I thought Kim was it. You know, the one, forever. I won't lie about that. We were different from average teenagers, and we lasted longer than any other "high school romance". We kept going strong, even as a long distance relationship. I thought we had proved everyone wrong. I guess everyone else was right. By then, there was no "we". Another guy. Where did he come from? How long had it been going on? For nearly ten yers, those question have not left my head. What had I done wrong"
According to Kat, I hadn't done anything wrong. She was there to comfort me, which became a safety blanket. It didn't take too long until we started going out, and then for us to realize that I wasn't what she wanted. She imagined us getting old together, but she only wanted to grow old with someone. I wasn't her...it. I never expected Billy, though. I guess Kat needed someone more grown up. Something I've never had.
It seems like the all the women in my life don't stick around long. Well, except for Hayley. Okay, so it gets kinda annoying when she makes fun on my lack of technical skills, but I mean, I'm not Billy! Kira, Ethan, and Conner probably wouldn't be able to fight if it weren't for her. I guess she's just always been there, around for the team, me. Maybe that's what everybody's been trying to tell me! Jase kept on talking about how much of a "catch" she is. See! I'm not stupid. I get it. I should ask Hayley. Oh crap. I have to ask Hayley out.