Be Yourself lyrics
Someone falls to pieces, sleeping all alone
Someone kills the pain, spinning in the silence
To finally drift away

Peyton/ Plane to TN

Peyton was heading to Memphis to leave Mattie with Nathan and Hayley for the week then she was headed to New York to see Lucas. She looked at Mattie who had fallen fast asleep. She Peyton looked out the window of the plane. She was nervous about seeing Lucas but she knew it was right. She laid her head against the plane and fell into a dream.

Dream

"Luke." Peyton laid her head on his chest as they were cuddling in bed. She run her hands on his chest and he ran his hand up and down her arm.

"Are you excited about the baby?"

"Peyton I love you and I can't wait to be a father to your children. They are going to be so pretty with you curls." He said as he kissed her. "With your eyes." He kissed her again. "Your smile." He kissed her again.

"I want the baby to have your eyes."

"Either way it will be the perfect baby." He kissed her again. They kept kissing the kiss growing stronger and stronger until Peyton broke the kiss.

"Are we going to be good parents though?"

"Babe, we'll make mistakes but were in this together and we'll do great." He went in to kiss her again.

"I'm scared."

"Peyt don't be its going to be great." He just held her in his arms.

"Lucas what if something happens?"

"What do you mean?" He said pulling her back and looking into her eyes.

"What if we lose the baby or what if we face hard times with them later? I just don't think I could lose a child like I lost my mothers or you lost Keith." With that she broke down into tears.

"Peyton I promise whatever we face and whatever happens we'll do it together. I'll always be here and we'll make it through anything."

End of Dream

Lucas woke up in a start with tears rolling down his cheeks. He remembered that day all too well. Every detail seemed to be etched in his memory even what Peyton was wearing. The thing he remembered most was how scared she had been. She had lost so much in her life -- he shook his head he knew he had added to her pain. He had broken his promise to her -- actually it seemed he'd broken everyone of his promises to her.


Someone gets excited
In a chapel yard and catches a bouquet
Another lays a dozen, white roses on a grave

Yeah and to be yourself is all that you can do
Hey, to be yourself is all that you can do

Chase's Grave

"Daddy! Hi. I got a plane. Mommy bought it for me. You would like. We went to your airport today it's doing a good job. We even went on your plane. They keep it real clean. I like it. Do they have planes where you are? Well I made you a picture it has planes. Mommy brought you flowers…yuck!...Daddy, I told her boys don't like flowers…."

Brooke laughed as her son talked full speed to his father. After coming back from Christmas they had come almost every day to talk to Chase. Brooke had been surprised at how easy and healing it was. Logan loved these times. Brooke guessed a lot of it was he got to talk -- a lot and on the way home she always told him a story about his daddy. She felt she was finally healing and could keep Chase alive in Logan's memory but still move on from her grief. It felt great!

"Chase I know you love my flowers. We're being really brave for you honey -- trying hard anyway. Your airport is doing wonderful and my line is doing fantastic. I am starting my own movie custom line where we will design clothes for movies. I am also starting a line for babies called "Baby Brooke". Logan has grown again -- I can a hardly keep him in clothes and I'm a clothing designer! We just wanted to tell were doing good babe -- really good. I love you and miss you every day. I still wish you were here."

Someone finds salvation in everyone, another only pain
Someone tries to hide himself, down inside himself he prays
Someone swears his true love until the end of time
Another runs away, separate or united, healthy or insane

Karen and Andy's
Karen sighed as she picked up Lucas and Peyton's wedding photo. Tears began to roll down her cheeks at the sight of the two of them so happy and in love. She wished she had done something more after Dylan had died to help the couple but she had been dealing with Lily. Lily had it rough after the shooting. Very rough -- she had nightmares every night where she would wake up screaming. She was still attending counseling. Karen shook her head. She wished with all her might she could protect her family from pain but she had learned a long time ago that she couldn't

"Honey come on lets go back outside with our girls." Andy said coming up and holding his wife.

"I am in just a minute."

"I'm sorry."

"Why?"

