Disclaimer- I don't own Inuyasha.
Title- Left Behind
Summary- She loved him. He loved her. One night changed everything and she ran away. Now she's back only to find the one thing she left behind was the thing she wished she didn't.
Genre- Romance/Drama
Note- They are ALL human. No demons or hanyous!
Chapter 21: Not Everything Is That Simple
She opened her eyes and let out a weak yawn.
"I see someone is up," she heard a quiet voice.
She sat up and felt her heart twist when she saw such an expression on this person's face.
"Souta . . ." she whispered.
Souta walked up to his older sister and sat on the bed. He reached out his hand and pushed away a strand of her inky, ebony hair from her pale face.
Kagome sighed, frustrated and sadly. She closed her eyes and leaned into her brother's gentle touch.
As moments passed, her heart felt like a piece was being taken away.
She listened to her brother's breathing.
She felt his hand against her face tremble, slightly.
She heard him sniffle.
She finally opened her eyes, slowly.
Souta sniffle and wiped his wet cheeks with his other hand. He bit his lip to stop himself from screaming in pure agony.
"Souta," Kagome whispered, again. She placed her own hand on his and gave it a light squeeze. "It's okay," she tried soothing him.
Souta glared at his sister with furious eyes. "How can you say that?" he spat.
Kagome was taken back. Her brother has never looked this angry before . . . at her.
"How can you fuckin' say that?" he yelled.
Kagome closed her eyes momentarily and took a deep breath. "I'm fine, Souta," she tried to reason.
Souta pulled his hand away from her face and glared at her even more. "And you think I'm fine?" he shouted, angrily. "How do you think I feel? My fuckin' sister was fuckin' raped and you think I'll be okay with this? I didn't fuckin' know about this!"
Kagome looked away and felt her eyes burning with hot tears forming.
She kept quiet as Souta continued to yell and curse. She flinched when he started beating the wall with his fists. Then she felt her heart beat fast when he neared her with a dangerous pace.
"You're really stupid!" he yelled as he grabbed her wrists, pulling her up to her feet.
Kagome's eyes widen in fear.
But then relief washed over her and tears started to fall down her cheeks once again.
"You're really stupid, Kags. You're so stupid," Souta whispered as he held her tight. He buried his face in her hair and sobbed.
Kagome bit her lip and wrapped her arms around her younger brother, tightly. She stroked his hair, trying to calm him down.
"Where's Jade?" she whispered, weakly.
"Still at Sango's, I guess," Souta sniffled.
Kagome buried her face in her brother's neck and held him tighter.
Before any of them could react to the young girl last night, she ran out of the house. Souta was the first to snap back to reality and chased after her. Kagome couldn't move, nor think when Jade just found out what was said. When Souta came back, he came alone saying that Jade wanted to be alone and went home. He let Kagome stay over night while Jade stayed at her house to cool off. Before he was given the chance to talk to his sister, she quickly ran to her old room and locked the door. Meaning she needed to be alone.
And now . . .
Her brother is holding her.
"I need to go, Souta," Kagome whispered.
Souta held his sister tighter. "Don't."
Kagome sighed. "I need to go and pack up."
"Please, don't leave again," he cried.
Kagome let out an empty laugh. "I'm not leaving. I'm simply going on a business trip and I'll come back. I promise," she assured him.
Souta was hesitant before pulling back. He looked his sister in the eye. "You'll come back?"
Kagome nodded. "I promise."
Souta sighed. "We still need to talk, you know?" he said, quietly.
Kagome nodded. " I know, but I need to talk to Jade first."
"Sango?" Kagome went to the kitchen.
"You're back?" Sango said, surprised as she saw her best friend.
Kagome furrowed her brows. "Have you seen Jade?" she asked, softly.
Sango shook her head, slightly confused. "She left a while ago. She said she was going to hang out with Kohaku. She didn't look all right. Did something happen?" she asked, concerned.
Kagome raised a brow. Jade didn't tell her? This was making Kagome feel a lot worse for some reason. She shook her head and gave Sango a light smile. "Nothing out of the ordinary, you know?"
Sango nodded. "If you say so."
Kagome nodded and was about to walk away but looked over her shoulder. "Just to let you know, I'm leaving for a business trip today."
Sango looked up. "What time?" she asked.
"The plane leaves at five, so I'm leaving at four," Kagome sighed. She looked over to see the clock. It was noon, already.
"Did you tell Jade?" Sango asked.
Kagome nodded. Actually, she was told that her brother told Jade but right now she needs to find Jade before three.
"Is that what happened?" Sango asked.
Kagome furrowed her brows in confusion. "Is that what happened?"
Sango let out a small laugh. "Did Jade get mad because you're going to a trip? I swear that girl does that too much."
Kagome bit her lips. "Um . . . yeah . . . that's what happened," she lied.
She walked out of the kitchen.
"Later, Sango!"
And she left the house to look for her daughter.
"God dammit!" Kagome yelled.
It's three o'clock.
'Where the hell is Jade?' Kagome screamed in her mind.
She looked everywhere! She even went to the spot at the lake. Where can she be?
Kagome went back home and started to get ready.
