And the Emo Harry has returned once again. Please sit back, relax and enjoy the ride.
Dear Diary,
Today, after breakfast I got a chance to check out this 'MySpace' place I keep hearing about. I signed up and all I have to say is that I think I've found the place where I belong. I can express myself and be completely different from everyone else. I posted some very artistic photos of myself convieniently looking away from the camera. I think they make me look extra emo. It's so exciting! So far I only have two friends: Tom and someone with the name ::cOnFuSeD[[heartbreak[[::. I'm not sure who they are because their pictures are so dark and mysterious. I want a cool name like ::cOnFuSeD[[heartbreak[[::. Mine's just Harry. I can't think of anything cool. I'm so depressed and useless.
Hermione says she thinks MySpace is dumb. I yelled at her that she didn't understand me and ran up tp my shrine crying. She just doesn't get me. Sigh. I have Potions. I think I'll wear my incredibly tight not-girl jeans today. I wonder if Snape will have me stay after class again.
Harry Potter
Dear Diary,
Snape had me stay after class. He said that I had breathed in too loudly. I had to clean the floor again. He kept standing behind me, watching me. I'm begining to wonder if Snape really needs his floor cleaned this much or if there is some other reason that he keeps me after class. I just can't think of a reason. Sigh.
I updated my MySpace page with a new layout. It's black. Oh so very emo, right? I also added Amy Lee as my profile song. I love her so much. SHE gets me.
Ron ran away from me crying again today when I handed Hermione a piece of cake at dinner. He keeps doing that. He's so weird. I think I'm going to go upstairs and try to experiment with my red marker some more. Hermione knows that the marks are only marker so I have to try really hard tonight to make them look extra real.
Harry Potter
Dear Diary,
I found Malfoy's MySpace page last night. His name is ...misunderstood([.... He has a good name AND he cuts himself for real. He is so cool. I think I'm going to try the name X:::the scar left by you:::. That's fitting right?
I've been getting visions lately. I keep seeing dark halls and starless nights. I told Hermione that I think it means I'm going to get a goat for Christmas. Dumbledores making me take classes with Snape. I don't see why we have to go through all this fuss for a goat. I don't mind getting a goat. Really.
I have my first lesson tonight. I really hope this dosen't mean that I won't get the goat.
Harry Potter
Dear Diary,
My lesson with Snape was sooo pointless. He kept talking about penetrating something and knowing what goes on in my mind. I really wasn't listening because I noticed that Snape had a bottle of what looked like extreme-black-as-a-black-hole-in-the-dark nail polish on his desk. It's so unfair that Snape has such flippy hair AND the black nail polish. UGH. When I asked his about the nail polish he yelled at me and threw me out. I think he's jealous that I'm getting a goat.
Hermione was mad about my lesson when I got back to the common room and Ron was crying again. Hermione took away the eyeliner she had just given me this morning and now I don't have any. I still don't see why I can't have dreams that mean I'm getting a goat. No one understands me. Maybe I should start writing poetry. I need to express my feelings and no one listens to me.
I'm going to my shrine.
Harry Potter
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From: X:::the scar left by you:::
Date: Dec 12 1:23 AM
Subject: Nobody...
Body:
Alas, here at this end I stand,
As I eat the hand.
Anon, anon,
How can I go on?
Moo says the chicken.
Peas.
Rose loses its pedal in the snow.
I wade in the murky water of doubt.
Et tu Brute?
Goats.
Goat. Goat-y goat.
Where art thou my fair dear?
Where have all the good men gone?
I need a hero.
Winter has killed everything.
And although its dark December,
I'll remember sun.
Here at the end,
Nail polish.
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