"Because you've had to overcome so much in your life. I wish I could bring all these people back. Keith, Dylan…"

"Andy I love you. I love your for the Father you are to Lily, and to Livy. I love your for loving me and supporting me. I wish everyone stayed here forever but I'm learning to enjoy the ones that are here. I just wish I could help Peyton and Lucas. My heart aches for them."

"I know honey. I know. I love you and I'm here for you."

And to be yourself is all that you can do, yeah
(All that you can do)
To be yourself is all that you can do
(All that you can do)

To be yourself is all that you can do
(All that you can do)
Hey, be yourself is all that you can do

Memphis, TN

"Peyton are you sure?"

"Nate I am. I need to see him."

"I saw him..."

"I know. But Nate I need to understand."

"He was drunk Peyton that's all he's been doing."

"Nathan I'm scared of what I'll find and what will be said but my biggest fear…"

"Is living life without Lucas Scott." He hugged her. "That's always been your fear Peyton."

"I know."

"I don't want you to live your life without him either but I really don't want him to hurt you anymore."
He sighed. "Go, go see him but know no matter what I'm here."

"Thanks Nathan. Now stop talking about me. How are you and Hayley and that way brave son of yours?"

"We're good. The doctors are so amazed at how well his first chemo treatment went last week. Hayley had it rough that first day. I was so thankful you called her and Lily's emails to Jamie make his whole day. I don't know what we would do without you guys." He smiled then continued on.

" Karen sends Jamie a package every week and Livy always draws something for him. Jamie loves to get mail. We're doing good. September seems so far way now. The end is near."

"That is great Nate! How are you doing though?"

"I'm better Peyton. I feel we're going making it now. His last chemo will be in April and he'll be released after that then its just visits every three months and on. I see the end though and I know my son is going to live. That makes everything else ok."

Even when you've paid enough
Been pulled apart or been held up
Every single memory of the good or bad
Faces of luck

Don't lose any sleep tonight
I'm sure everything will end up alright
You may win or lose

But to be yourself is all that you can do, yeah
To be yourself is all that you can do

New Morning/ Memphis, TN

"You did not need to drive me to the airport Hales. You should have stayed with your family." Peyton whined to her. She has stayed the day with the other Scotts and was now headed off to see the difficult Scott.

"Oh I can have a break every once in a while. Besides I wanted to spend some more time with you."

"Well thank-you I feel very loved. So how are you really doing?"

"Honestly I'm doing great. Jamie's tumor is gone he just has chemo to finish up. He is fully function and lost no motor skills from the operation. I feel so fortunate. I've have meat so many other families who's child never came back from the surgery. One family sent their 10 year old little girl in for surgery the week before Jamie and she hasn't spoken since then and the doctors doubt she ever will. She looks like a 5 year old now and they have to carry her everywhere. I have also met so many others who children have inoperable tumors and only have short time longer."

"Wow that is incredible. I am very thankful that Jamie is doing so well. You and Nate amaze me though. You both have stood so strong."

"We've had our weak moments believe me."

"But you've kept it together and kept going. Unlike Luke and I, we just fell apart."

"Peyton you guys lost a child. We've been fighting to keep one here. We've had to keep it together for him."

"You still amaze me Hales."

"You amaze me. I can't think you enough for taking care of Mattie for me. How's Brooke?"

"She's awesome. Getting stronger everyday and Logan is growing like a weed."

"I'm happy for her. She needs to be happy. Actually speaking of happy have you heard about Deb?"

"That she is getting married?"

"Yes, that. I can't believe it! But I am happy for her she deserves to be loved and we all know Dan never did."

"I don't know I am sure he did, he just never knew how to show that love."

"I don't know Peyton but I am happy for Deb. Its going to be a June wedding!"

"It will be gorgeous that is for sure. I hope she is very happy. Tree Hill could use more happiness"

Oh, to be yourself is all that you can do
(All that you can do)
Hey, to be yourself is all that you can do
(All that you can do)

To be yourself is all that you can
Be yourself is all that you can
Be yourself is all that you can do