A/N: well here's next chapter. Read and review please!
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Now this gon' be the hardest thing I think I ever had to do
Got me talkin' to myself askin' how I'm gon' tell you
'bout that chick on part 1 I told ya'll I was creepin' with, creepin' with
Said she's 3 months pregnant and she's keepin' it
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Lily set up an appointment with Remus to get a pregnancy test.
On the day in question, Lily was going through what she was sure was morning sickness. "How the hell am I supposed to get to the hospital for my appointment if I keep having to run to the bathroom every five minutes?" she asked herself in annoyance the seventeenth time she did this.
She did manage to get to St. Mungo's for her appointment. When Remus heard of her symptoms, he nodded with a smile.
"Should I ask whose baby it is?" he questioned; Lily started to blush.
"Ahhh, say no more, your face does enough talking," he said wisely.
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James still didn't know; Lily had made Sirius promise not to mention it. Remus was also under her thumb.
Remus shrugged when she requested it. "Yeah, whatever, Lils, but he will have to know eventually," he said.
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The first thing that came to mind was you
Second thing was how do I know if it's mine and is it true
Third thing was me wishin' that I never did what I did
How I ain't ready for no kid and bye bye to our relationship
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"I know James has to know, but I don't want to destroy what's left of his relationship," Lily whispered to Remus over the phone.
"What's the big deal with telling James?" Remus asked, as seriously as he could, with Sirius on the other phone line.
"Well, for one thing, he still has a relationship to worry about, and one of my best friends is involved," Lily replied. She sighed. "What will Michelle say to this?"
"Um, Lily," Sirius said in a quiet voice, "Michelle and I have been going out for months now, I'm surprised she hasn't told you."
"What?!?" Lily shrieked.
"Yeah, well," Sirius hedged.
"Okay, okay, I get it; I'll drop the subject, 'k?" Lily teased, her voice laced with as much mischief as she could muster. "Guys, I-I have to go, nature calls," she said suddenly, as a wave of nausea struck her.
She decided after she cleaned up that she was going to get this over with.
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Now this gon' be the hardest thing I think I ever had to do
Got me talkin' to myself askin' how I'm gon' tell you
'bout that chick on part 1 I told ya'll I was creepin' with, creepin' with
Said she's 3 months pregnant and she's keepin' it
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Michelle picked up the phone. "Hello?" she asked curiously, because hardly ever did she get to answer the phone anymore. It wasn't like James to leave the phone ringing.
"Michelle, how are you?" said a voice that sounded very familiar.
"Lily! We haven't had that talk you promised me we'd have. How are you?" she squealed, making James get off the couch in surprise. He hadn't expected Lily to call.
"Well, Michelle, I have been busy you know, what with work and stuff around the house. But I kind of didn't call to talk to you; I was calling because I needed to talk to James. Business stuff," Lily said urgently.
Michelle shrugged. "Just remember that we need to talk sometime soon," she said and handed the phone to James, who had come up behind her. "I'm going out with some of my friends, James," she explained in a whisper. James nodded, showing he understood and Michelle left.
"Michelle never hands the phone over that quick," James said in greeting. "And this is obviously not a business call," he added, when Lily was silent.
Lily sighed. "No, it's not," she said. Her tone was odd; something James had never heard before. Almost as if she was scared or worried.
"Lily, what's the matter?" James asked her, trying to get her to open up.
"James, I-I'm pregnant," Lily said making James stop still in silence. Then James heard the sound of the dial-tone.
"Damn it," he muttered, and hung the phone up. He snagged a jacket off the coat rack and headed toward the door.
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I'm ridin' in my whip
Racin' to her place
Talkin' to myself
Preparin' to tell her to her face
She open up the door and didn't want to come near me
I said "one second baby please hear me"
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Lord Voldemort was chuckling softly when he heard the news. "Miss Evans is pregnant," he hissed maliciously. "And Mister Potter is off to protect her. Well, well."
"My Lord, you seem pleased," said a voice with slight sneer. "Would you like us to take care of them?"
"I believe I have found a weakness in Mister Potter. Yes I believe so. I was thinking it was perhaps Miss Connors, as he has been dating her. Now I see I was wrong. How wonderful this news is," Lord Voldemort hissed. "Soon Mister Malfoy, you may do whatever you wish with them, but for now…" the cold voice trailed off, leaving Malfoy with a sneer so brilliant, one could have died just staring at it.
"Soon, we will have them," Voldemort said.
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Sittin here stuck on stupid, tryna figure out
When, what, and how I'mma let this come out of my mouth
Said it ain't gon' be easy
But I need to stop thinkin', contemplatin'
Be a man and get it over with (over with)
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When James finally reached Lily's place, it had begun to rain.
Not today, not today, James chanted in his head. But it began anyways.
"Lily, please open up," he said ringing the bell incessantly.
"I'm coming I'm coming," he heard from the other side of the door, and the lock clicked.
The door opened, but when Lily saw who it was, she seemed to recoil, almost as if she didn't want to see him.
"You know, it's rude to leave a man on the doorstep," James said, trying to dispel the tenseness in the air.
"Especially when it rains," she said, but she still didn't appear to move.
"One second, Lils, please just talk to me," James said, as she turned to leave.
"Damn it, why does this remind me of a song?" she asked herself out loud. She turned around and stepped out of the way.
"What song?" James asked out of curiosity.
"Confessions Part 2," she muttered. "Usher."
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These are my confessions
Just when I thought I said all I could say
My chick on the side said she got one on the way
These are my confessions
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A/N: well there you go. Chapter five, with some bits of a twist added. Please read and review!
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