The taxi was beeping outside, impatiently.
"SHUT THE FUCK UP!" Sango yelled from the door. She went inside the house and frowned. She saw Kagome running down the stairs, quickly. "Who the fuck does he think he is? You're the one paying him. Not the other way around," Sango growled.
Kagome chuckled, lightly.
"Jade, didn't come back?" Sango asked.
Kagome's eyes softened. "No," she said softly. She sighed. She looked at her friend, seriously. "Sango, I need you to give this to her," she said as she pulled out an envelope from her pocket, handing it to her best friend.
Sango raised a brow. "What is it?"
Kagome bit her lip. "Just tell her that if she wants answers to read it," she whispered.
Sango's eyes widen in realization.
"Bye, Sango," Kagome said quickly, knowing her friend is catching on. "Tell Miroku and Jade I said bye."
She ran out of the house.
Kagome studied the familiar building in front of her.
The airport.
The same one she used to leave home and the same one she used to come back.
But then again it's the only one in town.
Then she felt her cell phone vibrate.
Quickly, she grabbed it and greeted, "Hello?"
"Where the hell are you?" the voice said, angrily.
"I just got here. I'm going in," Kagome simply said. She was starting to go in with her luggage.
"Finally, wench! You know where to meet me, right?" he asked impatiently.
Kagome sighed. "Yeah, I do," she said as she started going to the location. "You have my ticket, right?"
"Yes! Now hurry the hell up!" He hanged up.
Kagome frowned. "Asshole," she muttered.
It wasn't long until she got to the location where she was suppose to go to.
"About time!" Inuyasha spat.
Kagome frowned at him. "What the hell is wrong with you?"
Inuyasha glared at her. "I'm not having a good day so just fuck off and don't come near me at all," he growled. "Let's go," he ordered.
Kagome followed him on the plane. The trip won't take long. Probably two hours only.
As Kagome entered the plane, she was impressed that it was first class.
'Just for a two-hour trip to the next town?' she asked herself. But then again this trip is being paid fully by the company so why should she complain, right?
She noted that Inuyasha was already seated and was looking out the window. He looked real pissed off. The flight attendant showed her to her seat which was away from Inuyasha. However, as she passed by him, she heard one of the attendants asking him how was his fiancé.
"Don't talk to me about her right now," he snapped.
'So is that what happened? They got in an argument?' Kagome asked herself. Then she felt a tug in her. Kagome bit her lip as she took her seat. 'Kikyo really loves him,' she thought sadly.
Kagome felt another tug in her and this time it was more painful. She told the attendants that she was going to have a nap. Then she looked around her and sighed that she was alone. Then she looked to the front and saw Inuyasha watching some clip of something that didn't really interest her. She sighed in relief as she realized that she was alone.
She sat there, not moving, as she let her silent tears fall.
'I really did lose my Inuyasha,' she told herself. 'But why is it so surprising?'
But what she didn't know is that two golden eyes were watching her from the reflection of the small screen in front of him.
At the hotel . . .
Kagome sighed in relief as she took off her shoes. She let herself fall back on the mattress and smiled softly as she loved how bouncy it felt. She loves the fact that when she's on a business trip that she gets to stay in a very expensive hotel room.
'And that's probably the only thing I love about my job,' she told herself.
I mean who wouldn't? After coming back home in twelve years, working for your ex-boyfriend as his secretary, finding out his engaged after they were getting intimate, his fiancé befriending you, realizing he's out of your reach, having a break down infront of your brother, and having your daughter over hearing her mother was raped . . . yup . . . this is the only thing she loves about her job and life. A free, expensive, hotel room.
Kagome sighed and rubbed her temples.
'This is getting very complicated. I wasn't ready for this,' she told herself.
"Wench!"
Kagome sat up from her bed in total shock. She saw Inuyasha standing before her with a frown on his face.
"How did you get in here?" she asked him.
Inuyasha rolled his eyes. "Your room and my room are connected by this door behind me," he said slowly as if he was talking to a retard, pointing to an open door behind him.
Kagome frowned. "You could have knocked!"
"I could have but I didn't. Besides, it's not like you were doing something naughty or something," Inuyasha said, crossing his arms.
"What if I was naked?"
"But you weren't," he pointed out.
"Key word: IF!" she said.
Inuyasha rolled his eyes. "But you weren't. But I didn't come here to waste my time with you arguing," he said in a harsh tone.
Kagome raised a brow. "So what brings you here?"
"To tell you we have the meeting tomorrow at eight."
Kagome nodded. "Thank you."
Inuyasha snorted. "I'm going to bed now, so don't bother me," he growled.
"Wasn't gonna," Kagome mumbled as the door slammed.
After taking a shower and putting on her pajamas, Kagome was getting ready for bed. She made sure the alarm was set at six, in order to wake up early. She jumped on the bed and sighed as she rubbed her sore neck.
'This is going to be very complicated when I get home,' she thought. Her eyes softened and began to wonder where exactly was Jade and if she was reading the envelope that was to be given to her?
Kagome jumped when she heard something. It sounded like glass breaking. She stood up and looked around her room to see if someone was there but there was no one. She jumped when she heard it again. This time she heard it behind the door Inuyasha came through.
