Hey. I've Finally updaated.. SOrry it took so long, i've been MEGA busy! Enjoyy
He grabbed her thigh and pulled it up so he was holding her, supporting her weight with his strong hand. She wrapped her arms around his neck pulling him as close as two human bodies could get.
Then reality sunk in.
She pulled away.
"Nathan we cant do this" Haley strongly mumbled pulling away.
"Why?" He asked grabbing her face in his hands. For the first time in Haley's life she saw Nathan Scott with emotion.
"You know why, you chose why. I'm over it all. I'm over you" Haley stuttered biting her lip. She didn't want to say something she would regret. Her eyes started watering, a single tear dropped running down her cheek.
"Is that why you pretended to be with him?" He asked moving his hands down to her waste.
"You can't do this" She whispered.
"Do what?" he urged.
"You decided what would happen last summer. You abandoned me Nathan. That night I waited for you. You didn't turn up. You ran off. You were scared" she nearly shouted emphasising the word you.
FLASH BACK
She woke up alone. With a note on his pillow. On his side of the bed.
Sorry x
She analysed it, but there was nothing to analyse. She tried to make sense of it. One word. A kiss at the end? Sorry? An apology for what? She sat up looked around.
That summer all six friends stayed at Brooke and Jake's Beech house regularly.
She got up and checked her phone.
No messages. No voice mail. No nothing.
She put a skirt and a tank top on and ran downstairs. Looking for him.
"Babe what's wrong?" Brooke asked. She was on the couch drinking coffee with Lucas. He looked at Haley knowingly.
"Where is he?" She asked Lucas.
"What's going on?" Brooke asked.
"He told me to tell you he needed time and left" Luke mumbled.
"Oh"
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"You're not over me" He told her still holding her.
"You can't be" He added. His normal charming Nathan Scott smile not there any more.
"You're not going to do this to me again" She said pulling away. It took all Haley's willpower to walk away from him,
Haley pushed through the crowds of people dancing looking for one of her best friends. Any one of them would be fine.
Peyton. Standing there with Jake laughing and giggling by the bar.
She ran towards them both and pulled Peyton a side.
"He knew" she mumbled. Peyton's eyes widened and she surveyed the whole club looking for Brooke.
"Wait by my car, I'll find Brooke and we can go home okay?" Peyton asked. Haley nodded and made her way out.
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Brooke, Haley and Peyton were all lying in Haley's double bed in their pyjamas talking.
"It's like I saw a whole new side to him" Haley went on talking about how Nathan looked earlier than night.
"He wasn't smiling and that sparkle in his eyes weren't there" She told them.
"He wants you" Peyton said.
"I'm not prepared to give in, that weekend when we came back to tree hill, finding out from Lucas of what he was doing once he left me has put me off him" Haley said referring to last summer.
"But you're not over him" Brooke told her.
Haley nodded burying her head in her hands.
"I wish I could wipe out all my feelings for him. But I don't know how!" Haley moaned.
"Look, get some sleep and we'll do something fun tomorrow" Brooke told the girls. Peyton and Brooke were soon asleep but Haley couldn't sleep.
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Dear Diary,
So Nathan wants me back.
You're probably wondering if I want him back aren't you?
Well the answer is: I don't know. The thing is..
You have no idea how I felt when he left me last summer. Before it happened all the nights we spent together and with the group as a couple were amazing. I would do anything to go through that summer minus some parts again. It was that good.
He knew me so well. I knew him so well. He treated me like his princess, he was my prince.
The thing is, I'd never been in love with any one before Nathan. I was experiencing things I'd never been through before.
FLASH BACK
15 year old Haley James couldn't wait to get to school. Her sister was so annoying. Talking on the phone in the morning! I mean who does that?!
Her mom on the other hand was still in bed sleeping. She made her self some cereal and quickly ate then headed to school.
Haley walked to school everyday. It took her 20 minutes; she spent that time listening to her iPod.
