Author's Note:

Thanks for the reviews; it's always nice to hear that people like what you're writing and its great encouragement. Couple of things I want to clear up, this story isn't going along the same lines of New Moon, I am simply having it that Edward has left Bella, which is one of the reasons why I didn't have Bella jumping off the cliff. And secondly this chapter is to the song I Hate Everything about You by Three Doors Grace and is in the point of view from Bella when Edward left her and it will also show you why he did in the first place more in depth. Of course I don't own anything as Twilight and New Moon were created by the magnificent Stephenie Meyer and I don't own the song either.

Chapter 3:

"Argghh," I grumbled to myself, as I stomped off to go have a shower, hoping to calm myself down. Edward and I had just had another fight, a big one this time. And when I say a big one I mean bigger than normal, it's because he still refuses to change me. Of course it was the same old argument, "I don't want you to have to live this kind of life… I don't want you to regret it… I don't want to see you go through that kind of pain." It just gets me so annoyed; it's always what he wants, WHAT ABOUT ME!!!!!!!!

I hate everything about you
Why do I love you
I hate everything about you
Why do I love you

Turning on the taps, unchanged and waited for the water to heat up, before I stepped in. Ok so maybe he did have a point, maybe it would hurt, but that didn't matter if I woke up and saw his smiling face, I would be happy. And maybe one day I might regret, but that would probably only be for a split second, because then I'd see him and go this is why I did this, because I love him and everything would be OK. But then again maybe if I just drop the subject for a while, maybe he thinks I'm over it, and then when he's not looking, I can hit him with it. I smiled evilly, yes this just might work. But for now I needed to apologies him, for being so stubborn so that he won't think anything is up.

Every time we lie awake
after every hit we take
every feeling that I get
But I haven't missed you yet
every roommate kept awake
by every silent scream we make
all the feelings that I get
But I still don't missed you yet
only when I stop to think about it

Edward was lying on my bed with his back to me, when I walked in smelling of strawberries, a smell I knew was hard for him not to resist. But yet he still didn't turn around.

"Edward?" I asked hesitantly, while making my way over to the bed and sitting down on the edge.

"Yes Bella?" he replied, not turning around.

"I'm sorry; I shouldn't have brought it up again. Can you forgive me?" All of a sudden too fast for me to see, Edward had spun around and lifted me onto his lap, leaving trails of kisses up and down my neck.

"No I'm sorry; I shouldn't have let my temper get the best of me. And I promise, I'll never put you in that kind of situation again."

"Edward, you can't help your temper and besides, I said I'd always love you no matter what. So there's nothing to forgive. Now are you going to join me in this bed, or am I going to have to sleep alone?" I asked, blushing slightly at the thought of us sharing a bed.

Every time we lie awake
after every hit we take
every feeling that I get
But I haven't missed you yet
only when I stop to think about it

"Not tonight Bella." Edward told me, as he tucked me underneath the sheets.

"Oh will I see you tomorrow then, we were meant to go to the meadow."

"No, you won't see me tomorrow."

"Edward, are you going on a hunting trip or something?" I asked him curiously. I haven't been alone at night for so long and certainly not during the day either, unless Edward was on a hunting trip and it hadn't been that long since his last one, only a couple of days or so. So something has to be up.

I hate everything about you
Why do I love you
I hate everything about you
Why do I love you

"No Bella, I'm not."

"Then where are you going?" I was getting scared now and it showed in my eyes, because Bella started stroking my cheek, to help me calm down, but I wasn't in the mood for calming down, not at all. "Edward what is going on?"

"We're leaving Bella." He told me simply, avoiding my eyes. My breath caught in my throat, as I took in what his words meant.

"You're leaving?" I choked." As in for good, right?"

"Yes, we won't be coming back." Edward told me, finally looking me in the eyes.

Only when I stop to think about you
I know
only when you stop to think about me
do you know

"And I can't come with you?" I asked desperate to hear him, say of course you can, I wouldn't leave without you. But he didn't say it; he wouldn't even look me in the eye, when he was breaking my heart.

"No, you can't Bella, I'm sorry, but you'll never see me again." That's when the tears started cascading down my cheeks and then the sobs erupted from my chest. As quick as lighting Edward wrapped his arms around me and brought me to his chest and tried to soothe me, but I pushed him away and screamed at him.

I hate everything about you
Why do I love you
you hate everything about me
Why do you love me

"GET OUT!! LEAVE ME ALONE!! I HATE YOU, I HATE YOU!!!!!!!" I sobbed bringing my knees up to my chest and just whispered it over and over again as if it was my mantra.

I hate
you hate
I hate
you love me

"I'm sorry Bella, I truly am. I never meant to hurt this much. I love you Bella remember that, goodbye. And then Edward reached down and kissed me on the forehead. And then he was gone.

"Edward," I yelled," come back. I love you, I love you, I'm sorry. Edward."

I hate everything about you
why do I love you