Curiosity took over her and came closer to the door. She leaned her head against it and pressed her ear to listen. She could tell he was cursing because she hears little angry mumbles. She furrowed her brows and strained her ears to listen.
"God dammit!" she heard Inuyasha yell.
There was a pause.
"Okay, okay. I'm taking deep breaths," she heard him say, trying to calm down his temper.
Kagome raised a brow. Is there someone with him?
"Look," he sighed. "I'm sorry but this is too much to take in. How am I to react?"
Kagome listened for more.
"Yeah . . . well . . . this is too sudden! You just can't tell me something that intense and expect me to be calm!"
What the hell is he talking about and to who?
He sighed. "I'm sorry, sweetie. I just need some time to adjust. I'll call you tomorrow after the meeting, okay?"
Kagome felt her heart stop. He was talking to Kikyo on the phone.
"Hey?"
The pause came again.
"You know I love you, right?" he said in a soft voice. "So chill. When I get home, we'll spend the whole day together, just you and me and settle things out, okay?"
Kagome bit her lip and cursed herself for getting emotional as she felt tears in the back of her eyes.
"Now don't do anything that could hurt cause you're fragile now," he said in a gentle tone. "I love you."
There was a light beep, meaning he hanged up.
Kagome turned her body around and leaned on the door on her back. She took deep breaths and slid down the door, slowly. Her mind was blank with only one thought crossing through.
It didn't take a genius to know what just occurred.
She put two and two together as she came to a conclusion of what the phone conversation was about and why Inuyasha seemed out of it today.
'Kikyo must be pregnant.'
Kagome brought her knees to her chest and buried her face in them. She let out quiet sobs as sorrow ran through her whole body.
'He finally moved on.'
And the thought felt like a stab to the heart.
But what she didn't know is that her sobs were slightly heard as someone was also leaning against on the one thing that separated them.
At the meeting . . .
Kagome hated this part of her job.
It took her whole strength to not fall asleep as the men before her talked in a monotone, serious voices.
When she was finally ready to leave in the morning, she decided to knock on Inuyasha's door and wait for him since she did not know where exactly to go to. And was startled to find Inuyasha waiting for her in the hallway. They didn't talk much and it was clear that Inuyasha was not having a good mood. He didn't even want to look at her.
And now she's here, hearing these men argue.
She hates meetings.
"When do we begin?" she heard an old man say.
"As soon as possible," Inuyasha said a professional voice. "We will take care of this company greatly."
"Okay then," the old man said as he stood up. And other men did, along with Inuyasha.
Kagome realized this was the end of the meeting.
Thank the lord above!
"I expect you to be at the ball tomorrow, Mr. Takahashi. It is after all a farewell party," the old man said in a tired voice.
Inuyasha nodded, sticking out his hand and gibing the old man a firm hand shake. "It's a pleasure doing business with you, sir."
After a couple of farewells and hand shakes, Kagome was relieved the meeting was finally over.
The only people in the office were now her and Inuyasha.
She helped him with the scattered papers and placed them in order and handed them to him.
He didn't even thank her.
Kagome felt herself weakened somehow. There was this tension in the air and it was a lot worse then before.
"Is there something wrong?" she asked softly.
Inuyasha glared at her with furious eyes. "No," he replied coldly. "Everything is just peachy."
Kagome frowned. "Where are you going?" she asked as she followed him out of the office.
Inuyasha turned around and frowned. "Away from you. Didn't I tell you not to be near me? I'll see you tomorrow at six at the ball. You will get the address for the salon that it will be held at and I expect for you to dress formally and by on time. I will not bring you along for you are not my date. Now if you excuse me, I have to go somewhere so I can be alone and not be bothered by anyone," he growled and walked away.
Kagome stood frozen in her spot and felt like her world could never be shittier then it already is.
At the ball . . .
"Right this way, miss," said the waiter politely to Kagome as he guided her to one of the reserved tables.
Kagome smiled and thanked the man as she sat down.
"Will you like anything to drink, miss?" the waiter asked.
Kagome nodded. "Can I have a double shot of Tequila?"
The waiter raised a brow. "Sounds like you are having a bad day," he commented.
"Tell me about it," she muttered.
It wasn't long until the waiter came back with two glasses.
"I only ordered one," Kagome said.
The waiter nodded. "I know but something tells me you might need another one."
Kagome thanked him as he walked away.
Thirty minutes passed and Kagome thought she was going to explode.
Where the hell was her boss?
Did he not tell her to be here at six?
And why is she alone at the table?
"Excuse me," Kagome called out to one of the waiters. "Have you seen Mr. Takahashi?"
The waiter looked around and pointed ahead of him. "He's over there."
Kagome thanked him and stood up. She frowned as she got closer.
Inuyasha was with a group of men, chatting and laughing.
Kagome tapped him on the shoulder.
When Inuyasha turned around, he felt as if someone punched the air out of him.
How is it that everytime he sees this woman, she becomes beautiful each time?
He took in her appearance. He loved the way her strapless, long, blue dress looked on her. And her natural straight hair made her even more beautiful since her blue eyes stand out.