You'd probably wonder why she wasn't driving?
As Haley's mom was paying for her two sons to go to a private boarding school and paying for her older daughter to attend ballet school she couldn't really afford much else.
Never mind a car.
Haley didn't mind.
She could walk any way she didn't mind.
So back to walking to school Haley liked her music loud.
Both ear phones were plugged in her ears, listening to Gavin Degraw, The all American rejects and Fall out Boy only naming a few of her favourite artists.
She'd normally look left and right before she crossed but today she didn't.
She walked straight a head then suddenly felt the pressure of a car emergency stopping right next to her. She looked to her left to see a very angry driver.
He got out and walked towards her.
"What the fuck are you doing?" He shouted.
Haley winced taking her ear phones out biting her lip. Looking at the boy closer she recognised him from school. He was her age.
She didn't really know him but she knew of him.
"Sorry" She stuttered looking down going slightly red.
"Yeah whatever, Next time look before you cross the road" He told her shaking his head. He got back in the car and zoomed off.
Haley was late to school that day.
"What took you so long?" Brooke asked at Break.
"I nearly got run over" Haley told her.
"YOU WHAT?" Peyton screeched sitting on the other side of her.
"Girls! Shhh, this is a library, not a social club" Margret the school librarian told them with an angry face.
"Sorry" Brooke apologised.
"So who was it? Did you recognise them?" Brooke asked.
"He goes to our school. HIM" Haley said pointing to the familiar driver walking in the library with two boys laughing and joking around. One of them being Brooke's Brother Jake.
"Nathan Scott?" Peyton asked. Haley looked at the guy who was now settled with Jake and the other guy sniggering at something.
"If you mean him, yeah" Haley mumbled.
"What's Jake doing with him?" Brooke asked to her self. Brooke had never seen her brother hang out with these boys before.
"That's it!" Brooke said. She got up scraping her chair and confidently walked up towards them.
"Oh my god what is she doing??!!" Haley whispered to Peyton.
Peyton shrugged and walked towards Brooke to 'back her up'.
"So you think you can just run some one over and not even have the decency to say sorry?" Brooke asked Nathan suddenly.
Haley covered her face going bright red.
"What the hell are you talking about?" Nathan asked throwing a small basketball shaped eraser in the air.
"This morning I'm talking about! You nearly run her over, what did you do buy your licence?" at that comment both Jake and the other guy started cracking up.
"Nice one" The blonde on commented smiling at Brooke.
"Thank you" Brooke smiled back.
"Excuse me; ask your friend the full story, because it wasn't my fault" He muttered shaking his head.
"HALEY!" Brooke called Haley over. Haley groaned and slouched down in her chair.
"HALEY" Brooke called again. Haley got up and walked up to the group.
"What's up?" She asked pretending she had no idea what they were talking about.
"Is this the guy?" Brooke asked.
"Yeah why?"
"I think you owe Haley an apology" Brooke said.
"Brooke" Haley went on.
"No!" Brooke interrupted her.
"Okay, Haley?" Nathan went on.
"I'm sorry for nearly running you over" He said smiling.
"Err okay?" She said.
"Thank you Nathan" Brooke smiled.
"So I'm Brooke, Jake's sister" Brooke held her hand out to shake the blonde guy's hand.
"I'm Lucas" He held his hand out and shook it.
"Good one on insulting Nate" He chuckled.
"Hi Jake" Peyton smiled sitting next to him.
"Hey Peyt"
"Peyton Sawyer, Brooke Davis, Jake Davis, Haley James, Lucas Scott, Nathan Scott! You all have a detention, now get out of my Library!" Margret screeched.
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END OF FLASH BACK… BACK TO DIARY.
So that detention brought all of us together really. We all knew of each other before hand but we really got to know each other.
Brooke and Lucas.
Jake and Peyton.
And last of all Nathan and I.
What did you all think?????? Comments? Questions???
Please review! I write quicker...!
THANKS =D