A/N: I apologize if this chapter seems sinical. I'm not having a very good week and I tend to take it out in my writing. But anyways I hope you like it!! R&R

Chapter 10

Words arent enough.

I stared at the letters as they haunted me. Volterra. The volturi. He wanted to kill himself. Edward wanted to kill himself. It didn't make sense to me. I looked up into his eyes and there was so much pain. They looked so empty. They were black. I didn't know what to say. Shouldn't I be the one who wanted to die? Shouldn't I be the one planning my death?

"No..." I whispered mostly to myself.

"What are you thinking," he asked, looking frusterated.

"You can't... I... it's... don't..." I studdered lost for words.

"Don't try to stop me Bella. This is for the best," Edward tried to convince me, but he sounded like he was convincing himself.

Anger started to swell inside of me again, filling my body. Just then the door burst open. Alice came running in, looking ruffled. "EDWARD CULLEN!" She screamed, "WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU PLANNING."

"Alice, I..." he started desperately.

I blinked even though I didn't have to. I couldn't believe it. While they argued I thought in silence and suddenly interrupted them. "Are you serious?"

Everybody stopped and looked at me.

"I can't believe this," I said again.

"Bella, darling, what is it?" Edward asked.

I glared in his direction. "You think you even have the right to call me darling?" I spat. "After all this. After everything you put me through your just going to leave again? Just because things aren't going your way your going to kill yourself? Edward, your the most selfish person I have ever met in my life."

"I'm just trying to make your life easier," He responded.

"Well guess what? Mission failed Mr.I do everything for everyone else. When I came down those stairs I was going to let you explain. I was going to let you tell me everything, but now this? I'm sure you would've prepared the scenery if you knew I was coming. You would've hid your real plans if you could read my mind. But guess what? Welcome to reality Edward Cullen. Not everything can go your way and if your going to take the cowards way out then i'm not going to even bother help you."

I turned around and headed back up the stairs.

"Bella!" He called.

"What?!" I practically screamed turning around. The anger flowed through me like blood. I had lost all control.

"I want to make things better for you. I would do anything for you. I'm sorry," he pleaded.

"Obviously you don't get it. You survived all these years without me. You knew what was happening but you didn't help."

"I didn't want to interfere."

"Oh is that what you call it? Leaving the girl you supposedly "love" to struggle on her own so you dont interfere? But when she doesnt need help anymore you find it fit to just walk through the door and expect to be welcomed back?"

"Bella..."

"Choose your next words carefully," I snarled.

"...I love you."

I shook my head slowly, "Words aren't enough anymore Edward."

I turned and walked up the stairs, head to my room, grabbed my knapsack and started to place items in it.