She was simply beautiful.
He quickly turned serious and questioned, "What do you want?"
Kagome glared at him. "How long have you been here?" she demanded.
Inuyasha raised a brow. "One hour," he said, flatly.
Kagome felt her jaw drop. "An hour?" she hissed. "Why didn't you tell me?"
Inuyasha rolled his eyes. "As you can see I was having a conversation with these gentlemen."
Kagome felt her anger grow. "And how is it that I am sitting alone?" she snapped.
Inuyasha smirked. "That's because I reserved that table for you and only you. I have my own table."
Kagome grabbed his hand and roughly pulled him away from the group of men that was secretly watching them with interest.
"What the hell do you think you are doing?" Inuyasha spat as he was pulled to a corner.
Kagome turned to him and glared at him. "What the hell is wrong with you?" she said, angrily.
Inuyasha crossed his arms. "What are you complaining about?"
Kagome shook her head in disbelieve. "This whole trip you were nothing but cruel to me. What the hell did I do to you?" she asked desperately.
"What didn't you do to me, you two-faced whore?" he hissed.
Kagome froze for a moment and her eyes softened but then fire ignited in them. "Is this what this is about?" she said angrily. "I'm the two-face?"
"What else would you be?" Inuyasha spat. "You're nothing but a liar."
"What about you?" Kagome retorted. "Why didn't you tell me about Kikyo?"
"Why didn't you tell me about Kouga?" he snarled.
Then Kagome did one thing that she wished she didn't do once again.
She slapped him.
Inuyasha turned his face back to her and held his red cheek. "You're a bitch," he growled.
"And you're unbelievable," Kagome whispered, painfully. "You asshole."
Inuyasha chuckled, darkly. "Say whatever you want Kagome but it was you who never told me the truth about Kouga in the first place," he said in a quiet, angry voice.
"And what difference would it have made Inuyasha?" she cried. "You were the jealous type and always doubting if I ever loved you! If you had listened to me when I said I did none of this would have happened! I couldn't tell you about him because you would end up breaking up with me either way!"
Inuyasha glared at her. "So this is my fault?" he whispered.
"I never said that," Kagome said quickly.
"But you were implying it," Inuyasha growled.
Kagome grabbed a fistful of her hair. "I wasn't," she tried to reason.
"Just stay the fuck away from me," he spat and walked away.
Kagome took deep breaths and patted her cheeks to stop herself from crying.
'Pull yourself together,' she told herself.
She straightened herself up and walked herself to the bar. She needs a drink.
"What will you have?" asked the bartender as Kagome sat on one of the stools.
"Give a double shot of tequila," she mumbled.
The bartender obeyed.
'This will be my third drink,' Kagome thought to herself as she gulped the whole thing down.
After a couple more and feeling a little tipsy, Kagome was in deep thought.
'Why should he be angry at me?' she said to herself, angrily. 'As if any of this is my fault. Besides, that asshole is going to get married and is going to be a father.'
Now she was feeling tears falling down her face.
She wiped them furiously. She was grateful she didn't apply a lot of make-up. She only had waterproof mascara and lip gloss on.
'He's getting married and having a child,' she repeated in her mind. 'And he has the fucking nerve to rub it in my face.'
Then she froze as she felt someone behind her and this person placed his hand on her waist. She could feel his hot breath tickling her skin on her neck.
"Kagome . . ." the person whispered.
Kagome closed her eyes and took a deep breath.
"Dance with me?" he whispered.
Kagome nodded.
He helped her off the stool and walked her to the dance floor.
He wrapped his arms around her and pulled her close to his body. She wrapped her arms around his neck and pulled him tightly as well.
"Listen up everybody, "said the DJ. "I'm kicking it a little old school to lifen' up this party. So enjoy."
(This song is from K-Ci and Jojo - Crazy. I suggest you download the song before reading further to get into the feeling. If you don't have Lime Wire, you can go to YouTube . com and look for the song.)
(I don't know why, what I'm doing what I'm doing)
See, baby I, apologize
For all the things that I've done that I've done
See I've known that I've been a fool for far too long
And baby you have it, I go around to wait, just come back to papa
Please baby, baby won't you stay
If you really love me then why are you leavin' me
"I see you have lost your moves," Inuyasha chuckled, lightly as they danced to the music.
Kagome shook her head. She was drunk and so was he. She could tell from the moment he spoke to her at the bar. He was having a few, strong drinks, also.
"I see you didn't either," she replied softly.
He buried his face into her neck and sighed.
I can't think, think about this crazy dayI lose sleep just to daydream about you babyyyyyyyy
I'm going crazy, crazy, crazy, just to thinkin' about you lately (crazy baby)
I'm going crazy, crazy, crazy, just to thinkin' about you baby (I don't know
what to do)
I'm going crazy, crazy, crazy, crazy, thinkin' about you lately (crazy, crazy,
crazy)
I'm going crazy, crazy, (crazy, crazy) when I can't touch you
Crazy, crazy (I'm going crazy) when I can't hold you
Crazy, crazy, (I'm going crazy) when I can't see you again
(Said I'm going crazy)
Inuyasha lightly rubbed his soft lips against Kagome neck and teased her with his breath. He held her tighter to him and inhaled her scent of her soft perfume.
