Well, I had a hard time thinking this chapter up. A real hard time.. but I think I finally got the direction down and I have the entire thing planned out. So I hope you enjoy this installment. :)

Thanks to guy (everyone loves a good bad girl), racer717 (Well that one was reviewed by a beta reader and I went over it myself. Glad you liked it though), InDisguise11 (Don't like Ginny?! Why? Poor Ginny lol), Bella-Mimi, simplet77, madridcks (I guess it's more of a bisexual story on both sides even though all of them are with women at the moment. The only reason I did that was to keep it femmeslash, Storylover (lol sorry. I have work, my gf and a lot of other things in a day. I try my best to get into the mood of writing because if I'm not, it won't come out right. I also have a few people editing the work. Thanks for your patience though.)

Chapter 6 - Anything But Love

I ran down the stairs behind Ginny. I saw Ron's red hair over the crowd and next to him, I noticed Harry. I rushed over to them while I subconsciously grasped Ginny's arm. They were gathered in front of the Entrance Hall. My head was spinning as I looked up to a set of rules being nailed in by Flitch.

"What is going on?" I asked the three of them. Ginny looked to Ron who was looking at me.

"It's Umbridge," Ron said. "I reckon you were right about her taking over the school."

"It's not just her," Harry said. "It's all of them."

"It's the whole bloody Ministry!" Ginny exclaimed.

I held my breath as my head spun. I had to see Dumbledore. I had to make sure this wasn't my screw up. "I'll be right back," I told them. "I need to go throw up." It was a lame excuse, I know but I had to get away from them.

Ron flashed me a worried look and seemed to want to follow me, but I shook my head and walked off alone. He knew very well that when I shook my head at him, that meant not to follow.

I rushed down the hallway and up the stairs. "Please, I need to see Dumbledore," I pleaded with the gargoyle.

"Oh? You know how many students say that?" it mused.

"Gumdrops," I said.

To my surprise, the gargoyle stepped aside and I was able to rush up the stairs again. "So you figured it out?" he asked with a chuckle. "I was expecting you last night Miss Granger."

"I know, it's just that Ginny grabbed me and I had to follow her sir," Hermione said. "I'm sorry."

"Its fine," he smiled. "I know how much of a firecracker Miss Weasley is. Come, take a seat."

I nodded my head and wearily took a seat. "Have you spoken to Harry at all?" I asked.

"No," he replied. "I have to tell you, my curiosity was peaked at the future and well, I had to quench it. I fear that my plan with Miss Lestrange didn't work out well enough."

He handed me the Daily Prophet. I looked down at the date. It was the paper that had come out in January but the name didn't say Lestrange, she was still a Black. "What happened?"

"It seems that Miss Black took it upon herself to break the heart of Mister Lestrange and follow your ghost to Paris."

"No," I uttered. "And?"

"And she went into a rage when she found out that you had disappeared," Dumbledore explained. Pale blue eyes seemed to fuse into my very soul. I knew what he was saying. I knew where this was leading. He knew that I knew.

"Sir," I began. I had to clear my throat before I managed to say it, "Are you saying that I have to go back and fix this?"

"Indeed, instead of just driving Neville's parents insane, she killed them," he said.

That sentence struck me with such a force. It felt like my whole world was completely shattered around my ears. The girl I had sex with went on to kill Neville's parents? No, it couldn't be. She was cold, but no. No. She couldn't have.

"Professor, you must be mistaken," I said out of pure denial.

"I'm afraid so," he said. "Now, Neville's life is parallel to Harry. There are two chosen ones and that just can't be. We need to fix this Miss Granger."

"But I can't go back knowing what she did," I tried to tell him. I knew I couldn't. There was no way I could touch her now.

"That is why I need you to break her heart so she can forget about you," he said.

"I can do that, but what do we do?"

"You need to go back in time to when you last saw Bellatrix and tell her that you aren't leaving. You must not say good bye to her that way," he said. His thin hand pointed to the time-turner. I kept it around my neck since the accident.

My hands trembled around the frame. I began to click the numbers to the time, day and year when I had sex with Bellatrix in the empty corridor. I had to replace myself it seems. There was no having two of me as Dumbledore had said.

