Disclaimer: Jenna does not own Final Fantasy Crystal Chronicles. She will never stop wishing she did....
Through Never:
Chapter Five:
Shinara
I looked lovingly at my sleeping brother. He had fought bravely today. Our first year together out on the road. It was nice being able to bond with him, but lately, he's been staring off into space. I wish I could see everything that goes on in his head. He's a good little brother. I just want to look out for him. I wish, he could understand that.
Oh, but I really wish I could be with Lyedyn. I miss his sweet scent of farmland. His arms held me so tightly, protecting me. I'm such a hopeless romantic.
But, I'm lucky that Vonn accepts him... I hope he's not thinking about that Selkie girl. They're nothing but trouble, oh Vonn why can't you see that I want to protect you! He's too much like Uncle. Everyone thinks he mad and now, they're beginning to speculate that Vonn is going to loony town.
If anything, my brother is not mad. I hope he finds a nice Clavat girl, like Laria for example. Laria and Vonn have been best friends since they were five. Laria's safe, dependable... good marriage material. I just want what's best for him. I feel like a mother more than a sister. Is that normal? Oh Lyedyn, I wish you were here. You're so understanding, maybe you could get through to Vonn.
I'm glad that I was chosen to be a new caravaner but, it postponed something dear to me. If I hadn't been picked, Lyedyn and I would have been married by spring. Starting a family, growing old... such wonderful things. I despise being so far from him, sometimes I'll have dreams about the family we might have. But, of course, I have to wake up and go on with another day of fighting hordes of monsters that await me. But, all things happen for reasons....
~Author's Note: Sorry for the uber-short chapter! The next shall be longer. I just wanted to give Shinara's opinion on things. She's not a bad person... just very protective. Sorry for extremely slow updating. Homework and projects are murdering me slowly. Well! Thanks guys for reading!!!