Kagome tilted her head and closed her eyes. With one hand, she buried her finger into his hair and pulled him closer, gently rubbing her cheek against his. She sighed, shakily as he placed a feather touch kiss on her skin.
(Said I'm going crazy)
I've finally realized, that you are my true love
And I had a lot of time to think, and you're all seem to keep thinking,
To keep thinkin of, yeahhh
And now I know I need you each and every day
I can't live without you, so don't run away
Baby you say that you love me, so why'd you leave me, why (why, why, why, why)
Inuyasha placed his forehead against Kagome's and sighed. He ran his fingers through her silky hair with one hand and with the other hand, he placed it on the center of her back with his fingers expanded.
Kagome stifled a moan.
I can't think, think about this crazy day
I lose sleep just to daydream about you baby (I'm going crazy)
I'm going crazy, crazy, crazy, just thinkin about you lately (just to think)
I'm going crazy, crazy, crazy, just thinkin about you baby
(I'm goin crazy, I'm going crazy)
I'm going crazy, crazy, crazy, crazy, thinkin about you lately
I'm going crazy, crazy, (crazy, crazy)when I can't touch you (I'm going crazy)
Crazy, crazy (crazy, crazy), when I can't hold you
Crazy, crazy, when I can see again (if I can see you, if I can see you if I can
see you, if I can see you)
If I can see you, if I can see you againThen I would go, if I could see you again
I'd go craeeae
Inuyasha brought his lips back to her neck and breathed harshly against her ear, grabbing a fistful of her hair, h e whispered . . .
"You're a bitch."
Kagome snapped back into reality and pulled away from him, slightly since he was grabbing on her hair. "You asshole," she hissed.
Inuyasha frowned. He pushed away from her and glared.
Kagome was about to walk away but was stopped by a hand. She turned around and landed on his firm chest.
"I don't think I was through with you, yet," Inuyasha whispered harshly.
Kagome was about to tell him off but he pulled her away from the crowd and soon they were outside of the salon.
"Where the hell are you taking me?" Kagome yelled.
Inuyasha ignored her and dragged her to one of the cars. He pulled out his keys from his pocket and opened the door. "Get in," he ordered.
At first she refused, but he pushed her inside the vehicle.
"Inuyasha! Let me go!" Kagome yelled once again.
"Shut up!" he said roughly.
And Kagome did.
As he drove, Kagome noted he had a very intense, scowling expression on his face. She raised a brow when they reached the hotel they were staying at.
Then he forced her out of the car and dragged her inside.
Kagome struggled against him but he was too strong. He dragged her up the stairs and in a swift movement he opened the door to his room and pushed Kagome in.
"What the hell is your fuckin' problem?" she yelled.
She felt dizzy. The drinks she had are really taking affect on her.
And she wasn't the only one who was feeling a little dizzy due to drinks.
Inuyasha glared at her with furious eyes and grabbed her wrist. At first, Kagome pulled her hand away but he grabbed it again and dragged her to his bedroom before letting go.
"Inuyasha! What are you doing?" Kagome said in a warning tone.
What the hell was his problem?
Kagome gasped when she was pushed against the wall and felt his body against hers. She felt his hands on her sides and he caressed her with his thumbs. His lips hovering over hers.
"What does it look like I'm doing?" he whispered, dangerously. "Tell me, Kagome? Do you like it sweet and slow, or hard and rough?"
Kagome gasped when she felt him attack her neck with his lips. Her mind felt cloudy and her vision started to blur. "Inuyasha," she whispered. "Please stop."
Can he hear her heart beat raising?
He brought his hands to hers and pulled them above her head.
"Inuyasha," she begged, again.
He pulled back and eyed her with lust filled eyes. "I bet you like it rough," he smirked, dangerously.
Kagome's eyes widen. "Please stop," she begged in a low whisper.
A tear fell down her cheek.
Golden orbs glared at the drop and a hot tongue licked it off.
Kagome gasped and looked up at him wide eyed.
"You know you like it, Kagome," Inuyasha purred as he buried his face into her neck. He inhaled her soft scent and sighed. "You still smell good," he muttered. "I wonder if you feel good, too."
Can he feel her blood boiling?
Kagome sniffled. "This isn't like you," she choked out.
Inuyasha laughed cruelly. "What difference does it make?" he roughly said. "It wasn't like you to marry Kouga, now is it?"
Can he smell her pain?
Kagome felt her heart fall apart. Her hot tears burn her delicate flesh as she let out inaudible sobs.
"Why do you keep bringing this up?" she asked, pathetically.
She furrowed her brows slightly when she felt a light moisture on her neck.
"Why didn't you tell me he raped you?"
Kagome's body froze and her knees lost it strength to keep her up. Her eyes were wide and her lips were parted as she let out a silent scream.
Inuyasha pulled his head and looked her in the eye. He looked at her with so much pain, so much betrayal, and so much anger.
"Why don't you answer me that?" he whispered angrily.
Kagome blinked a few times and open and close her mouth and couldn't find her voice.