I took a breath and allowed his office to blur around me. It felt completely surreal. I was finally back in my own time. I was with Ginny, Ron and Harry. I was with my friends not with Bellatrix. I wanted to back track and go back to them, especially Ginny. Sadly, I was too late.

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Bellatrix was licking her fingers. Her unstable eyes burned into mine. There she was again and here I was again. This was right before I told her I had to leave her. I knew what she was going to say. Her tongue was wrapped around her index finger and she said, "Please don't leave me."

The same fear I felt was there and now it was greater than before. This girl would turn into a murdering woman. Who else was she going to kill just to impress Voldermort? "I won't," I said.

"Really?" she trembled with a smile.

"Yes, I'll stay here and tell my mum to move on without me," I said. I figured now wasn't a good time to break up with her. She had me pinned to a wall with my juices on her hands. I bit my lower lip as she laughed maniacally.

"That's a very wise choice," she said. Her lips found my ear and bit down on me. I cringed at the pain. I felt her breath now. It was moving down my ear, to my back causing every hair on my body to stand on end.

"Bella," I whispered.

She pressed into me harder. "You can never leave me," she whispered into my ear. Her tone was sharp and disordered. I could feel that this was her descent into madness.

"I know," I said. I sighed a breath of relief when she took her weight off my body. Her black eyes were scanning my body as she lifted herself from.

"Are you tired?" she asked.

I nodded. "Yes," I replied.

She took me by my hand and dragged me down the hall much like Ginny would have. Now my mind was on Ginny. What did I leave behind and what have I done? This was the biggest mistake of my life. I noticed she was pulling me towards the astronomy tower.

The wooden door pushed aside easily with her force as did my body when she threw me on the floor. My skirt rode up as I hit the hard marble floor. I looked up to see her looming over me licking her lips in satisfaction.

"You look so good," she whispered. She flicked out her wand and cast a spell on the door. I heard it lock magically. She turned her head to me. I was quickly sent into a broken state. I was completely numb as I felt her body press into mine.

Her wand came to my temple. "Tell me that you want me," she hissed into my ear.

"I—I want you," I uttered. The thing that scared me the most was that I did want her. I wanted her to press into me. I wanted to feel her fingers slip into my core. I wanted her to have the darkest corners of my mind. She lived there. It was only I and her in the corners of that darkness.

I scared myself. She rose from my body and pointed her wand at my clothes. Lucky for me, I wasn't wearing my house tie so she still must have assumed I was in Slytherin. She used the Severing Charm on my white school shirt.

She used it again to rip my bra off. I was topless, helpless under her weight. Her black eyes gazed deeply into my brown. Her cold hands grasped my breast. I tilted my head back and a moan escaped my lips. I opened my eyes momentarily to see the night sky stretching over the earth's landscape. The moon's light was dancing over us and my skin was glistening.

I felt Bellatrix's cold lips on my nipple. I yelled in pleasure as she began to suck on me roughly. "Oh!" I yelped. Her other fingers pinched me hard sending me into a frenzy. I began to trash my body into hers.

"You like that don't you?" she hissed.

"Yes!" I yelled.

She laughed maniacally again. This time, however, I had no fear in her laughter. It only drove me to make me want her more. I couldn't understand myself. At this moment, I was someone else. I wasn't Hermione Granger, I was lost. This person was someone new. Someone I never wanted to be again.

Her wand crept down my skin again and she used the charm once again on my skirt and again on my panties. I was completely exposed to her and to the night sky. I began to wonder when I was ever, if I was ever, going to see her. Every time we had these encounters, she never let me touch her.

I was too busy being commanded to ever try. This time she used the charm on her shirt leaving herself with only her Slytherin tie around her neck. "I want you to do it to me," she said. "Do it hard and use your teeth."

It seems that my dark prayers were answered. I saw her breasts for the first time and they completely took my breath away. I swallowed hard as she leaned her chest to me. This was the first time I was ever going to do this and I was wondering if I was doing it right. I tried to mimic what she did to me.

I wrapped my mouth around her, drew her in and began to suck hard. She moaned into the night sky. I assumed I was doing this right. "With teeth!"

I began to bite her slowly, softly at first but she yelled out, "more!"

I bit harder still and this only drove her to insert two fingers into me rather hard. I bit down on her in response. She yelled in pleasure and began to slam her hand into me. I nearly broke away from her to scream. My body was on fire. It was complete contrast to her coldness. I enjoyed the icy feeling of her flesh. I enjoyed her.

