A/N: please let me know what you think of this chapter. I get tired of writing chapters ahead but no one reviewing them; just FYI.
I also forgot to put a disclaimer on those songs I used last chapter. I own neither one, Usher owns Burn and Chris Brown owns Say Goodbye.
Disclaimer: I don't own the idea, Usher owns Confessions and JK Rowling owns the characters.
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Damn near cried when I got that phone call
I'm so throwed and I don't know what to do
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When James heard about the attack on Lily, he wanted to rush directly to her side. The paramedics wouldn't let him near her, but they did promise to let him know when she was stabilized.
"Prongs, you are far too emotional for your own good today," Sirius pointed out, when James came over to his apartment later that afternoon. James was literally pacing a hole in the floor.
"Damn it, I should have been there," he kept muttering under his breath. Sirius was about to call the witch at St. Mungo's and get James a room, when James stopped pacing and looked up.
The expression in his eyes made Sirius think of a waterfall slowing in it's pace. The usually sparkling hazel color had turned as chilling as a frozen acorn.
"Sirius, I have done something for the second time in nine years," James said quietly, his eyes showing that he meant every word he said, "I have fallen in love twice, but with the same woman. How could this happen?" he asked out loud in wonder.
Sirius almost said that it was not that difficult, since Lily had a special charm that James apparently was unable to stand against. He himself was used to the player image he had gotten from school, and still remained unattached.
James was still in shock when the hospital called and said they couldn't seem to get Lily stabilized and that she kept calling 'James'. They felt that in light of the circumstances, he had a right to stay with her while they worked on removing the curse.
Sirius had answered the phone, his expression worried, but when he heard what was going on, he also felt that James need to get to St. Mungo's and watch over Lily.
"I'm a little worried about letting you drive by yourself, you could end up in an accident," he told James, because James looked dead on his feet. The moment James got behind the wheel he would most likely fall asleep.
"I believe that I shall find someone to take you to the hospital. Better that than risking ending your life in an accident."
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I'm so throwed and I don't know what to do
But to give you part 2 of my confession
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Remus offered to drop James off at St. Mungo's, since he was off to work anyway.
Sirius was relieved because he had been afraid that he would be forced to drive in a car he was not used to.
James however had fallen asleep. Sirius had been worried for good reason. When Remus turned to ask a question, he realized that it had been good wisdom on Sirius's part to suggest someone drive James.
James's cell rang just as they pulled in the hospital parking lot. James jerked awake and answered the phone. His voice sounded exhausted to Remus.
"Yes? I'm sorry, I'm too tired to speak for too long," James said to the person on the other end.
"James? What the hell is the matter with you buddy? You've gone all weird on me," Sirius whined, loud enough for Remus to hear. James winced at the loud tone.
"I feel like I've been drinking all night," James muttered as he hung up the phone.
Remus chuckled. "You sure as hell look like it too," he said as they walked into the hospital.
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Baby I know we said it's best we don't talk no more
But I got to get this off my chest about all the sht I've been
hearing babe I,
I thought you were that ride or die
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Voldemort was not happy. He was standing over Malfoy, who was writhing on the floor in pain. "You didn't kill the Mudblood? Why, I wonder, would you do such a thing? Could it be that you have feelings for her?" he was hissing in Malfoy's ear.
Malfoy started yelling in pain as the spell took over his entire frame.
Voldemort seemed to enjoy Malfoy's pain. He continued to laugh as Malfoy screamed.
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You will never leave my side
I even made you out to be the woman that I will be
with for life I took in
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When James entered the room that Lily was in, she seemed to be thrashing about in pain, but no one was near her. As James sat down by her bed, she tried to open an eye.
When she saw who it was, she relaxed and fell asleep.
James listened to her moan his name, asking why he wasn't here, where-ever here was.
He took her hand and placed his head on the chair. He promptly fell asleep.
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Your kids did everything that you wanted me too
Heard about frontin' on radio and the fuse
If you were gonna tell it then you told instead of
making me the bad guy
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Lily opened a blurry eye, and sat up. Her head felt like hell had burned her alive.
Her movement also woke James, who sat up as well and looked around him blearily. When he realized where he was, he sat up straight. I still feel like I was drinking all night, he thought, because his head pounded.
"James? What are you doing here?" Lily asked as she realized he was sitting next to her.
"Well, you were murmuring in your sleep. The hospital thought that, since you were muttering my name, I ought to be with you," James explained. He had gotten more mature since his years at school and knew how to talk to Lily without stuttering.
Lily blushed. She really was pretty when she did that, he thought, getting a warm feeling when she started to smile.
"Did the hospital tell you anything about what I was muttering?" she asked, covering her shoulders with the blanket.
James wanted to ask what had happened during the night, but he thought about it and decided that talking about it might make her cry, especially since she was carrying his child.
"No they hadn't," he lied, even though he never liked to lie. He had been caught doing that in his seventh year; when he was supposed to be with Lily and studying, he was actually out after hours, with Remus.
"Okay, well," Lily said, trying to get out of bed. Her head started to pound worse than ever. She fell, almost landing on the floor, but James caught her.
She looked into his hazel eyes, feeling disoriented. She still ached from the curse, but the feel of his hands on her arms caused her to pause. She had always loved the feelings he evoked in her, but this time it was different, almost as if he were trying to be gentle.
She rested her head on his chest as he sat down on the bed with her in his lap.
"James, I still love you and I feel sorry that I ever broke off our relationship," she said into his chest as his arms wrapped more securely around her body.
James tilted her chin so that she was looking into his eyes. As he lowered his mouth to hers, she let out a sigh of contentment.
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If you got nothing good to say then don't say nothing
'Cause if I really start talking it'll be something
So you cheated, I cheated
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A/N: okay, well I changed the song to the remix, because I ran out of lyrics for the first song. Oh and if you review, I will update a lot sooner. Please review! And thanks for those who reviewed, I appreciate it.
Serindraxx