Deidara sat on his bed. I closed the door behind me and sat on my bed, facing him.

"Care to explain why we left like that? I thought we were doing good," He tilted his head and stared at me.

I started to untie my shoes, "She was hitting on me. And you. She was being very confusing. First it sounded like she wanted a three way, then me, then you. She was very hard to read, but it did go well,"

"Then why did we leave?" He asked again.

"Honestly?" I started to remove my jewelry.

"That'd be nice," He snapped.

"I shouldn't tell you, not yet. Not until you get what you want," I looked away from him.

"Fair enough, I suppose," He nodded, "But we need to talk about that kiss,"

"What about it?" I asked wearily.

"Oh my God, you are so impossible! What happened to you? You were sweet, modest, and awesome just hours ago! What happened to you?"

"What do you want from me? To talk about all those kisses that were just incredible, or me changing, acting like every other girl?" I started to cry.

"Both. But I think both tie together somehow-"

"Somehow? God, how did you make it so far in life? Wait, it was me. If you didn't have me, you'd be screwed and would have dropped off the radar years ago!"

"Hana?" He stared at my anger in sheer amazement.

"Deidara, you have got to be the biggest idiot on the planet! Haven't you ever realized that I did everything for you? That I never really had a relationship? That I stayed with you through everything? I helped you sleep with the female populace, and became public enemy number one? Yes, I did that out of friendship, but out of more than that. If you can't see it, than you are blind,"

"I don't-"

"Dammit, I love you! But obviously, that means nothing to you, as you are crawling back to the woman that put you in this position in the first place. You love Konan, not me. I can't handle that. I could only handle all of them because I knew it meant nothing, but I can tell she means something to you," I stood up, "I can't, I'm sorry!"

I ran, shoeless, from our room. My tears blinded me, so I had no clue were I was running to. I think it was the bathroom, because I heard running water. I just threw myself on the floor and curled up into a crying ball. Whoever was in the bathroom left me alone and even turned the lights off, leaving me in the dark. I was too upset to care.

I finally stopped crying, but I had no idea how long I was in there. It could have been a mere minute, or could have been hours. I just wasn't sure. Either way, I had to make things right with Deidara. He was my best friend, so even if I had to leave, I didn't want it to be like this.

I picked myself up and headed back to my room. I stopped when I saw the door open and Konan exited the room. I turned back around and ran yet again. Wow, that was faster than I expected, and far more hurtful. I was stopped by the dean of students.

"Miss Hana, are you alright?" He smiled at me kindly.

I shook my head violently, "NO!"

"Here, come into my office and we'll talk about this," He opened his office door and followed me inside.

"Mr. Hatake, what are you doing here at this time of night?" I sat down in front of his desk.

"What, did you think students were the only ones who lived at the school?" He asked as he took his seat.

"I never thought about it," I shrugged.

"Now, what's wrong?" He folded his hands and rested his chin on them.

"I want to leave this school,"

"To be honest, I was surprised you went here at all," He looked through his desk and grabbed my untouched file.

"I went here for my friend," I looked at my knees.

"I don't need the details, " He reassured me, "However, we do need to time to settle the details and clear out your stuff, as I assume you will not be returning,"

"No, I won't. Can I get my sister to get my things in the morning? I'll settle everything now, if that's alright with you?"

He nodded and grabbed the appropriate papers. We worked all night, but when the sun reached the horizon, we were completely finished. I was no longer a student here.

"Goodbye, sir," I waved before I left.

"May you succeed where ever you decide to go," He waved me out.

Please don't hate or kill me! It will get better, I promise! Please just stick with it! Anyways, please review, even if it is just to yell at me! I don't own Naruto, now or ever, just in my head.