A/N: thanx to InvisibleLilacNights and Brianna24 for reviewing! I really appreciate it. Well read on please!

Disclaimer: don't own, don't want.

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Man I'm thrown and I dont know what to do

I guess I gotta give part 2 of my confessions

If I'm gonna tell it then I gotta tell it all

Damn near cried when I got that phone call

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"What song?" James asked out of curiosity.

"Confessions Part 2," she muttered. "Usher."

"Usher? Isn't he that singer that you always listen to at work?" James asked as the name dawned on him.

"Yeah, well, you reminded me of 'Confessions Part 2,' when you appeared on the doorstep, jeez," she said, smiling a bit, and turned to her stereo system. She flicked her wand at the CD player. The sounds of Usher's 'Burn' came on.

Girl, understand why

See it's burning me to hold onto this

James smiled as well, and sat with her on the couch. "You know, I think this song fits Michelle and I," he murmured in her ear. She nodded her head.

I wonder if James knows that Michelle's been shagging Sirius behind his back, she thought, laying her head on his shoulder.

I know this is something I gotta do

But that don't mean I want to

"James? I have a better song that would fit your current situation," Lily murmured, and waved her wand.

Baby come here and sit down, let's talk

I got a lot to say so I guess I'll start by

Saying that I love you,

But you know, this thing ain't been

James raised an eyebrow. Hmmm…

No walk in the park for us

I swear it'll only take a minute

You'll understand when I finish, yeah

And I don't wanna see you cry

But I don't wanna be the one to tell you a lie so

"You certainly seem to know your music, Lils," he said but when he looked down, she was asleep.

Things were going to start going downhill from there, but James didn't know that as he fell asleep next to his Lilyflower.

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These are my confessions

Just when I thought I said all I could say

My chick on the side said she got one on the way

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When James woke up again it was already five fifteen in the evening. The rain had stopped thankfully, but it was slippery underfoot.

When he finally got to his apartment, Michelle was back, and she appeared to have been pacing frantically.

"James you made it home!" she squealed, nearly squashing him in a fierce hug that took him by surprise.

"Yes Michelle, I'm home, but I won't be if you keep squeezing me," he said, and she let go. Her face turned bright red as James took in her figure. Something was weird here, he thought, and then pushed the thought out of his mind as the phone rang.

"James! We were worried sick about you, man. Where were you?" Sirius asked the moment James said hello.

"Where do you think? I was in the office taking care of some rampaging hippogriffs," James said.

"Rampaging hippogriffs, huh? Doesn't sound like something you would do," Sirius said thoughtfully. "I thought it might have something to do with Lily. You know she called here the other day," he added quickly before he asked to talk to Michelle.

James handed the phone over to Michelle as what Sirius had told him ran circles around his head.

Why would Lily call over to Sirius and Remus? He thought, trying to shake the suspicion that it was Remus who had talked Lily into telling him.

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I'm so throwed and I don't know what to do

But to give you part 2 of my confessions

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Malfoy was getting impatient with his Master's delay. He wanted to take out the very person who had made his stay in Hogwarts a living hell. Damn it, he even wanted to take out the filthy Mudblood who had tried protecting him from the Marauders.

When Malfoy was invited to the Potters' Christmas party, he trusted his Master's judgment. Voldemort had configured a plan that was foolproof, as long as Snape didn't ruin it.

"My Lord, I could take a few trustworthy death-eaters and take out Potter and Evans, rather than go to this party I have been invited to, and you know it," Malfoy said as he bowed respectfully. Snape didn't miss the intended hiss on the word trustworthy, and neither, apparently, did Voldemort.

"You will follow my plan exactly or you will feel the wrath of Lord Voldemort. Or would you rather not go along with the plan at all? An interesting idea," Voldemort hissed in a cold voice.

Snape could feel a chill in the air, almost as if Lord Voldemort could feel his fright. This would not do. He didn't want his deception found out.

Damn it, he had to tell somebody about this.

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Now this gon' be the hardest thing I think I ever had to do

Got me talkin' to myself askin' how I'm gon' tell you

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Lily was leaving the office late one evening, thinking about the little one inside her. James was getting paranoid, getting worried about the child's safety. He had offered to stay behind and wait for her, but Michelle had appeared then and literally dragged him out of the office.

"Going somewhere, Mudblood?" sneered a voice Lily would have known even in her sleep. She turned around and came face to face with a hooded figure.

Almost on instinct, her hand went to her wand, but it appeared to be missing. "Shit," she said, and looked up in time to see her wand pocketed.

"Looking for this, my dearly stubborn bitch?" Malfoy snarled, making an advance on her.

"As a matter of fact, yes I was," she said, backing toward the closed office door, and instinctively reached behind to the door knob. James, where are you? She thought, trying to keep an eye on Malfoy's wand and not let him have the advantage.

"Lord Voldemort is thoroughly put out that he couldn't come see the fun himself, but he sees the excellence behind my being here alone," Malfoy continued, in a very bored sort of voice, but looking in the steel gray eyes, Lily saw maliciousness and contempt behind the bored tone.

As Lily stood with her back to the office door, Malfoy hissed in pleasure at her helplessness. Malfoy was going to do something unwanted to her, even when he apparently knew she was pregnant.

Malfoy was not James, she thought, and she closed her eyes against the pain in her breast. In the second she closed her eyes, Malfoy had raised her wand and said some kind of curse, and she felt her world going black.

The last thought she had was: 'James, why weren't you here?'

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These are my confessions

Man I'm thrown and I dont know what to do

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A/N: well, that concludes chapter six. Please review, I would really appreciate it. (But if you don't, I shall send a curse as soon as I find a big enough envelope.)

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