My tears flowed like a river down my pale cheeks. If there was a wall behind me I would be leaning ageist it. I was a monster. I am a monster. I will always be a monster.

Now lets us see what more your past holds that you wished to forget.

Now I wish that god damn blinding light would stop. Just to pass judgment on me already! I thought as I opened my teary eyes. Just to watch something that I had forced myself to forget.

Once more the image of myself stood before me. My long hair cascaded down my back and ended at the small of my back. The earth around me had been stained blood red. Yet not a drop lay on me as a smile crossed my sinful face. "Fools the entire race of them. I hope they enjoy burning in hell.", I said as I walked forward. Toward a small cliff the curved down into a small lake. Just moments before Had I been down there with a blood red scythe, ready to kill all who came forth.

I paused and looked down on the lake with indescribable hate. It's water was clear and unmoving. Yet you can tell by looking at it that it was full of unsafe objects. Body's drained of blood, guns, bomb shells, and parts of tanks that lay under the unchanging surface. "A war can change everything, can't it dear brother?", came a voice and the tap of a boot on the cold ground behind me.

I turned to see him. My brother, Cain Kightlord. Or so we were called that then. I gave him a small nod and returned my gaze onto the lake. "Yes it just brings chaos into the world. They only enjoyment I get out of it is the blood.", I said closing my eyes and letting out a sigh.

"It is always the blood for you isn't it dear brother?", asked Cain as he glided himself next to me to look upon the lake. His ice blue eyes looked upon the lake with sadness. Then I felt his his eyes shift to me, and I opened my eyes. I returned the look with a raised brow.

"I just realized that you were with the air squad, and yet your down here with me. Did the fighting get to heated and you couldn't take it?", I asked narrowing my own ice blue eyes. I watched him smile a little and turn heal.

"Dear brother why must you spoil my fun?", I heard him ask as wings appeared behind me. They were pure as a holy light. Unlike mine that were dark as the darkest abyss. We were so different and yet so much the same.

I felt the wings flap and the air from were he took off and headed for the heavens. I closed my eyes as I felt the cold air make make my hair come into my face. I brought a hand up to my face to remove it and sighed.

The light around me faded and I once more returned to the abyss. My tears had stopped.

That shows so many things. Brotherly love, hate, sadness, and envy for your brother. You have already been judged on hate, and it can't be give two strikes. But your envy and sadness have not. They and your brotherly love shall be.

Once more a gold crown with silver writing appeared next to me. This time the silver said "Brotherly" on it. I took it in my hand and looked toward the fire on the far end of were I set. As I did the blue flame, the uncontrollable monster, became bigger and forced itself closer to me. I looked from it and the crown. "Is this some kind of sick game?!", I yelled standing up, "Is this some from of fun to you!? Why are you forcing me to relive this!? It was hell!"

I tossed the gold crown to the gold next to the one that said Hope on it, and awaited an response. Yet somehow I knew I was not going to get one as I listened to my voice echo. Once more I set down. Awaiting what would happen next.