"I don't think I heard you, Kagome," Inuyasha spat. "Why didn't you tell me?"
"Who . . . who told you?" Kagome managed to say.
Inuyasha narrowed his eyes. "Who else would have told me this?" he whispered.
Kagome's eyes widen. "Jade?" Is that the reason why she couldn't find Jade before she left? She was with Inuyasha?
Inuyasha closed his eyes for a second and opened them and this time his eyes held a lot more pain. "Do you know what it's like to have a little girl telling you her mother was raped?" Inuyasha whispered as he let go of her hands.
"Inu-"
"Why the fuck didn't you tell me?" he yelled as he pounded on the wall, right next to her head.
Kagome flinched and tears kept flowing down her cheeks as she kept her eyes shut.
"Look at me!" he ordered.
Kagome continued to cry.
"I said look at me!" Inuyasha yelled again.
Kagome opened her eyes, slowly.
Inuyasha stared down at her with glossy eyes. "I need you to tell me when this happened, Kagome?" he said in a pleading, quiet, and fierce voice.
Kagome buried her face in her hands and cried.
"Kagome, when did this happen?" Inuyasha said again but this time a bit softer.
Kagome let out a shaky sigh. "Remember the graduation party . . ."
She heard Inuyasha curse, silently.
Kagome put her hands down and looked up at him. She gulped before speaking, trying to find her voice that keeps getting stuck. "I . . . I had a couple of drink with Kouga when you left and . . . and . . . when I tried to get home . . . he dragged me to a room in the back of the club . . . I guess you can fill in the blanks."
Inuyasha stood silent as he stared at her.
Kagome was starting to panic now. "Inuyasha . . . please say something," she pleaded.
Inuyasha bit his lip as his eyes watered even more. "Is that why you broke up with me, Kagome? Because he raped you?" he whispered so softly.
Kagome eyes softened. "You wouldn't have wanted a tainted girl like me, Inuyasha," she replied.
Inuyasha punched the wall again, causing her to flinch. "God dammit! Why would you think that?" he yelled. "We could have worked it out! I could have helped you through it! I could have helped you when you were pregnant with Jade!"
He grabbed her by the shoulders and shook her. "Why the fuck didn't you tell me?" he yelled once again.
Kagome let out a loud scream as she pushed Inuyasha off her, slightly. "Stop it! Stop it!" she yelled as her tears blocked her vision. She was sobbing uncontrollably. "Stop it!" she whispered.
Inuyasha eyes softened. "You didn't think I would have been able to support you and Jade, huh?" he said softly and hurt.
Kagome screamed and started to punch her small fists into his chest. "You idiot! Why does everything have to be with money with you?" she yelled. "Why?"
Inuyasha glared at her and stopped her hands by grabbing her wrists. "Why didn't you tell me?" he yelled, and now his tears were falling down his cheeks. "Huh? Instead of yelling at me, why didn't you tell me? We could have gone to the police and put him in jail long before! So why didn't you tell me? Why? Didn't you love me enough to tell me?"
"Why?" Kagome yelled as she let out loud sobs. "Why?" she said a little stronger. "Do you think it would have been that easy? God dammit! I couldn't tell you! I couldn't! And you were always doubting me if I had ever loved you! If I didn't then why the hell would I waste five years dating you? Why the hell would I have defended you from my mother? Why would I have sneaked out at nights to just see you?"
Inuyasha stood still and still holding on to her wrists as she yelled at him.
"It wasn't that easy, Inuyasha," Kagome continued. "It wasn't. Don't you think I would have gone to the police along time ago? Yes, Kouga had money and status." Kagome took a deep breath. "And he could have used that to hurt you. He could have hurt anyone and you. There was no way I would risk you like that. There's just no way. Dammit. I loved you too much. I loved you so much. I can't live on life knowing if something were to have happened to you because of me. I couldn't have risked you that way. Even if I did tell you, you would have still gone up to him. And I just couldn't risk it," Kagome ended in a whisper. "I loved you too much."
Inuyasha continued to stare at her.
"And do you know how much hell I was put under?" Kagome spat. "There wasn't a single, damn day I didn't think about my daughter or you. I had to go to a fuckin' psychologist! I had to go for eight years because I kept having break downs! I just couldn't let go of the past! I couldn't! I wanted to move on but I couldn't! All because I loved you so much!"
The next thing made Kagome gasped.
Inuyasha pulled her into an embrace and held her ever so tight against him.
Kagome let out a sob as she wrapped her arms around him.
"You stupid wench," Inuyasha sobbed as he buried his face into her neck. "You stupid, stupid wench."
Kagome bit her lip and held him as tight as she could.
She didn't know how long they held each other but she didn't care because all she knew is that this is where she long to be.
Right in his arms.
Inuyasha pulled back and put his hands on Kagome's cheeks and wiped her tears away with his thumb.
Kagome did the same; wiping his tears off.
"You know something?" Inuyasha whispered as he rested his forehead against hers.
"What?" Kagome said softly. She could feel her head pounding slightly. She was still drunk and she wasn't the only one.
Inuyasha sighed as he brushed her silky hair with his fingers lightly and his lips hovering over hers.
