soon to be left behind. So why not try my game at going head first into one of the memories that remained from my past life? What exactly did I have to lose?

My hand slowly and shakily reached out towards the faded golden handle of the Inn. As soon as my pale, human state fingers craised the handle, the door shot open. I slowly peeked my head inside the Inn to only find darkness, once again like the rest of the buildings in this damned town. A deep sigh filled my dead lungs as I stepped into the Inn without fear.

A gust of wind seemed to swim across the wooden floor panel towards my direction. It was odd. As soon as the wind swept past me, my previous wound's began to gush red once again. My fear engulfed me as I panicked trying to cover up each excessive bleeding wound with whatever I had. The impact of the shot was back in my nervous system. The pain echoed through my system. As did a scream of agony.

"Debi ! She's yelling! You're hurting her,hiiii!" Jasdero began running around the bed panicking.

"Dero! Quiet! She's coming too! This is the first noise she's made,so shhh." Debito from the bed and placed his finger up to his lips. Symbolizing what he needed to be done.

"Why is the pain so real...when I'm dead ?" It came as a surprise to me when I heard my own voice for the first time in a long four days. It was hoarse and sounded sickly. Which wasn't good.

"Ikari...are you awake?!" Debito's voice echoed through my ears again. It was a relief but something was odd about it...there was a spark of desperation in it.

"Is she awake,hiii?!" There was thumping heard as Jasdero's voice also made itself clear.

"I...don't know..." I really didn't know if I was awake or if this was just another trick my mind decided to play on me. My real challenge was trying to open my eyes. It felt as if I was trying to open a pair of rusted together scissors.

"She's awake,hii!!" Jasdero's voice echoed around the room again and a rough pressure was felt on my body. My wounds began pulsating which made my eye's widen right open.

"...Dero.." My voice came out muffled thanks to the massive amounts of golden hair that were just drenched in my face. Jasdero was embracing me horizontally. I was happy that he didn't seem so repulsed by my company but he was inflicting pain on me.

" Dero! Get off her, she still has wounds!" Debito yelled at his golden-haired brother as he used a forceful hand to pull Jasdero off me.

Jasdero did as he was instructed and immediatly jumped off the bed. It seemed like he was afraid of me now, as he hid himself beside Debito. Strange boys... What reason did I give Jasdero to be afraid of me? Did I look like a zombie or something else that's risen from the grave?

" Well, let's see the damage." The blankets slid off of me as I used my hands to push myself upright. I slowly raised my hand up to my face since there was a wound on my forearm.

But it wasn't just a bullet wound. There seemed to be scars left over from a bite-mark too. Which creeped me out the most. Did Cross bite me when I was asleep or something?

" What's with the bite marks?" My eye's shifted away from my hand and in the direction of Debito and Jasdero. Jasdero seemed perfectly at ease while Debito stiffened slightly.

"Well,hii... Debi thought the innocence was affecting Ikari badly,hii. So, Debi sucked the innocence out of Ikari's blood." As every word rolled off Jasdero's tongue, my eye's widened.

" That scruffy little thing over there..." My pale-lanky finger extended to where a blushing Debito stood. " sucked the innocence from my blood?"

"Hey! I'm not scruffy! I saved your life and you have the fucking nerve to make fun of me! What the hell, Ikari! You're crazy!" My light-hearted comment seemed to hit home with Debito as he was screaming in my face.

Another deep sigh filled my lungs as I reached up and embraced Debito's hand in my own. I knew what I was doing and hopefully this would cool down Debito's nerves. My other hand wrapped around Debito's and brought it over to my left collar bone. Gently placing over where my heart would normally be. "You're the reason, for this still beating?"

I watched Debito carefully, taking note on everything he did. He seemed to gulp deeply before retracting his hand and looking to the side. "I guess you could say that. It's sounds stupid though."

"Debito..." My eye's began to burn with tears. I wouldn't let them pass though. "Thank you so much!"

Before I had time to think... My body flung it's arm's around Debito's neck and nuzzled it's head comfortably in the nap of his neck. My mind really felt like it was going to mentally kill my body for this but that wasn't possible. Why didn't I have control of my actions anymore? Honestly... But that's when it hit. That's why I realized my body insisted on doing this. "I'm sorry,Debito...it's just no one's cared for me like that before."

And what I said was true. No one, not even the Earl cared to save my life. It was an amazing feeling. A sort of feeling that started right at the soles of your feet and worked it's way up until your head actually comprehended what it was that made you feel so amazing. It was the care that Debito made me feel by doing this. By sucking the innocence out of my blood.

" Don't go thinking ridiculous things like that!" Debito's hands fell to my waist and pushed me off of him. Resulting in me just falling back on my butt on the bed. " It's idiotic how you even manage to muster up things like that! I did it because the Earl would've killed me otherwise. He'd knew I could've saved you. I did this for me not you. So get that through you're swollen head,you idiot. I don't care for you the tiniest bit. I care for my well-being."

"That's not true,hii-"

"Typical." I cut Jasdero off, Debito always seemed to pull things like this. "Way...wayyy too typical. You're predictable,Debi."

I put extra emphasis on the nickname Jasdero would always use for him. I knew it would bug him and honestly, what else did I live for? Annoying Debito's turned into my life and I can't say I don't enjoy that.

"Do not!" Debito turned on his heel to face to and leaned in, thinking being closer would put a message in someone's head better. "Ever call me that."

"Whatever." I smirked at Debito and swiftly raised my hand so I had myself a good grip on Debito's chin. A huge grin plastered itself on my face as I raised my head so it was equal with his and kissed the space just a few milimetre's from his lips. "Thank you. There's nothing I lust for more than to hear you annoyed, Debi."

"Oh, just shut up already!"

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Ahaha,Yay. Everything's back to normal. x.o Thank goodness. I couldn't stand to keep her injured any longer. Anyways! Here's a link to a photo of her.

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Except,she's a little more devious looking. xDD

Thank's for reading,I hope you enjoyed reading it as much as I enjoyed writing it!
MUCH LOVE!