Do you see what happens if you forget your past like that? Everyone you know who dose that will have to face it again at sometime or another. It's never matter who they where or how rich they are. They to will be set into the same set of judgment as you.
I sighed as the voice filled my ears. "Just show me what you want to show me......", i whispered. I just wanted this to end, but I knew that my line of memory's would be long. Longer then the bible itself.
Please tell me what you think or yourself? Do you really believe yourself to still be that demon?
"Yes...........I am still a monster. I will always be one."
The light took me over and this time was no where near the ARK or in the middle of a endless war, but a court yard. Roses where everywhere, and a small fountain stood in the center. "Come on Father Nightroad!", it was Esther voice.
"Yes, yes I'm coming!", I heard my voice yell. She had stopped next to the fountain and had sat down as I had come around the corner. I watched as I wiped the sweat from my forehead and panted before smiling up at her.
"Old man.", Esther teased.
"Old man! How could you say that!? I'm not a day over one thousand!", I said chuckling lightly. I loved it when she'd do that. It just gave me all the reason to tease her back.
"Right...", she said rolling her eyes lightly, ".......just set down will you."
I watched as I gladly took the set next to her and smiled down at her. That is before I had leaned back to far and ended up falling into the cold water. I had reached my hand out to hers dragging her with me. A load splash was heard and laughing coming from both of us. Thats when the light faded and the abyss over came me. I felt it's cold darkness take me over again.
That didn't remind me of a monster, i remind me of a friend that she'd never had. Someone she needed all along. It is what I call your friendship, one that may never be broken.
I smiled lightly as a crown appeared in my had. The letter held friendship like the voice had said. "I was hopeing it was more.......", I whispered with a sigh.
Fate has a funny way of change those things........
It was all the voice said this time as I keep thinking of Esther and how we would be together all the time. Thinking that just maybe, I could have become her king. Then it came to me, a monster as the King of Albion, it would have never happened. I knew she would have found some price, like Ion, and they would have ruled together. They would have kids together, and he knew she would incest on naming one after me. I sighed at my thoughts, wishing it could be me. Just once be me.