Later that night or the next morning,Iruka was laying in Kakashi's was thinking about what happened with knew it wasn't a good thing that he was thinking of someone else while in the atms of his couldn't help it still felt really guilty for hurting Niomi he couldn't help hut think of the kiss she gave touched his lips,even after kissing Kakashi so passionatly during that evening reminence of Niomi's kiss still remeined. An image flashed through Iruka's Image which made him rub his temples.

"Arrg how could I think that,I swear I become more like Kakashi everyday"

He thought shifting somwhat away from loved Kakashi,he would do anything for -why was he thinking about her? Did he have deelings for Niomi? This idea ,this thought that he might have feelings for Niomi kept echoing in Iruka's mind.

"No I can't, I love Kakashi ,its just a stupid idea just because it was a surprise that she kissed me" Iruka though to himself.

"But then shouldn't you be thinking about the kiss rather than whether or not you like her?" his inner self replied.

Wait...what?...No SHUT UP! I love Kakashi and thats final"he answered back.

"Really then why are you thinking about Niomi rather than Kakashi?" inner him inquired.

"No!"Iruka growled at his thoughts.

"well it would be good if you were with her,I mean you wouldn't have to keep your relation ship a secret from Naruto there wouldn't be anymore sneaking around either"

Inner Iruka informed him.

"Go away I love Kakashi,and sneaking around" Iruka shouted in his mind.

"Fine fine"

his inner self said

"Just remember you also like Niomi even if its only a little bit"

Then he was gone,Inner Ruka that is.

Restless about some relizations. Iruka got out of bed,and lumbered over into the turned on the water to make som coffee,glancing at the time 4:30. Kakashi would be waking soon.

Kakashi woke to the smell of Freshly brewed coffee

"mmm"

He mumbled half asleep rolled over towards Irka,planning to grab a feel,but was suprised and disappointed when Iruka wasn't in the bed.

"Iruka is never up this early"

Kakashi though getting out of noticed the Kitchen light on

"ahhh"

He he entered the kitchen he saw Iruka sitting at the table with a cup of coffe between his hands.

"Wheres mine?"

He said jokingly moving over to the coffee maker.

Iruka was pulled from his thoughts.

"Oh sorry,Kakashi"

He said looked back ar Iruka while pouring his coffee.

"Whats the matter Iruka?"

He asked pushed away his mug,folded his hands and buried his head in the crook of his heard a groan of sadness come from Iruka. Setting

his mug on the counter,Kakashi moved towards Iruka. He hugged Iruka from behind.

"Just tell me, I promise I won't get mad"He said in Iruka's ear.

"Promise"

Kakashi heard Ruka muffle.

"Yes"Kakashi said rolling his eyes.

He was used to the way Iruka got worked up about simple whatever Iruka was sulking about couldn't be that bad,could it.

"Fine"Iruka said getting out of his chair.

He moved to the other side of the table,so he ws across from seemed a bit much for Kakashi,but he was fine with it.

"Ok then go ahead"Kakashi said.

Iruka sort of stiffen,his gaze fell to the floor.

"I sort of have....feelings...for Niomi"He said quietly.

Kakashi just nodded.

"So just because she kissed you,you have feelings for her?"

"No...." Iruka said quietly,looking to the ground.

"So you liked her before the kiss then?"Kakashi said in an inquiring tone.

Iruka looked up ar Kakashi ,mouth a gape.

"No..I mean....I don't know,I mean kinda...I don't know Kakashi" Iruka said in a panic.

"Well which is it?Yes or No"Kakashi said staring at Iruka.

Iruka felt tears coming to his didn't felt so closed his eyes.

"I don't know" He whispered.

Kakashi pursed his walked to the bedroom and started geting watched Kakashi head to the struck his heart.

"Where are you going?"He said voice shaking,tears falling.

Kakashi puton his shoes.

"Out don't cry Iruka"

He simply stated.

"When... Whenn will you be back?"

Iruka said,forcing his words out.

"I'll be back when you discoer what your true feelings are"

With that Kakashi stared at the door for a that Kakashi might change his mind and come he knew in his heard that Kakashi would definatly not fell to the floor in tears.