A/N: okay, just wanted to thank all who reviewed! Anyways, um thanks.
Disclaimer: you know that I own none of this, so do not ask.
888888888888888888888888888888888888
These are my confessions
Man I'm thrown and I dont know what to do
I guess I gotta give part 2 of my confessions
If I'm gonna tell it then I gotta tell it all
888888888888888888888888888888888888
"Yeah, wonder when later is," James muttered as he hung up the phone.
Michelle looked over at him as she heard the dial-tone. "Are you ready to eat?" she asked cautiously, her green eyes worried.
James looked up in surprise. He had forgotten she was in the room. "Yeah, I suppose," he muttered, standing up. He took Michelle's hand, and lead her to the kitchen to grab something.
"I'm not much of a cook," he said, raking his hands through his messy hair. Michelle giggled. She knew he wasn't a cook, she had sensed it at school.
"Come on, I have something better to do then eat," she said, grabbing his hand and dragging him upstairs.
"Michelle, I…" James started to say, but changed his mind.
"Come on, James, lighten up," Michelle said. She shook her head as James just stood by his bed, looking apprehensive.
"Are you sure? And do you have protection?" he asked, trying to remember if he had any himself.
Michelle rolled her eyes. "Of course I have protection. Since when have you been concerned?"
James couldn't think of anything to say to that so he kept quiet.
888888888888888888888888888888888888
If I'm gonna tell it then I gotta tell it all
Damn near cried when I got that phone call
I'm so throwed and I don't know what to do
But to give you part 2 of my confessions
888888888888888888888888888888888888
When Lily hung up, she felt bad for lying to James. Yeah, Alice was leaving, but she had never promised to help her pack anything.
She had lied to keep herself from finishing something she had desperately wanted to say.
It was bad enough she had decided to lie with James about his idea.
Ugh! Why did I say yes? She thought, placing her head in her hands. What's next? Having an affair with him? She shuddered.
"Lily, I have everything—are you okay?" Alice asked with concern, having seen Lily shudder.
"Yeah, everything's great, Alice," Lily said, putting on a smile. It felt fake and it obviously looked fake, because Alice said, "Don't lie, Lils, something is obviously bothering you. Spill."
Lily sighed. "Alice, I- I uh, well," and she told Alice everything that had happened since she went off to the club.
Alice listened, and then she said, "Well, if you want to know what I think, you should just keep up the pretense, because what I heard from Remus was that Sirius was doing something like that behind James' back. I think with his girlfriend ("Who just happens to be one of my old friends," Lily muttered under her breath)," Alice stopped for breath, giving Lily time to collect her thoughts.
"It's just that I've been feeling guilty for lying to James just now and…" her voice faded. A few seconds later she said, "Alice, thanks for talking with me. I think I'll go to bed now," and escaped.
888888888888888888888888888888888888
I'm ridin' in my whip
Racin' to her place
Talkin' to myself
Preparin' to tell her to her face
She open up the door and didn't want to come near me
I said "one second baby please hear me"
888888888888888888888888888888888888
The next morning, Lily woke up with a migraine. She groaned and placed her head under her pillows.
"Lily, I'm leaving," Alice yelled, opening Lily's door. Lily groaned in response.
"Sorry, Lils, didn't mean to shout," Alice said quietly.
"It's fine, I just have a migraine, that's all," Lily groaned sitting up.
"Well then, I'm terribly sorry," Alice sighed, rubbing her hands over her face. "I'm guessing you're not going to work then," she continued.
"Work?!" Lily's head spun as she sat up. "Oh, damn!"
"I'll call in and say you're sick," Alice said, walking toward the door.
888888888888888888888888888888888888
These are my confessions
Just when I thought I said all I could say
My chick on the side said she got one on the way
These are my confessions
888888888888888888888888888888888888
"She's sick?! How can she be sick?!" James asked incredulously when Alice told him Lily was sick and couldn't come in.
"Yes, she's sick! And don't shout, you're giving me a headache," Alice confirmed. She wasn't lying about her headache. It was pounding from all the shouting James did over the phone.
"Well, tell her that this had better not be contagious or she'll be in bed for the next week," James said, lowering his voice.
Alice wasn't sure, but she thought she heard real concern in James' voice.
Nah, I was just thinking I heard it, she thought as she hung up.
888888888888888888888888888888888888
Said she's 3 months pregnant and she's keepin' it
The first thing that came to mind was you
Second thing was how do I know if it's mine and is it true
Third thing was me wishin' that I never did what I did
How I ain't ready for no kid and bye bye to our relationship
888888888888888888888888888888888888
Lily looked up at about three o'clock that afternoon, having heard the doorbell ring.
I wonder who that could be, she thought, getting out of bed and grabbing a bathrobe.
"Lily, will you open this damn door?" said a voice Lily would have recognized within two seconds flat.
What's James doing here? She thought, pulling her robe tighter around herself before opening the door.
"I thought Alice said you were sick, you don't look it," was his greeting in a gruff voice.
"Well, I was, but it was only a migraine," Lily answered, trying not to smooth her hair back.
"Okay, that's a relief; at least I know it wasn't something contagious then," James muttered, before giving into an impulse and kissing her.
Lily hardly had time to get over the shock of it before James let her go. Lily moved backward, trying to keep at least two feet of space between them.
James walked forward purposefully, noticing a pile of luggage in the hall.
He asked her about it. "What's with the luggage?"
"Like I said last night, Alice is leaving. Apparently Frank asked her to marry him," Lily smiled.
James grinned uncertainly. He looked at the sitting room with keen eyes, noticing things were out of place, like pictures and such.
Kind of like my sitting room, he thought, seeing Lily's frown.
"So, do you like Frank?" he asked, keeping his tone light. Afraid of what could happen if he didn't.
"Well, yeah I do," Lily responded in surprise, color coming to her cheeks.
James had just decided to ask whether they were just going to stand and talk, when Lily took the matter out of his hands.
"Okay, let's sit down, because I'm starting to feel faint," she said, sighing gently.
James took a seat right in front of her, kind of feeling a sense of deja'vu. "Why do I feel we've sat like this before?" he asked, rubbing his temple.
"Maybe because we have?" Lily answered, laughing a little.
"Yeah that could be it. Hmm, why don't we just sit on the couch?"
Lily shrugged a shoulder, scooting over so James could sit next to her. Big mistake, because she started feeling sweaty and her heart beat had quickened.
But the next thing she knew, she was lying on her back, her hands up in front of her. James was leaning over her, smiling gently. Her hands started to move over his chest. James kissed her fingers as they touched his lips.
Lily smiled gently, feeling as though she might explode.
888888888888888888888888888888888888888888888888
Sittin here stuck on stupid, tryna figure out
When, what, and how I'mma let this come out of my mouth
Said it ain't gon' be easy
But I need to stop thinkin', contemplatin'
888888888888888888888888888888888888888888888888
For the next couple of weeks, as soon as Alice moved out, Lily and James had an affair. Lily seemed to feel she was doing something for herself rather than hurting Michelle and James' relationship.
Until Lily started feeling more tired than normal. She set up an appointment to the local hospital, where Remus Lupin worked.
888888888888888888888888888888888888888888888888
Damn near cried when I got that phone call
I'm so throwed and I don't know what to do
But to give you part 2 of my confessions
888888888888888888888888888888888888888888888888
A/N: okay, end of the chapter. Now you will have to wait till next chapter to find out why Lily's feeling more tired than normal. Lol well as always please review!
Serindraxx