Hating again.
BPOV.
I could feel myself shaking. I had no idea what to do, he was just lying there in front of me, he almost looked lifeless if it was not for his chest rising and falling as he struggled for breath.
I got up, taking in my surrounding I was in the middle of a jungle, only surrounded by a dense landscape of trees and foliage, how could any of this help me? I just needed to think, anything around me could help.
It was then I noticed roughly around 100 feet away was a small alcove. My heart began to race, I needed to get Edward inside, I grabbed his arm hoisting it around me neck, trying my best to get him to safety, I should make a mental note, to tell him he needs to lose the pounds, he was heavy.
I pulled him into the alcove, taking it all in, it was only small, but seemed nice enough and it at least kept us safe and out of the heat. I looked down at Edward, he looked so delicate, fragile his face peaceful yet pain was still on it. I couldn't bare to keep thinking about the pain he must be feeling, and it was my fault. I was trying not to blame myself but how could I not?
I sighed, gently stroking his bronze hair out of his face gently, he stirred gently, sighing deeply and grinding his teeth, all of a sudden his eyes fluttered open, my heart down a double take as his glassy green eyes stared into mine.
"Edward" I looked down at him, stroking his cheek, the gesture shocked me, but I couldn't help it he looked so angelic so soft. all of a sudden all the nasty things he had said and done to me, seemed to go away and I was his, and I couldn't help it part of me would always be his no matter the situation.
"Be..be...Bella" he stuttered, raising his hand and brushing my hair out of my eyes. "Your so beautiful" I could not help but blush at his comment. I felt my cheeks redden and I knew I must of looked like a beetroot.
"Shhhhh" I shushed him, and without any selfcontrol, I leant down and kissed, his lips gently, I felt my how body shake, the electricty was incredible, he really got me going, but I could not let it escalate. I knew if I would have continued it would only cause, problems and unwanted arguements.
He looked up at me, dazed and shut his eyes again. I stayed frozen for a, before deciding to go look for some sort of food. Then I remembered the plane was on the beach, there was food on there. I got up creeping out of the alcove, not wanting to wake him. The journey back to the beach was rather easy, one thing I was good at was remembering, directions. I mean I kind of had to be in a city like New York. I felt a sudden tang in my stomach, I bet everyone would be panicing about the whereabouts of Edward and I.
I could not worry about that, right now though I had to concentrate, which was relatively hard, since it was like 100 degrees out here.
I eventually made it back to the beach, and to my delight the planes engine, was no longer roaring, I made myway towards the plane, it was torn apart, what a crash.
The inside of it, was a hell of alot worse, the chairs had been pulled of there hinges and where not on there side. Windows where smashed, doors decimated, how we managed to survive was beyound me. I headed towards the cubby, clambering over the chairs and avoiding the shattered objects and shards of glass, luckily for me the cubby didn't seem to bad, it certainly didn't get the full front of the storm, I began ransacking the cupboards, and getting anything I could carrie. I.E water, bread. rolls, tuna, fruit, cheese, crackers and even nuts.
I managed to get the stuff and myself out of the plane, quickly and began bustling back threw the jungle. I made it back to Edward, in no time too see he was still fast asleep, I could not help but smile. Atleast he was not doing my head in.
I sat down beside him, and opening a bottle of water I managed to get four, I decided to use one to clean, his woulds, I grabbed my now raggedy cardi, and soacked it with water, and began to dab and wipe, his wounds whilst trying not to hurt him. He groaned gently, at my touch I was doing my best to be gently, but it wasn't working.
Once I had finished cleaning him up, I took a few gulps of water myself, I was feeling rather dehydrated, the water made me feel alot better though. I shook Edward gently, we needed to get some food, and some sleep before deciding what to do. "Edward, come on up time you need to eat" I said.
He woke, almost instantly, sitting up with a groan, I grabbed hold of him, trying to steady his shaking body. He looked at me and pulled away before leaning hisself agaist the alclove wall. "Thanks" He muttered, keeping his eyes way from mine.
"No problem, you must be starving, I know I am" I laughed getting up, and looking round at the stuff I had managed to collect. I thought for a second before deciding on cheese rolls with a bit of fruit, I had managed to get a few utensils, whilst on my trip back to the jet a knife, fork, spoon and a tin opener.
"Yeh I am, call me when its done" I looked over, he wasn't looking at me, I could tell he was trying to avoid me. I started to make the food, cutting open two rolls. and laying them on a clean napkin I done the same with the cheese, and then layered into the rolls before closing them. I could to apples aswell and a bottle of water and walked to edward.
He seemed so out of it, I leant down " Edward, here you go" I touched his shoulder gently, he flinched before looking up at me, his green eyes dazed, he took the food gratefully and began eating, we sat in silence once, we had both finished, I looked up at him and shuffled closer. I grabbed the four duffle coats layed to on the floor, and pulled two over them, before making myself comfortable on my madeup bed, I felt Edward lie down and get under his make shift blankett, all of a sudden I felt his arms around my waste. I felt safe and instantly the dark feeled my world.