Hi my faithful readers! I hope you enjoy this chapter of……….Yeah lets get on with this….
Disclaimer that I usually forget: I don't own Ouran High school Host club but on the bright side I do own Gaia Mystery, her 'brother' and MoMo! Go me! Gaia Pov 'k? Where I left off from last week
With my head still pounding from the screaming and fighting that had taken place down stairs. 'They act like three year olds and now you have to take care of them. Good job smart one.' I hate to admit it but that voice was right. Again. I hate when my little voice is right, It always ends in pain. Physical and mental.
I shake my head to get the bad thoughts out of my mind. I'm sick of being me. I hate it. I'm a weakling. I cant stand it when I brake down like this. Always thinking about the past. Things I can never change. I hate it when I get like this. The only thing that helps is a nice hot shower. That sounds good. I want to, I really do. 'Yeah, run away. Run away from all your problems. It wont help. Haven't you learned that by now? You've been running and running forever. Fight back for once. Just once. Fight for them. Fight for your new friends. They may just stay by you this time. Its worth a try right?'
I smiled as I slipped into the bathroom to get aspirin. My little voice was right as rain. Even though I'm not completely sure I want to stand by them, I'll still think about it. Maybe they will stay by my side when I need them. But they could get hurt. They'll find out the truth. They'll leave me once they find out how weak I am. My eyes stung as wetness slid down my cheek. My sister was right when she told me no one would ever care for me of all people. I'm worthless, just like she said.
Sprawled on the floor, bloody and in pain. It hurt to breath, but when did it not? Every breath I took I was told that I was suppose to be dead, and Elli here. I'm just a waste of space, nothing more.
"Why are you such a weakling?" She spat at me. My sister. My only older sibling left. I didn't even try and look at her because all I'd get in return would be a kick in the face. I didn't move from fear of being hurt more. What else would a seven year old do? I struggled to breath let alone run for my life.
"Why don't you die and give back my sister? I want my older sister! I want Scarlet!" She shrieked . I shuddered at the name of our older sister.
"Why did you kill her? She didn't do anything! It all your fault! Your worthless! No one will ever care about you! Never. When they find out you killed your older sister for your own life they'll leave you! They'll dun for their lives. You aren't worth it!" She scorned me. She gave me this speech every time she beat me. Which was every day, if I'm lucky I'll miss a day. But each time I hear that speech, those words, it hurts. I wont ever have anyone to hold., to care for ,or anything. Its not my fault she died. She's the one that threw her body on top of mine to protect me. Of all people, She had to protect me? I wish she hadn't. I wish she was here living life happily and worth something. I wasn't worth her life, and never will be.
It hurt to think about that. That's why I push it way. But it always came back, that's why I'm weak. That's why I need aspirin, to help with this damn head ach I'm getting for thinking about it.
I reach into the cupboard for the medicine. No luck, I have none. I shrug it off and get a drink from the sink. I slink back to my room. I turn on the radio on my night stand and lay on the bed. I look around the room.
Its not big but not small. It has a biggish window that faces the back yard. The back yard was beautiful. It had a garden and a small pond with koi fish.
The rest of the room was like any normal room would be. The carpet a royal blue and the walls white, that was it. I leaned my back on the head board of the bed and pulled out some homework. I had five more days to make up about three weeks of work left now.
I had gotten math and science done. All I have left is English/Japan, history and Spanish. I was glad I mastered a lot of languages. Most of them anyways. I had always been fascinated by them. They different ways you can express yourself in other tongues. It was something every person can do, even if in a different way then others. All langue's are alike but are all their own. That's what I like about them. That's why I learned them. That's why I envy them.
"Oh no! My sweet little girl is lost! She wondered off and got lost in such a big house that she's not used to because she's a commoner!" Tamaki shrieked from downstairs. I didn't think anyone could scream that loud. 'It's because he's a freak of nature, they all are' I looked back at my home work as I tried to ignore the yelling and my little voice. It didn't work.
The door creaked open. I looked up only to get my eyes off my homework. No one was there. It was creepy quite all of a sudden. Tamaki had stop yelling and there was no sound what so over.
"MoMo, you here?" I asked stupidly. She waddled out of her house, down the dresser and to the bed and onto my shoulder.
"You stay here, I'll check it out. " I said to MoMo then added "See if I have any ammo" I smirked at my stupid remark. MoMo listened and dropped off my shoulder and onto a pillow. I patted MoMo's head.
"I'll be back soon" I comforted the rat, even though it was mostly for myself. I gulped. "Hopefully" I murmured and carefully slinked to the door. I opened it slowly. 'Nothing yet" Yeah thanks for the positivism little voice. It real helpful. I shook my head to get my thoughts back on task, Watch yourself or your going to get killed.
I slowly stepped out into the hallway, tempted to call Tamaki or any of the other hosts. I looked back and forth down the hall. Nothing. No one. I slipped down the hall to the grand stair case. I almost sighed in relief when I heard something I really didn't want to hear.
"Mystery-San! Watch out!" Tamaki yelled from across the other side of the grand stair case. Well the other set of stairs. I was about to question him. But I never had the chance because I got what he was saying.
"FIRE!" The twins coursed. I quickly turned around just dodging a balloon fill of who-knows-what. My little voice may have made a small comment about how off their aim was even though it skimmed my cheek, but it hadn't the time.
I had to swiftly do a split, that hurt, to miss the next balloon. But that's not all. No. They had more. A lot more. 'Your in for a hell of a time' I would have grinned at this but it wasn't a good time to. I had to do a back flip kind of thing so I was doing a hand stand so I could push off and get on my feet. I did just that. Flawlessly. It was a good thing a practiced all this every week for exercise, otherwise I'd be dead right now.
I heard Tamaki gasp and Hani yell "Go Gaia-san! Ha-ha!". As soon as I was standing again they threw more and do a Indian war whoop.
"No frigging fare you cheaters, I don't even have a weapon!" I yelled at them as I jumped onto the staircase railing. It was a good thing I was wearing socks cause I slid fast down the railing.
"That's not are fault now is it Gaia-san?" Hikaru said evilly.
Whoosh!
I jumped and it soared under me, I landed as did the balloon which let a purple substance splatter on the railing. I don't even want to know what they did to it to get it to turn purple. All I knew was if I hit it I'd fall off the railing or get stuck. Both were things I wanted to avoid from happening. So I did the only thing I could think of in five seconds. I did a front hand spring, as my nose past the purple concoction it burned from the smell. I would have gagged, but that would have slowed me down.
I hit the ground in a dead run to the kitchen. That's where my weapon will be.
"After her!" Kaoru yelled, then I heard pounding of feet down the stairs as I opened the door to the kitchen. I ran over to the fridge grabbing the cartons of eggs then over to the flour. I grabbed five bags of flour along with three dozen eggs. I dashed out the opposite door to the basement, a dark place I had observed the first day I had arrived but only for a brief moment. I knew it good enough. But now I had a trap to set op in two minutes and do it quietly. This was going to be hard, but fun. I grinned as I quietly opened the basement door and slipped in. Their going to be sorry for messing with Gaia Mystery. Very sorry.
Hahaha cliff hanger! Mawhahaha. don't worry I feel nice and I will update tomorrow, well if I type a full chapter by then…If not you'll have to wait for next week .
No on has gotten me of my brothers b-day. Here are the clues from last time and the new ones:
1. My brothers birthday is a week after mine.
2. My birthday is in-between January 24 and March 18
The new ones are:
3. Mine is a odd number
4. there in the same month
You don't have to guess…Its all just for fun. Please review! Thanks! The more reviews the more likely I will update tomorrow! Thanks for reading