My fear was coming back but it only fueled my passion. I was laying her, broken and naked but I enjoyed every moment it. I was consuming her ice each time she thrust into me. She lifted herself from me and slid her mouth down my body. I felt her cold lips leave traces of kisses down to my very core.

Her tongue laid flat on my clit. She began to lick me slowly. All I felt was her tongue and her fingers. I yelled out. It didn't take long for her to drive me to orgasm. As I did, I noticed at once that she was touching herself.

My eyes were completely enticed by her. She was on her knees, her body on top of mine and it took me a moment to figure out that she was planning this. She was wearing nothing under her skirt. I saw her hand move in and out, I felt her eyes burn into mine. "Come," she whispered.

I sat up more when she pulled me into her. She was on her knees, while I sat up to her chest. "Take me," she said. I placed my mouth to her breast again and began to suck and bite on her.

Her body twitched and her body tensed. She was close. She began to scream out into the night, "Yes! Yes!"

I continued to suck her dry until she screamed my fake name into the sky. Guilt gripped my heart. I was lying to her, wasn't I? She didn't even know my name. Was that who I was? Janice? Was she my dark side?

Bellatrix pushed me back to floor and she pushed herself on top of me once again. She exhausted, as was I. Her mouth came down on mine. Ice rushed through the opening and into my blood. I embraced her and once our kiss ended, I could taste myself on her mouth. She brought her fingers to her mouth again and licked up and down her fingers. She grinned.

"I'm so glad you decided to stay with me," she said.

I said nothing. I was glad that I had the chance to experience mind blowing sex again but a part of me wanted to do this with Ginny not Bellatrix. I had to admit to myself that Bellatrix was just as beautiful as Ginny. She collapsed on me again and curled her wet fingers in my hair.

"You haven't styled your hair?" she asked. "It's bushy."

"I haven't," I said. "I really hadn't the time to."

"I like it," she said. "You're like a scared lion."

I laughed at her comment. She didn't realize how right she was. I began to shake under her. She peered into my eyes, "are you cold?"

"I am," I lied. I wasn't shaking from the cold air coming in or from her cold skin; I was shaking from the fear. What was I doing? I was told to come here and end it but I just kept having sex with her. Was this helping or only making it worse?

I had to come up with something in the morning and pray to someone that she won't torture me or kill me. She repaired our clothes with her wand and smiled at me. "Let's go back to the common room then," she said. "We can have the Head Girl room again. She sneaked off with her boyfriend and won't be back till the morning."

So we did, and I followed her like the scared lion I was. I held her hand like a child and once we reached the common room there were only a few girls playing cards and studying. Bellatrix snarled at the few who looked at us in disgust. They snapped back. Slytherins were vile and here I was being lead by one into a dark bedroom…again.

She threw me on the bed the second we got through the door. She laughed insanely as she threw herself next to me. "To think we got away with all of that on school grounds. I wonder how many others have had sex up there."

"Haven't you before?" I asked.

"No," she said. "I wouldn't let him touch me."

She rolled over on her stomach and faced the emerald green walls. My eyes traced over her body. I pictured what she might look like in my time and it made my skin stand on end. Her beauty, all aspects of it, would be gone when I would meet her again. She slowly closed her eyes. I lay on my back and up to the ceiling.

I didn't want to break it off with her in person and I was being selfish in thinking that perhaps she could send into an insane frenzy once again. I was trapped in my silence. My mind began to turn that thought over. I was merely a procession to her and I knew it.

She rolled over on her side with her eyes closed. She looked completely peaceful and almost Zen-like. I looked at her for what seemed like hours.

I was right where I wanted to be and now I was back here. I was back to allow her to infect me. How much longer could I do this? I knew what she was yet I enjoyed her. She could give me everything in the world but love.

There was no love; it was mere obsession, lust and attraction. I turned my eyes from her to the ceiling. I wanted to be set free and I decided that I would be. All I needed was one more taste of temptation from her garden.

Well, I know this was some what short but it was really just to show how much Hermione is screwing up the timeline. Since it's AU (like all of my stories but this one is really out there AU) I'm trying to have a lot of fun with it. I'm guessing this might run about 40 chapters or so.

Thanks to all my readers, reviewers and not to mention my beta readers!