Zomg yes, I'm finally in the mood for writing. This is strange, but extremely good! I really am sorry for the lack of chapters. I'm getting so distracted, you guys can smack me if you like. xD


Disclaimer: I do not own Jasdebi/Jasdevi or -man, Katsura Hoshino does. YAY KATSURA!


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"...And what is this one for?"

"That's so you can breath, numb-nuts." Debito snapped sharply, nothing out of the ordinary there.

"Oh, right, I need air." I grinned like an idiot, like I always do.

The trip back to the Earl's mansion wasn't as bad as I had once anticipated it to be. Debito only complained twice every two kilometres, which was pretty decent for his other record of six complaints every kilometre. Jasdero was really helpful, as usual. By the time we had reached the mansion, though. I was already breathing heavily and having pains all over. Which, the Earl said, was a pretty bad sign.

Thus, why I am hooked up to a hospital bed in some weird corridor of the mansion with Akuma nurses checking on me every so often. Today though, I was just so lucky as to score a visit from Debito and Jasdero. They said they had a mission to do, they still had to find Cross Marian, but they also said they're just going to wait for him in the ark.

"Are you sure?" I pressed a question to my two best-friends before they decided to run off into the ark.

"Jasdebi's one-hundred percent sure, hii! We'll definitely catch that Cross, hii!" Jasdero threw a victory fist in the air, to match his enthusiastic tone.

I gulped down a lump in my throat. Something was really tugging at my intuition, something bad. "Really,really sure?"

"Of course we're sure, dammit! What the hell is wrong with you!? Y'know...other than being hooked up to a million machines." Debito snuck in a little snicker after his little tantrum.

"Oh, a har har har, Debito. That was a low blow." I shuffled the pale white blankets between my fingers before looking back up to the both of them. "Well, if you're sure...just be careful, okay?"

"Is something wrong, Ikari ? Do you think it'll be dangerous, hii?" Jasdero bumped Debito away from the side of the hospital bed and peered in at my face.

"Well, not for you guys. You guys can do anything, literally. I just, I don't know. I have an odd feeling in my stomach about this one...Can't you wait for me to heal a little more so that I can come with you guys?" My eyes filled up with hope as I suggested my idea. I really wouldn't mind at all going with them. Atleast to guarentee a little bit of safety.

"You're so fucking slow as it is. No way in hell are you coming with us in a codition like that. " The dominant twin outstretched his index finger and pointed directly to the tube leading into the veins in my wrists.

"Okay...I'll see you guys after the mission then..." I couldn't help but trail off my sentence. Something bad was going to happen, I just knew it.

"Bye bye Ikari, hii! We'll see you soon, okay? You don't have to worry about us,hii!" Jasdero leaped up and embraced me in a warm hug.

I'm not going to lie, this was exactly what I wanted. I wanted to feel the warmth of them before they went for this mission. It was scaring me way too much for them to go on their own and I had no idea why. Something must be off in my mindset right now. That must be it, because I am in quite the bad condition. Maybe some innocence infected my brain too...

"That better be a promise, Jasdero." I rubbed Jasdero's back before departing from him. Once more, I outstretched my arms in Debito's direction. He looked awfully awkward standing by the door as I hugged Jasdero.

"You're so weird." Debito came marching over to the bed and swiftly embraced me.

It surprised me really. I was expecting a 'Yeah, fucking right' or something like that from him. Definitely not a hug though, but I'm not complaining! I tightened my grip on the back of his jacket and I snuggled my face into his chest. This, of course, wasn't like me at all, but in the way I'm thinking... It could be my last chance to do this.

"You really are worried, huh?" Debito placed his left hand lightly on the top of my head, while the right hand remained firmly on my back. "You're an idiot. Jasdero and I can handle ourselves, god."

"I know..." I moved my head away from my chest and placed it firmly on his shoulder. "Just...please, don't die."

The last part, came out as a whisper. I didn't want Jasdero to hear it, or else he would've started to panic. They were both so confident, there was no changing Debito's mind, but Jasdero could still be suckered into my concern. Which would lead to them probably not going and I would have a very bitchy Debito on my hands.

"We won't okay? Here, I'll give you something, that you have to give me back when we return, okay? Kind of like a receit...since you're being an idiot and don't want to accept that we'll be just fine on our own." I watched intently as Debito searched his coat pockets and various other places for an item before finally getting an idea. "Here."

Debito shrugged his coat off his shoulders and swiftly removed it. Jasdero watched curiously as Debito threw the coat at my face. I peeled the coat from my face and looked at Debito with a dumstruck expression. Maybe that's why he thought I was so stupid all the time.

"Okay then, so if you don't come back, I get to keep your coat?" I lifted Debito's coat up in the air to examine it.

"Oh, so now you're all excited since you get something out of the deal?!" Debito, quick to snap as usual, lashed out again.

"But, of course." My eyebrow raised playfully in Debito's direction as he fummed angrily.

"Come on, Debi! If we talk any longer, the Earl is going to be mad, hii!" Jasdero quickly grapped Debito's arm and began pulling towards the door.

"Bye guys, good luck!" I waved my hand frantically, only to have a loud bang as a response.

They were really gone...they're really beyond my reach now. I gribbed the fabric of the coat in my hands, tightly. The entire article of clothing was filled with the wonderful scent that Debito carried. This was my only tie to them right now...I would love to be able to go after them, but I'd just slow them down and be a peice of broken material weighing them down. Probably increasing their chances of fatality.

A deep sigh escaped my lips as I layed back down in the narrow hospital bed. It was so troublesome to have so many needles and tubes in you at one time. Almost made it impossible to get any decent rest. I rolled onto my side and pulled the coat up close to my nose. Another sigh escaped my lips.

"I wonder how long and excruciating the days without him are going to seem...."

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