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Carlisle POV
For awhile I just wondered the world looking for others of my kind, other 'vegetarians', answers. After my father had shunned me, I felt down, lost, his last words to me reverberating around my head again and again. I realised on one particular humid night as I was starring up at the stars, wondering what I would have been doing now if I hadn't been changed, how would my life have gone, would I have gotten married, had children? My mind revelled in all these unexplored possibilities, the different paths my life could have taken. If I made one different decision or other. What decision had lead me here?I asked myself. I was still the same old Carlisle inside, well nearly. My mind had been opened. Finally I was free to become, to do what ever I wanted.
After that I decide to practice being around humans and travel the world at the same time. First I went to a remote town where I thought I would never meet anyone I knew. I fed regularly on animals and lived in a dingy room, rarely talking to people. I found I was surprisingly good at controlling my thirst but I didn't want to push my luck. Next I went to England and I continued this way till I found myself in Italy.
I wandered at night, lost. I was lonely, with no one to share my life with. Then one night I was wandering as usual when someone came up behind me and said. "Hello" their voice was male, calm and confident and he were clearly a vampire, I could tell by how they smelt and the way they walked and moved with such grace and confidence. I turned sharply and gasped. He was not like I expected, unlike the only other vampire I had seen he was well dressed and looked wealthy and more importantly civilized. Though they both had the same blood red eyes. When he saw me he smiled, then frowned noticing my eyes. "Interesting." I heard him mutter so quietly I couldn't be sure i had heard him. "You can come quietly or do I have to drag you there?" he asked as if we were merely asking about the weather.
I laughed softly, surprising him with my reaction, "I think I'll come quietly." I replied wondering who this vampire was.
"Wise decision" he said and then I let him lead me along the dark streets of Italy to meet my unknown fate.
A/N: I know its short im having a bit of writers block. Please review! Coz im getting quite a lot of hits but hardly any reviews . :)