"I still love you," he whispered against her lips.
Kagome let out a light laugh and sniffled. This is exactly what he said twelve years ago when she gave birth to Jade at the hospital.
"I know," she whispered back.
"And I know you still love me," he whispered again.
"I know," she whispered again.
He planted his lips against hers and kissed her passionately. He wrapped his arms around her waist and pulled her close to him.
Can he taste her love?
Kagome let the tears run from her eyes as she returned the fiery, passionate kiss as she wrapped her arms around his neck.
Inuyasha pulled back and angled his lips in another angle and kissed her again and this time with need.
Kagome moaned as he ran his tongue across her bottom lip and she opened up for him. Inuyasha groaned and pulled her close as he explored her mouth and savored her sweet taste.
After what seemed forever, they both pulled apart for air and gazed into each other's eyes with hunger and desire.
Kagome, panting, grabbed onto Inuyasha's coat and pulled it off his body. She was taking of her heels and he was taking of his shoes and socks. Kagome came closer to him and kissed his chin as she undid his tie and threw it on the floor.
Inuyasha's eyes never left hers as he grabbed her hand and pulled her to his chest. Kagome placed her hands on his cheeks and stroked them gently with her thumb. She smiled when he closed his eyes and leaned into her touch. She leaned in closer to him and her lips brushed against his. He opened his eyes slowly. Kagome crashed her lips against his and brought him into a kiss of warmth.
Both of them didn't know how, but they soon ended up walking toward the bed and never breaking their kiss.
When Kagome's knees hit the bed, she sat down slowly and started crawling backward to the center of the bed; dragging Inuyasha along with her.
Inuyasha placed a hand on her back and the other on the bed to keep his balance. He sighed as she pulled away from the kiss and traced his jaw with hot, open mouth kisses. She slowly dragged her petal lips to his neck and gently nipped on the 'spot' that made him groan. He licked his lips as she kissed his cheek. At the same time she was unbuttoning his shirt.
When she pulled back and gently lay on the bed, he thought he was punched in the gut as his lungs couldn't breathe in air.
Did he ever mention how beautiful she was to him? How no woman could ever hold a torch to her?
His eyes wandered over her form and let out a deep sigh. He loved the way her hair was sprawled around her face and onto the bed. He loved how her ivory skin seems to glow. He loved how her hands rested lazily above her head. He loved how her blue dress stood out perfectly from the silky, tan-colored, bed sheets which made her subtle body even more inviting. He loved how her eyes called his attention. He could see the loving emotion in them.
Oh, how he loved it all . . .
"A little help would be nice," she said softly.
A little confuse, himself, he followed her gaze to his pants. He chuckled lightly as he started to undo his belt and pulled it, letting it fall on the floor.
"Is this better?" he whispered huskily toward her as he brought his heated body to hover over her, but he dangerously close.
"It is now," Kagome said seductively as she grabbed onto his shirt on pulled it off him ever so slowly. She felt him shiver as the shirt tickled him when it was being pulled from his pants since he tugged it in. Dropping the article of clothing to the floor, she brought her hands to his chest and gently rubbed him; using her finger tips to add some pressure.
Inuyasha let out a soft moan as his sensitive, aroused skin felt pleasure. He kissed her again.
He moaned as she rubbed his sides and stuck her tongue into his mouth. He smirked slightly against her lips when he felt her hands trying to undo his pants which she later succeeded. He pulled back from her lips and glared at her with lust filled eyes.
"Impatient, aren't we?" he growled.
Kagome's eyes started at his lips, lingeringly. She gently bit her bottom lip and gazed into his eyes. She grabbed one of his hands and slowly brought it up to her body, leading it to breast.
Inuyasha grunted as she squeezed his hands onto her full breast.
Was that a good enough answer for him?
He mentally nodded.
Inuyasha buried his face into her neck and gently sucked on her skin, sending pleasurable waves through Kagome's body. He started to give open mouth kisses as he lowered his hand from her breast to her thigh and gently pulled her dress up.
Kagome closed her eyes and sighed as she arched her back.
Inuyasha nibbled on her skin, making her moan, and brought his hand slowly to her back. With the other hand, he gently lifted her up and used the other hand to unzip the dress from behind. With his knee, he pressed it between her legs, spreading them, and shifted his body between her.
Kagome tilted her head and brought her hands to his back again. She leaned forward and kissed his shoulder, gently nibbling it. She brought her hands down to his sides, all the way to his waist and pulled down his pants along with his boxers.
Inuyasha pulled back and laid her back on the bed and helped her remove his pants. Once they were gone, he now hovered over her naked.
Kagome let her eyes take in his body and almost felt like she was in heaven. She didn't know he was built. Or perhaps she had forgotten when he used to walk around topless in summer when they used to go swimming in the lake together? But other than that, her eyes grew slightly wide when she saw his large member. Her eyes went back to the golden orbs staring back at her with intensity.
Kagome buried her hands into his hair and brought his head down, crashing his lips to hers.
Inuyasha rested on hand on top of her head and used the other to pull the dress over her head. They pulled away for a moment and recaptured the passionate kiss as he let the dress fall down to the floor. They were out of air, and they pulled apart.
Kagome panted, trying to catch her breath. And Inuyasha . . .
He felt himself getting incredibly hard as his eyes explored his lover's body. He licked his lips as he watched her full breasts moved slightly as she breathed. His eyes followed her flat stomach all the way to her soft, woman lips.
Had she always had a great body underneath these clothes?
This is after all the first time they see each other naked.
The first time they get to express each other's love.
Kagome let out a loud moan when Inuyasha took in one of her taut nipples into his hot mouth. She groaned as he sucked on it and licked it. Then he pinched the other nipple between his fingers. She arched her back for more.
Inuyasha heard her whimper when he pulled away. He attacked the other breast. Slowly dragging his lips down her belly, giving soft nips here and there. He pulled off her panties and threw them on the floor. Then he gazed at the moistened lips before him.
He heard her gasp when he gently blew against her opening. He sighed in satisfaction when she moaned ever so loudly when he slowly brought his hot tongue and ever so slowly separating the lips apart.
Kagome's eyes grew wide in awe as he continued his sweet torture. She grasped onto the sheets and moaned. She hissed in pleasure when he stuck his tongue inside her. Her lips parted slightly and she let out soft mewls when he worked his magic. It wasn't long when he sent her over the edge as she moaned out his name.
She laid on the bed panting wildy and tilted her head to the side trying to catch some air.
Inuyasha sighed and came close to her neck again. He once again gave her open kisses.
Kagome sighed and grabbed a fistful of his hair and brought his lips toward hers. She pulled back and carefully bit his bottom lip.
"Kagome . . ." he breathed out. "You know what happens when you do that."
Kagome smiled softly and met his loving, golden eyes. This was exactly what he said at the lake twelve years ago. "I know," she whispered as she trailed kisses down his neck.
Inuyasha grabbed her chin and tilted her head and kissed her. He groaned when she wrapped her smooth, naked legs around his waist. And wrapped her arms around his shoulders, bringing him close to her.
He pulled away again. "But this time we can."
Kagome looked him straight in the eyes and whispered, "This is really happening, isn't it?"
Inuyasha's lips hovered over hers. "Yeah," he breathed out.
Kagome met his lips in a chaste kiss before he pulled away.
He looked deep into her eyes and without any warning he thrust into her, tenderly.
Kagome let out a sharp gasp. She took in deep breaths and tried to relax. She may not be a virgin but it's been twelve years and it hurts slightly. But thank god it didn't hurt when Kouga used to . . .
Shaking her head, getting rid of the thought, she moaned softly when he pulled out and thrust back into her slowly.
Inuyasha tried his best not to lose his control because he didn't want to hurt her.
And because . . .
. . .this is there first time ever to make love to each other.
Kagome mewled as he started a slow pace. "Please," she breathed out. "Faster."
Inuyasha groaned as he complied to her silent command. He picked up his pace. He buried his face in the crook of her neck. He listened closely to her pleas and moans.
She moaned loudly.
Inuyasha bit his lip as he went faster in and out of her.
The bed started to squeak.
Kagome furrowed her brows and tightened her legs around him. She pulled his head and kissed him again. She gently bit his bottom lips causing him to groan. She threw her head back as he pounded into her and she met him at each thrust.
Inuyasha felt her walls becoming tighter and he felt himself coming over the edge, too. He slid his hand down and rubbed the hard nub between her legs.
When she came, Inuyasha groaned as she heard her scream out his name and tighten her legs around him very tight. That let him go over the edge and reach his own climax.
Climbing of from her, Inuyasha pulled Kagome close to his body and held tight as the both of them panted.
Kagome closed her eyes and took deep breaths. She wrapped her arms around Inuyasha and laid her head against his chest.
Inuyasha, also panting, pushed aside some of the ebony hair that clung to his lover's sweaty face. When she opened her hazy, blue eyes, he smiled at her softly.
Kagome smiled and placed a hand on his cheek and leaned up to kiss him lightly.
"I love you," Inuyasha whispered.
Kagome rubbed her thumb pad against his soft skin. "I know. I love you, too," she whispered back.
Inuyasha held her closer and kissed her on the forehead.
"I know."
When he opened his eyes, he groaned slightly. He felt some comfortable feeling that bothered him and he never felt it before.
His eyes grew wide when he felt warmth on top of him. He looked down and found her.
She was asleep with arms wrapped around his waist, a leg around him, and her head snuggling into his chest.
He held her close to him and groaned as he felt her soft breasts against his chest.
He looked up at the ceiling and sighed.
They were both drunk.
Would she regret it?
"I know. I love you, too."
He smiled and shook his head. No, she wouldn't.
He looked down at her and smiled even more. He couldn't help it. He was in love.
He's been in love . . .
. . . with her.
He kissed her on the top of her head and closed his eyes as he let sleep take over him again.
He didn't know when he woke up again, but something felt wrong.
Was he dreaming?
He rolled over and frowned.
Where was his warmth?
He opened his eyes and found . . .
No one.
I am so sorry for the late update. Too many things have been happening and didn't have much time. But I hope this chapter is to your liking! This is a long chapter if you ask me.
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